A/N Slightly rough smut. S&M kind of. I think.
Miranda
Chey was in the med bay for a week, 3 days of that spent unconscious. Those were the three longest days of my life. When she was finally able to return it was to a very grumpy girlfriend. Who was also a bit pissed off. I was pissed at Shea for taking Chey, pissed at Jack for letting her guard down like she did, pissed at TIM for putting her in danger then treating her as if she was collateral damage. That her death wouldn't have been in vain, but a sacrifice for the greater good. I had never had such a hard time controlling my feelings and expressions. I was pissed at Chey, for melting the ice I had built up around my heart. Giving me hope for a future I had never dreamed. A future where I was happy and loved. Then taking a bullet for that bitch and almost giving up and taking that future I never wanted before, but now desperately wanted, and longed for every day.
Then she had the gall to say, "Hi honey I'm home." I had disabled the cameras and audio in my room, for what I had planned, I didn't want TIM or EDI to know. She would be punished for even considering giving up. I could smell she was freshly showered, her kiwi lime scent sending me spiraling with want and need. Today I would claim her, as I've been wanting to do the since the same night she had laid claim to me. She needed to know that she was mine and I demand her to come back to me and never even hint at giving up. So when she entered the room I immediately disabled the unlock mechanism with my Omni tool.
"How dare you come back into our room, saying that after you damn near gave up and died on me! Now you are acting like it never happened! Don't even get me started on taking that bullet for that bitch!" I said, my anger is very prevalent. She can feel it. She once told me that when I was pissed it got her really wet. I decided to test that theory. I biotically rip of her pants and briefs. I can see the trickle of desire travelling down her legs and I see she is getting hard. "I'm sorry Miri.." She starts. "Did I say you could speak. '' I smack her ass. "No mistress." She says. "Then shut your filthy lying mouth and bend over my desk," I order. "You do not speak unless I tell you to. You do not move without my permission. You will not come until I give you permission. Have I made myself perfectly clear?" I ask. "Yes, mistress." She replies and leans over the front of my desk as I ordered.
"Spread your legs for me." She complies. I spank her again. She keeps her belly slightly away from the desk. I need to remember she still has some stitches. With another spank I enter her tight sheathe. "Wow, she really likes total dom, she is dripping wet." I think with a smirk. '' You like that? Do you like being treated like a little whore?" I said while thrusting. She moans. "Yes, Mistress, please use me. I'm your little whore." She says. Fuck that just made me hornier. "There's my good little slut you love my cock deep inside of you. " I slap her ass again. My thrusts get wilder every time I slide in and out of her.
The need to claim her is hammering like little jackhammers. "Would my little whore like to be claimed like the slut she is?" I feel a little more fluid slide down her leg. "Yes Mistress." She says. I stop and pull out, she whimpers from the lack of length in her.
Chey
God, I was so wet, I had forgotten how I loved to be treated like a lovers personal play thing. Miri puts me on my hands and knees and kneels in front of me. "Suck me off you dirty slut, get it at all cleaned off again." I hadn't realized she had come at all, was I that far gone. I took her into my mouth, but all I could taste was me. So she hadn't come yet. I cleaned off my juices and she pulled away and lifted my face. "Now beg. Beg my pet. Beg me to fuck and claim you." She says in her commanding tone. "Please Mistress, take me.. Fuck me… claim me as your sex toy.. Please Mistress.. fuck me." I beg her. I see her shiver and she gets behind me, her teeth dig into my shoulder. I had to clench my teeth tightly to keep from coming that instant. Mistress had not gave me permission yet. She gripped my pulsing cock and thrust into me. Her hand jerked me off to the rhythm of her hips. I was starting to sweat from the effort to not come. I feel her smirk on my shoulder.
"Does my little pet want to come. You know what you need to do beg me and maybe I will let you come." I whimper. "Please Mistress, I need to come, let me come my mistress… please..'' she placed her lips to my ear, and notices the tears of frustration and the strain of the effort to not come. "What a good little whore you are, come for me my little slut." She stroked me quickly and just like that I had a simultaneous orgasm. Which was my first. Usually it's either one part or the other but this time it was both. I collapse in exhaustion and bliss Miri holds me up and gently slides out. "Are you ok love?" she asks. Her seamless transition from dominating mistress to loving girlfriend never surprises me. She helps me stand my legs are wobbly and weak.
She pulls up my pants and I flinch when she touches my relaxed sex. "Shit! Was I too rough. Did I hurt you? Are you stitches ok?" she says panic setting in. "I'm fine Miri, I have just never come from both places at once. Are you still mad at me for being stupid?" I ask. "I wasn't mad at you for very long. Still a bit pissed at TIM, but what got me really frustrated and angrier was this." She showed me an email. "I can't have children." She almost cries. " it says almost impossible Miri, there is always still a chance. Why does this matter now?" I ask. "It didn't, until I met you when we were helping Liara we joked about having babies. Even after we stopped using protection so I knew this was something we both wanted. I never dreamed I'd fall in love. Then the dream became, marriage, children and growing old with you." She said.
I kissed her forehead. "We can still have all of that and more. Even if we never make our own babies together, there are always other options. We can adopt or have a surrogate mother. All of these things you want. I want too. Marry me Miri. Grow old with me?" I ask completely serious. To show her that I was serious I got on my knee and handed her a black velvet box opened to a blue diamond engagement ring. "Miranda Lawson, I would be honored if you'd be my wife. Please say you will." I said. "Yes, I would love to marry you, but what about Cerberus and Alliance?" she asks. " I put in my resignation." I said "You quit the Alliance for me?" she asks. "Not at first, it had been on my mind since the Shea spoke to the citadel council. I can't in good conscious work for people who put politics before people." I told her. She kissed me.
Shea
Getting Thane was a cake walk compared to dealing with the fact my sister resigned from the Alliance and now was going to marry Miranda. I was happy for her though I had hoped it would have been Miranda who quit Cerberus, but until the collectors were taken care of Miranda couldn't quit even if she wanted to. I was hurt that Chey hadn't told me herself she was resigning but she let me read the resignation later, nowhere did it point out exactly why she was quitting, but she had told me. In a way I agreed with her, but I wasn't a part of the Alliance right now, nor was I Cerberus. Anderson had asked us to return to the citadel he wanted a face to face meeting with Chey and to get her resignation papers processed. Chey and Miranda wanted to get married while there. If this mission was our last they didn't want to wait. Neither wanted anything fancy or public. So it was just our friends and our mom, Oriana and Hackett via Omni tool as well as Anderson, and Ash was able to come.
Both Anderson and Hackett understood her reasons for resigning and her need to for Her and Miranda to get married. I walked her down the aisle. It was beautiful and wonderful in it's simplicity. The three of them agreed to allow her the same resignation of our mom. She was free to do as she pleased and if there was a need they would reinstate her and there should be no repercussions. They had concerns at first with the fact Miranda was Cerberus but, she spoke to them privately and they seemed appeased. The after ceremony was just a simple yet somewhat expensive dinner at a restaurant that allowed all customers to come.
Unfortunately I could only give them a couple days for their honeymoon. Long enough for me to help Thane and Garrus. Then afterwards off to the collectors ship for the Reaper IFF, then after that we should be ready to hit the collectors home world. I upgraded everything I could to make the ship better everything to give my team an edge. Garrus and Thane would have the closure they needed to free their minds to completely focus on our mission. Tali was no longer on trial and I managed to get the charges dropped, that truly had nothing to do with her and more to do with whether or not to go to war with the Geth. I spotted Tali and Liara sitting close to each other hands entwined. My hand was in Ashley's and I was on cloud nine. Even the great Commander Shepard needs closure too. I was over the moon when she agreed to spend the night with me. Even if sex was not on the menu, which I hoped it was. Just being able to hold her in my arms again, soothed my soul.
Miranda's smile and laughter warmed me. She had changed a great deal since we met. I had know there was a softer side to her when I woke up the very first time. I remembered I started to panic she held my hand. She said I'd be okay, she also said try not to move, but it was you'll be okay that helped calm me enough for the sedatives kick in. the next time I woke up she drove me crazy with her bossiness. When we escaped the lab and started on this insane mission, her emotionally void façade and not so friendly attitude irritated the hell out of me. I would like to think I had something to do with the warm hearted and friendly woman sitting next to Chey now. But I knew it was all Chey, and I was okay with that.
Chey
I carried my wife over the threshold as was tradition, we were finally able to make love in the shower. I surprised her by being able to hold her up with ease when I once again made love to her in the room. We were contently sleeping my dreams were of making love to her and pouring all my hopes, dreams and love into her. I woke up to her mouth on my manhood and it was beautiful and gentle. I don't think either of us felt the need to be aggressive or assign a role. I loved how she rode me. My eyes flitted between my penis splitting her folds, the way her breasts gently bounced up and down and her face and eyes expressive in her pleasure. She leaned down to kiss me and I turned us so I was on top again every long gentle stroke making me feel like fire was racing up and down my body. Her moans were music to my ears.
Our biotics hummed together adding a slight vibration to us both. "Closer, I need to be closer." My thoughts and hers seemed to be in agreement. I pressed my upper body to hers and held her like the precious jewel she was to me. I kissed her neck as we gently tumbled over that edge of pure joy and pleasure. "I love you Miranda Lawson-Shepard." I said to her. "I love you too Cheyenne Lawson-Shepard." She replies. She kisses my lips lovingly. "Chey, when all this collector business is over I'd like to drop the hyphen and just be Miranda Shepard." I kiss her again. " As you wish my heart. I would certainly not mind. Cheyenne Lawson sounds good too." I said. "I like Cheyenne Shepard better." She stated.
The next morning we just wandered around the Presidium, buying things to make our cabin more homey. We ate at the café, just enjoying the weather and talking about whatever we felt like. "Miri, when we finally settle down permanently where would you like to live?" I ask. ''I hadn't ever thought about it truthfully." She says. "Let's try to narrow it down. Colony, Earth, planet or ship?" I ask. "Not on a ship, I want to be able to see sunrises and sunsets. I want our kids to be able to play outside." She answers. "Earth, Colony, or planet then." I repeat. "Not Eden Prime or Horizon though. I don't think even the pleasant memories we would make could drown out the bad ones." I add. "I agree."
"Maybe planet wise, either Thessia or Ilium. Both are beautiful places. Earth has beautiful places to though. Not Australia though." She says. I arch an eyebrow. "What most of the planets deadliest animals live is Australia, and it always feels so God awful hot." She explains. " I can't think of any colonies I would like." I said. "Me either, so no colonies maybe. Which planet then?" She asks " I honestly do not know." I admit. I've never been to Earth so I had no ideas about where would be a nice place to settle down and raise kids. "I guess we'll just have to put it on the backburner for now." She says. I nod.
"You know what sounds good now?" I ask. She shakes her head. " A nap." She smiles, "A nap would be lovely." We clasp hands again and stroll leisurely back to our room on the Presidium. "So where are you in our little adventure?" she asks. "I just finished Horizon. And before you ask it's very vanilla and I remember our kiss was anything but. I had to ask Ash if it was ok to put their conversation in. She agreed, even though she hated how she acted." I reply.
Miranda
"I just finished reading about Virmire. I didn't even know Kaidan but he seemed a decent enough fellow." I said. "He was for the most part. What I didn't put in the story is that he used to get puppy eyes when he looked at Shea. Apparently according to Shea and Ash it was the same way he looked at me. I still don't quite understand how anyone could like me when I was so cold and indifferent to just about everyone." She says. "Well you are very hot and sexy and you don't even try." I comment. "Your biased." She said. "A little.." her eyebrow raises in disbelief. "Oh alright I'm very biased." I admit. "When we had the Christmas party before Virmire Kaiden got a little sauced, and started flirting with me heavily. Even though he knew I had been married and she died on Eden Prime. We had somehow managed to become friends not really close, so I tried to let it go." I had a feeling I was not going to like the next part of the story.
"Kaidan asked if he could speak to me a little more privately. I trusted him so I followed. He pressed my back to the wall and kissed me, tongue and all. He moved his hand to my breast and squeezed a bit. 'Kaidan.' I had hoped my tone was sufficient to communicate that this was not ok. I think he missed the message, but he sure got a shock when he grabbed my crotch. This stopped and puzzled him. So I unzipped my pants and showed him. I don't know exactly made him completely stop and realize what he had done. He apologized profusely and I told him that I knew he was a bit drunk, and I would stay friends with him, but I was only interested in women." I knew I'd not like that part now I wish he were alive just so I could slap him with a singularity or maybe a warp.
''Did Shea ever find out?" I ask. "Yeah the idiot told her himself the next day. Ash kicked him in the balls and then Shea made him clean everyone's gear after she punched him in the jaw. He accepted both punishments quietly. The next morning he apologized again and said 'That he wished I liked guys too I asked him about the fact that I had the same part, he said he didn't care he went both ways. I never told anyone else that, he didn't hide it but he felt no need to advertise it either. I think being around Shea and Ash and the feelings he could sense developing between Liara and Tali, it made him feel lonely. It was the only time I felt anything, I really wish I could have been able to give him at least one night. Time and circumstance stopped that. I felt no desire for him, just the desire to provide him comfort." She tells me. I am very touched and slightly jealous, the one thought in my mind. "MINE!''
Tonight our love making is a little more fevered, tomorrow we had to leave and who knew what would happen with this mission. So we take advantage and christen every surface we can. I could feel the end was coming. For ill or good, one thing was certain nether of us regretted falling in love and getting married. if we were to die tomorrow, I wanted to die as her wife. Our last night of freedom turned into on long cuddle session, then a peaceful and pleasant sleep. The morning hours spent making love languidly. The afternoon brings us back to the chaos that is our mission. "Good honeymoon. Sorry it was so short." Shea says. "It was wonderful for what it was. I can die happily now." Chey says. "Me too." I agreed