Hey guys, I am here with another chapter. Question how many of you thought that the last chapter was the final chapter? It isn't and I'm sorry about how I finished the last chapter, well kind of. There are more chapters to come in the near future. This is a shorter chapter then what I would normally write. So enjoy.

Disclaimer- I do not own Victorious

Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. A pair of hands gripped my shoulders. But I felt nothing and I could think of nothing. All except Tori. The last thing I could remember was holding her still body against my own, the last few words coming out of my mouth as I sung to her. After that nothing. It was like my life had drained from me.

I'm sure someone was saying my name, but I couldn't hear over the ringing in my ears. It was all too much, I wanted to sit in a corner somewhere and just give up. It's my fault. I could've saved her. I didn't realize I was shaking, and I barely felt a pair of arms wrap around me and hold me tightly. It was too much.

I let someone guide me towards a chair and gently sit me down. I'm not sure who it was, could be Lizzie, Mom, Cat, I'm not really sure, but whoever it was I let them. Her brown wavy hair that fell down her back. Hazel eyes that shined when she was filled with happiness. I just can't believe it's gone, all gone.

"Jade" I heard my name being said in my ear. I could just about recognize the voice. Lizzie probably or Cat. "Calm down Jade" Calm down, I can't calm down. I don't think I'll ever be able to calm down. Tori was gone. She was gone.

"She's gone" I whispered, my voice sounded hurt from all the crying.

"We don't know that yet, the doctors are looking at her right now" They said trying to calm me down, I guess it worked slightly. Theres a chance. "All you need to do is take deep breaths, and calm down" I nodded weakly. I breathed in through my nose and out through my mouth. And I repeated that until the quickened beating of my heart soon slowed to it's regular pace. I used the back of my hand to wipe away my tear filled eyes and I could finally see Lizzie standing in front of me, her hands resting on my shoulders as she stared at me, a concerned expression on her face.

"How long have we been here for?" I asked her, I sounded so small and vulnerable. I hated it.

"Five hours" She said. Five hours? It couldn't be, it didn't feel that long. I can't remember any of those hours apart from pacing. "The Doctor should be here soon" She never asked me how I was doing, or if I'm okay. I was glad about that, because I'm fairly certain it wa obvious that I wasn't okay.

"Lizzie, I don't know what to do if she's dead"

"You'll figure it out, you always do" Lizzie said and I didn't know what else to say. All I could do was wait. Lizzie sensed how I had nothing else to say, so she sat down beside me and said nothing. All I could think was Tori, and I had to stop otherwise I would drive myself insane.

I turned towards Lizzie and noticed she had wet patches on her shirt, tears probably. Bags under her eyes, paint stains were still on her arms.

"How was your talk with Cat?"

"She doesn't want me to leave. She accepted it but I knew she doesn't want me to" She said and I noticed how tired she sounded, she must have stayed with me the entire time.

"Cat's not going to give up on you" I said and her face fell.

"That's what I'm afraid of" My eyebrows furrowed together, I was just about to say something about what she just said then she stood up. "Jade stay here" She said before walking towards a Doctor that I didn't recognize. I stayed where I was, my hands gripping onto the sides of the chairs and watched them.

This must be Tori's Doctor. I couldn't see Lizzie's face as she stood with her back to me and I couldn't bring myself to look at the Doctor. What if it's bad news? What if she didn't make it? What if the last thing she remembered of me was those words that I said to her? I squeezed my eyes shut. I didn;t see Lizzie walk towards me, but I felt her hand gripping onto my shoulder.

"Tori's okay, Jade. She's alive" Lizzie said. She's okay. She's alive. But now what?

There we have it. So what did you guys think? Please review and I'll see you all in the next one :)