Unforgiveable

Ginny felt extremely guilty. She hadn't written to Harry since he got to Hogwarts. Not only that, but she was seeing Draco and she knew that would crush Harry.

"Ginny!" Draco yelled. "Are you in here?"

"Yes Draco, I'm in the kitchen." Ginny answered him.

"What's wrong Ginny, you look so sad." Draco asked her.

"I know that Harry will get crushed when I tell him I'm leaving him. It'll kill him if I try to take James away as well." Ginny said sadly.

"Your following your heart my love. If he wants you to be happy then he will allow you to do that; even if it means taking your only child away from him." Draco replied.

"I just feel like I'm ruining everything." Ginny said.

"Your not and Harry will have to get over it. If he wants to keep James then we can fight for custody. We can also have our own kids you know." Draco told her as he rubbed her back comfortably.

"Your right. I just want to be happy and Harry hasn't been around enough to make me happy. You've made five times happier then I ever was with Harry in a few months. Thank you Draco." Ginny said with a slight smile.

"It's no problem. Look I have to go to work I just thought I'd drop by. I love you my little redheaded princess." Draco said.
As Draco walked out of the Potter household a little white owl flew in.

"Hello, Snowballs! What have you got for me today?" Ginny asked the small owl. "Oh no, it's a howler. This isn't good that means something bad has happened." Ginny said to herself.

Ginny, I'm very disappointed in you. I've never been so hurt in my life. It wasn't so bad at first then I remembered how you tried to have our son lie to me about your affairs. How could you? I will never understand what I have done for you to fall out of love with me and I guess I have no choice but to let you go. But get this, if you think that I'm going to let you take my son away from me your wrong. After the stress you put him through you better be careful about asking to see him. I may never forgive you for this but who knows maybe I will. Just know this, when Draco tears you apart and makes you fall into a field of nothingness; I won't be there to baby you and neither will James.

As the howler stopped it's horrid screeching Ginny realized how sick she felt. She ran to the restroom and threw up. It wasn't the letter that was making her feel this bad it couldn't be. She didn't care that much about what Harry thought about her and Draco. Maybe she was upset about the way she had gone about being happy but that didn't make since either.

The last time she had felt this bad was when she was pregnant with James. And with that thought a startling realization hit her. "I'm pregnant, but with who's baby? Draco or Harry's? Ginny asked herself as she broke into tears.