Prologue:
A lot of things hurt people.
I've known that for a long time. Sometimes they do it on accident, sometimes on purpose but it still hurts badly even if they say sorry. I've heard the saying 'It doesn't matter who hurt you, or brought you down, what matters is who made you smile again' but I've never found someone who has comforted me yet. So all that pain and suffering lies within me, trapped in forever. I shield it with my outside barrier so no one has to suffer what I've been through. This misery is something no one should be put through but me and it will stay that way until I die. I'll make sure of it.