So guys wasn't the last chapter happy (sarcasm there for all that don't know) anyways wanna say to all thank you for those who reviewed the last chapter and I want to say thank you to my beta reader for correcting those mistakes that I made.

Disclaimer- I still don't own Victorious

A week, one whole week since that incident with Tori in the bathroom, and ever since then, I have constantly been secretly looking at Tori, making sure there aren't any other cuts there that she isn't telling me about. I've tried talking to her about telling someone other then me and Cat, but she won't budge, and I don't understand why. Someone like a doctor or her parents are better off helping her through this than me. For all I know, I could be doing something that's damaging her even more.

I tried talking to her about a couple of nights ago, about telling her parents, but this is how the conversation went:

"Vega, why haven't you told your parents yet?" I asked her while we were lying on the sofa in her house, her head resting on my chest and my arm swung lazily across her waist.

"What?" She asked, confused, moving her head slightly to look up at me.

"Your parents, Trina, you haven't told them yet. Why?"

I felt her shift uncomfortably in my arms. "I don't want to," She answered looking back at the TV.

"Why, though?"

"Because I have you," She says, and when she says that, my heart begins to beat a lot faster and it feels as if my stomach does back flips.

Even when I'm thinking of what she said, I have the same feeling inside of me; she has me. She doesn't need anyone else but me. If I mess up, do or say something that will hurt her, Tori will break. And it will be all my fault. I would've broken Tori, and no one else will be able to fix her, because I have dug my way into her life, and I am permanently camped there. The half latina has opened up her heart and gave it to me. She trusts me. The only person who had trusted me is Cat.

I look at the over at the brunette sleeping beside me. She looks so peaceful that it brings a smile to my face. Throughout the week, I haven't left Tori's side. The only times that I have is when she has got to go to the bathroom or when she is in a different class to me. Other than that, I am by her side, because if I'm not, I panic. A thousand questions race through my mind; if I can't see her like, is she hurting, does she need me, is something bad happening to her? Then my mind drifts over to Tori in that alley way a little over a month ago, that man with his hands on her. His cruel laughter as he pins Tori against a wall, tears streaming down her face.

I growled low in my throat as I pushed it out of my mind, my grip on Tori tightening slightly. I willed myself to calm down. She's not there with him, she's here with me. Safe and sound. I sighed as I felt my anger simmer down. Tori always seems to calm me down. Even if she's asleep and not doing anything, just the steady rise and fall of her chest is enough for me. And the girl doesn't even know the effect she has on me. Maybe that's why I feel the need to protect her. To be with her. Because she's all I have.

I looked at the clock that was on Tori's bedside table and saw that the time was 3:18am. It was a Friday, so I wasn't that bothered about sleep, and I knew my thoughts were going to let me have any peace. But the thing that was bothering me was that I had heard no cars pull up into the driveway. No noise coming from downstairs. Nothing. In fact, now that I think about it, I have been here a week non stop, and I haven't even caught a glimpse of Tori's parents, or Trina for that matter. But I do recall Tori telling me about her sister going to a university for performing, only God knows how she got into that school, and doesn't come home that often. But shouldn't her parents be living here?

I look at Tori's face, and just watched her. The moonlight that shone through the gap in the curtains illuminated Tori's face, making her cheekbones stand out even more than usual, and her tan skin to glow. There were no lines on her face from frowning. There were no tear stains on her cheeks. There was no pain showing on any of her features. God, she looked beautiful. Absolutely fucking beautiful. A lock of brown hair fell in front of her face, and I moved it behind her ear, smiling slightly. I placed a gentle kiss on her forehead and closed my eyes, moving closer to her.

I don't know what I would do without her. If I didn't see her everyday. If we didn't hold hands everyday. If we didn't talk to each other everyday. If she wasn't Tori. I think a part of me would die. I had put so much faith into a girl who's more broken than me. Years ago, I promised myself I would never trust anyone. I didn't even trust Beck all that much. I never told him a lot about my past. I always thought that if I did, he would break my heart. But with Tori, I want to tell her. I want her to know every detail about my life, because I trust her. I trust that she won't run away and leave me, breaking my heart in the process. Because it's Tori. Amazing, beautiful, sweet Tori. Just like it always does, my mind goes back to that man.

Fuck, I hate him. I hate him so much, and I don't know who he even is. All I know is that I want to find him and I want to kill him. I want him to feel pain, just like the pain he has inflicted on Tori and maybe many other girls. Blind rage clouded my vision and before I knew it, I was out of the bed, shoving my clothes on that I wore the day before. I checked my pocket to check that I had my scissors and my phone before walking out of Tori's room and then her house. This man deserves to die.

I got into my car and tried to think of where it could've happened. Tori was walking back from Cat's house but she must have also been nearer my house than Cat's, seeing as she came to me, instead. I started my car and drove towards my house. I was on autopilot, not thinking about the road or what I was doing. Just kill that man. I growled as I came to my house, seeing the time; 4:24. I got out and began pacing my driveway near the front of my house. I could feel the hatred and anger coursing through my veins, and I knew I had to calm down before something bad happened.

I thought about Tori. Tori sitting down on the opposite end of the sofa to me. Her glasses perched on her face as she read the book that was in her lap, biting her lip in that cute way every time something confused her.

I thought about Tori, cuddling into me on the sofa when we watched a horror movie, as she hid her face in my shoulder, or burying it into my neck. My arm wrapped tightly around her waist as I drew lazy patterns across her hip.

I thought about Tori sitting beside me in the Asphalt Cafe, her leg brushing against mine, sending tingles throughout my body. Her arm bumping against my body every time she went to eat. Usually I wouldn't mind, but it's Tori.

I thought about Tori straddling my waist, looking down at me. Her brown eyes glazed over as she leaned down and captured my lips in hers, kissing me. Wait a moment.. That never happened. I groaned into my hands.

Fuck, fuck, fuck. Why the hell was I thinking about Tori kissing me? I felt heat rush through my body as I carried on thinking. No. Stop it, Jade, stop thinking about it. Does this mean that I actually feel something different for the half latina? Yeah, I like her company, I like holding her and talking to her. I like her. Wait. When did I come to that conclusion?

I like her.

I like Tori. Tori Vega, I like her. I groaned again. I can't, this isn't fair. Not fair on either of us. Tori doesn't need me liking her. She deserves a friend; someone who is going to help her heal. And I'm going to be that friend. Except all I can think about it kissing Tori for real, not just in my head.

I felt a searing pain in my right hand, and I looked down at it. My hand was curled into a fist, and blood was producing from my knuckles,and a bruise was forming. Fucking brilliant, I now had a fucked up hand and I fucking like Tori. Absolutely fucking brilliant.

There we have it chapter 8, Jade has now finally realized her feelings for Tori and in result of it has punched a wall. Now this chapter was mainly about Jade and her thoughts not really a lot of dialogue I know the last couple of chapters have been very angsty but I promise the next chapter will be just plain fluff. Please review and I will see you all in the next chapter