In Another Worldly Place….
Star P.O.V
The last moment I recall was being in that cave looking at the stone tomb of Silas fearing what I had to do, and then everything else became a blur. I recalled Katherine being there, not forgetting she attacked me, then the pain of my throat being ripped open, and falling into darkness. It felt like I was falling into a dark hole waiting for the fall to stop, but I didn't I just kept on falling death was coming for me and I knew it. I closed my eyes ready to receive the impact of the fall, but I felt someone touch my cheek, I slowly opened my eyes and everything felt blurry. I could see a figure in front of me of a female I kept blinking to try and get my focus, and I saw someone who I really didn't want to see.
"Even in my death, you freaking haunt me!" I spoke as I looked at Elena or Katherine I couldn't tell either of them apart. I got up from the ground and moved away and looked at her. She looked at me with sorrow in her eyes, there was something different about her it certainly wasn't the way she was dressed. Which I knew it wasn't something I thought that either of them would wear, but she didn't look like that monster I saw before I gave up my life. "What the hell do you want?" I demanded she began to approach me with sorrowful eyes, I took a step back from her as she was freaking me out.
"Ophelia don't be frighten of me my child." The way she spoke with so much love in her voice, something told me this really wasn't Elena or Katherine, or just maybe they are playing a sick joke on me.
"My name is Star, and this isn't funny Katherine, Elena." I looked around and we were in a meadow I didn't seem like anywhere I've been before, what was I even doing here?
"I'm sorry, I can't get use to the fact the witches had changed your name. I'm not Katherine, nor this Elena who you speak of. I'm Amara—" I cut her off before she could say anymore. Freaking wonderful there is three of them now? Someone really needed to kill that Petrova bloodline.
"Great I'm dead, and I've got the face of my worst enemies on the other side. Just freaking great!" I began to walk away from her I couldn't deal with seeing that face, some had a sick sense of humour to stick me here with another Petrova doppelganger.
"Star I'm your mother!" I stopped in my tracks as soon as I heard that, this had to be a joke a very sick joke, I turned to her.
"Are all you Petrova Doppelgängers all the same—" I began to scream at her but she cut me off.
"Ophelia—sorry, Star…I'm your mother. I wouldn't lie to you about this, you were taken from my family by the traveller who worked for Qetsiyah. Alana the witch who brought you up was part of that. They took you from me, from your father, from your family." There was no way in hell that any of this was true, anyone could know this story it doesn't mean what she was telling me true.
"Because you're telling me this I'm meant to believe you?" I couldn't help but laugh in her face, which upset her, she slowly walked up to me and gave me a small smile. All I really wanted to do was snap her neck.
"Sweet child, I have no need to lie… everything you've been told, everything you stood by was all a fabricated lie. Qetsiyah put your father down enclosed him in a tomb for nearly 2000 years, and made sure the only way he will wake is by the blood of his daughter Ophelia…. You Star." I began to shake my head why is she playing with my mind I wasn't going to fall for it.
"No, no, no I don't believe you!" I screamed at her I don't know what was going on here, but I must surely be in hell right now. I began to feel light headed and my legs gave way but she caught me in time before I hit the ground, I felt dizzy.
"My beautiful Ophelia, you're so special, everything will make sense when you wake." She spoke as stroked my cheek gently, what did she mean when I wake?
"When I wake?" She smiled at me once again, I felt my eyes roll back and a strange feeling overcome me…
Salvatore Boarding House….
I could hear people talking I slowly opened my eyes and I could see the white of a ceiling, I turned my head and I could see Damon and Elena arguing. There yelling was giving me a headache I sat up as they continued to argue, Damon had just told her he could never love her which surprised me considering how he ruined everything between him and Stefan. They both finally saw me sitting there watching them, Damon looked at me as if he had seen a ghost. He instantly rushed over grabbing hold of my face as he spoke to me, but I wasn't hearing anything he was saying it was like I was submerged under water I couldn't make out what he was saying. My eyes were fixated at Elena then flicker of images came into my mind, it was like a movie clip of being on the island. Elena and I arguing over Damon, it got really heated, then she attacked me, then covered it up by feeding me and compelling. In that moment I felt a burning rage hissed through my body like deathly poison, screeching a demanded release in the form of unwanted violence. It was like a volcano erupting; fury sweeping off me like ferocious waves. The wrath consumed like, engulfing my moralities and destroying the boundaries of loyalty.
"You fucking bitch!" I tried to go for Elena, but Damon held me back, all I wanted to do rip throat out for what she did to me.
"Star?" Elena spoke my name with fear in her voice, she needed to be scared because I'm going to murder her, I'm going to drive a stake through that doppelgänger heart.
"Everything is fine Star." I heard Stefan voice as he gently stroking my cheek, I didn't even know he was in the room, his touch comforting me dying down this fury that I wanted to realise to Elena. I didn't understand what was going on right now, was this another torturing illusion?
"Star I'm sorry." Elena screamed at me, I didn't understand what was going on right now. I looked down at her hands and they were trembling I felt like I didn't have control of my own body.
"What wrong with me?" I felt strange like something was growing inside me, my head felt like it was going to burst, as more memories kept coming to me. I was meant to be dead. How could I be here I didn't understand.
"You have vampire blood in your system, we don't know how it got there." I heard Damon speak from beside me, I grabbed hold of my head it felt like I was getting a migraine attack of some kind.
"I fed her the blood." Elena announced I took my hands away from my head and looked at her "We got into an argument about Damon, and I attacked her." I began to recall it all everything that happened in the wood's on the island, I got out of Damon and Stefan grip without a problem. I grabbed Elena by the throat and squeezed tightly I wanted her to suffer before I killed her.
"You did this to me!" I couldn't get this around in my mind, Elena feeding me her blood and sacrificing my life to end up like this. "I never wanted to be a vampire, I wanted to die and you did this to me!" I threw Elena in the bathroom, she hit the marble wall and cracking it before slumping to the floor. The next thing I knew I had both Stefan and Damon grabbed hold of me restraining me from going to hit Elena.
"Star you need to calm down, your emotions are heighten." Damon tried to calm me down I kept shaking, what was there to calm down about that bitch fed me her blood, then other bitch Katherine killed me. On my life I'm not letting either of them getting away with that, I tried to go for Elena again.
"I'm going to KILL YOU" I Screamed I hated her as I fought off both brothers, nothing and no one was going to stop me from killing Elena. I didn't care if they were in love with her, if they were her sibling, or the source of a god damn hybrid army, Elena Gilbert going to die.
"Not before I kill you!" Elena screamed as she pounce on me, the first thing she does is pull my hair trying to get the advantage, while Damon tried to keep us apart.
"You both STOP!" He screamed. I stopped instantly, as flashes of images kept going through my mind, it was of the woman who looked down at me with adoration in her eyes smiling looking like Elena 'My beautiful Ophelia'. I stood there trying to process this in my mind that was actually my name, I wasn't born with the name Star that was given to me by Alana. My birth name was actually Ophelia, I looked at all three of them looking at me as if I was crazy. What the hell going on with me? Why is my mind playing trick for? I stepped away from them backing my way out of the room. "Star?" I turned and walked out of the room, what the hell going on with me, I'm clearly losing my mind?
Damon P.O.V
When Stefan and I found Star dead body in the cave I was filled with many emotions, I couldn't process she had done it that she killed herself to wake that immortal ass hole. My friend, my only friend was dead, as much as it was hurting me it also gave me a sense of joy that she was at peace like she always wanted. Jeremy was hurt as he was attacked by Katherine, he explained what happened down here that Katherine portrayed herself as Elena. It was in fact Katherine who put a knife to Star throat, and fed her blood to Silas. Jeremy told me every little detail leading up this all this that Star was hesitating to go ahead with waking him, and that bitch killed her. I hated Katherine before but now the hatred was far greater, I'm not going to rest until I drive a stake through her heart. I did the only thing I could do and that was bring Star back to Mystic Falls I wasn't going to leave her body back on that island, or put her in an unmarked grave. After a thousand years she had finally done what she thought was her fate, she died for nothing because Silas was out there somewhere and Star died for nothing.
We came back to Mystic Falls, I brought Star up to my room and placed her on my bed, the aching in my heart as I looked at her was unbearable. I left the room and when I went downstairs Stefan and I shared a few harsh words, he was mad at me because I never told him about what was going on. Like I told him he drove her away from the very first day she came, why would she possible want him to know the truth behind the cure. Of course my brother didn't like to hear that and we brawled the only way it got broken up before it got any messy, is that Elena intervened. She hadn't said a word the whole time but now she had finally found her voice. I went up to my room I was trying to think of things I needed to do before Star body began to decade, and Elena walked in, checking to see that I was okay, how the hell would I be ok after my friend had die. From that moment onwards it became a total blur from Elena telling me that her and Star got into a fight and she fed her blood to her, to Star waking up and wanting to kill Elena for what she did.
Right now between Katherine and Elena the two people who I fell madly in love with I wanted to kill the both of them for doing what they did to Star. Star behaviour worried me when she woke up Stefan and I tried to hold her back, but she had some incredible strength that I've never witness in my whole 147 years of being a vampire. Something was different about Star not just the fact that she was an immortal vampire which she never wanted, but something in her eyes when she looked at us with confusion. She kept looking at her hands which were shaking, she didn't look in control. Stefan tried to comfort her and it worked for a few second, then Elena went all crazy mode once again, I couldn't deal with any of this I stopped the both of them from killing each other. Star backed away from the room with a little fear in her eyes then walked away. Whatever happened between Elena and Star on that island, and for Elena feeding her blood to her I don't think it affected Star the same way as us.
After warning Elena I think she really did mess with the wrong person because of fact that Star the daughter of Silas, and that she hadn't had a drop of blood yet having that kind of strength. I left my room and went down the stairs, I was about to go out of the door, but I saw Star in the parlour drinking out of one of the bottle of bourbon. There was two bottle already empty on the floor, it was like she was drinking it like it was water. I walked into the parlour with caution, I saw Stefan was now beside me looking at Star a little worried, not matter how pissed we were at each other we really needed to put that aside for Star.
"Star…" Stefan spoke softly as he approached, she moved the bottle from her mouth.
"I'm so thirsty. Why I'm so thirsty? Why is nothing quenching my thirst?" She was speaking a little hysterically, as my brother went closer to her, maybe I'll let Stefan try and get a handle on her he got to upstairs.
"I think you're wanting something a little warmer." He spoke while caressing her cheek, she kept shaking her head. Star was clearly in denial right now. "Star listen, we can help you though this. Damon and I will help you, you're not going to be alone through this." Star stepped away from him, with the bottle she had in her hand she threw it into the fire.
"NO!" She screamed before looking at the both of us, she looked broken right now nothing like the Star we both knew. "I'm dead… I'm meant to be dead." She backed away from the both of us. "Everything about me is a lie—" Tears began to flow down her cheeks. "My name not even Star…. I was taken from my family, because of my father betrayal—" She kept backing away until her back was against the wall she really did look frighten, somehow she's discovered the truth about Silas being her dad and is clearly freaking out, I needed to try and calm her down.
"Star please, we are here for you we will help you through all of this." I tried to reason with her she looked between the both of us.
"You both wanted to help me?" She came a little closer to us. "Then let me go." What the hell did she mean by that? She approached Stefan and looked into his eyes. "Stefan you will always have such a big part in my heart, I know since coming back we haven't seen eye to eye…. I-I just want thank you for everything." Stefan stood there stunned as she kissed him, I kind of felt like a very awkward moment right now. She pulled away and wiped her tears and looked at me "Damon…" she approached me and held my hands I stood there looking down at her I didn't understand why she giving us the big speeches for?
"Why are you talking like this to us?" She let go of my hands and stepped back.
"I never got the chance to say goodbye before, so I'm doing it now…..I'm sorry I can't deal with who I'm now, and I don't want to be that person…. I can't be that person…. I'm not going ahead with the transition." Before I could even say anything she was gone. Stefan and I looked at each other with horror for a moment I thought we had her back that all three of us could be together but now Star going to make us relive her death once again. Why is she freaking out so much what the hell got her so spooked?
Klaus P.O.V
I had received a very disturbing phone call from Rebekah informing that Star was dead, my heart from like it had been ripped out and stamped upon. The first time Star died all I wanted to do is follow in her footsteps, I didn't want to be in world where she not in. All my efforts in trying to help them find the cure to stop Star from doing what she had planned was for nothing. All I needed right now was the possession of the white oak stake I will be with my beautiful wife, but I won't be doing that until avenge Star death. Rebekah had also informed me the person who was responsible for her death was Katarina that evil and manipulative doppelgänger. I will hunt her down and I will kill her this time round, she won't have 500 years to run. I will have her dead before the day ends on my life I will find her and torture her in the most gruesome way possible.
So I began to do my research and it appears that the only reason Katherine knew so much about what was going on was down to one person. The little wolf that got involved in my affairs Hayley, she had been backstabbed by Katherine and wants my protection. So I agreed and I went to go and meet her luckily for her, when I got there in time as she got attacked and fortunate for her I was there to save her. As much as I wanted to tear Hayley a part I had to remember who I'm doing this for that in the end of all of this I will receive true satisfaction of killing both Katherine and Hayley for what they both did to my wife. I had brought Hayley back to my home I needed to get what information out of her, and she was not one to trust too easily. So I need to put all that anger and hatred I have to one side, for me extract my revenge. I need to control my emotion as much as I'm breaking on the inside of the death of Star, I need to be strong and not show my weakness venerability.
Well Hayley was really trying my patient she was trying to withhold information from me about Katherine, making me believe that she didn't know where she would be. But the one thing I know about Katrina Petrova is that she will not leave a lose end and if her minion can't get to Hayley she will make a personal appearance, and that what I'm truly hoping for right now.
At dinner where I had to bit my tongue a lot, with Hayley bringing up the death of my wife a lot which I wasn't pleased with, she was doing to test my boundaries. She was trying to get under my skin and get a rise out of me, that wasn't going to happen. I had a phone call informing me that Katherine had been spotted close the Mystic falls, like a typical cat still going after her prey even though the odds were against her. I needed to keep Hayley a little more entertained. After the phone call I went to find her, she was in my art room going through my work, and criticising each one until she came to a portrait of what I did of Star. Hayley stood there and admired the portrait I approached her from behind, seeing Star face gave me more fuel to continue with this. The fact that I wasn't going to see her beautiful face anymore, or that I won't hear her laugh, I would never be able to interact with her again engulfed more anger within me.
"This is pretty amazing." Hayley turned around holding the portrait facing me, I couldn't even look at it, because if I did I might just break.
"Well fortunate for me you liked one of my pieces." I tried to keep my voice from shaking I hadn't even had the chance to mourn over Star death. It had all settled in yet for me that…she gone.
"Well…." She put the painting down and approached me. "You not as heartless as everyone thinks… you know a lot of people consider you as a monster." This was very true, and I loved that people feared me, after the thousand years of being on the run of my father and finally becoming a true hybrid they need to fear me. "I mean a monster wouldn't know how to love." She was doing it again she was trying to break me down bring out some kind of emotion. I needed to play this at a different angle I brushed my hand against Hayley's cheek before grabbing her to me and she grin, I knew she had some form of attraction to me. Before I knew it we started to kiss, Hayley pulls my shirt over my head. I vamp-speeds her up onto the table and she tears her own shirt over her head. I pushed her down flat onto the table, then mounted her and kisses her neck while she gasps and moans underneath me.
I had a moment of madness when I realized what I had done, that I having sex with the wolf, but I didn't want to stop. I got lost in the moment, just to forget about what was going on around me, to forget that fact of not seeing Star ever again. It worked for a matter time, because once it was over reality all sunk in. I woke up Hayley is sitting on the edge of a bed, fastening her bra I sat up behind her, look like she was going to leave without saying goodbye.
"Running away, little wolf?" Hayley smiles a bit but doesn't say anything, I notice something on her shoulder I reached out and pulled her shoulder back a little, having spotted a strange mark on her back. It looks like a crescent moon I've seen something like that before.
"What?" She questioned moving her shoulder away from me.
"That mark. I've seen it before." Could Hayley could possibly be from that bloodline? I thought all the Crest wolves had been killed, there hasn't been a Crest wolves in decades.
"Yeah. It's a birthmark. People have those." She spoke with sarcasm while she put her top on.
"In my considerable lifetime, I've only seen that mark on a handful of others, all from the same bloodline- a werewolf clan that once thrived throughout much of what we now call Louisiana." Hayley stands up abruptly and faces me.
"Don't lie to me- not about this." I think I may have found my leverage on the wolf, this had planned out better than I expected.
"I wouldn't dare. Matters of family are sacred." She looked at me a little wide eyed but anger appeared on her face as she didn't like that I was spilling everything I knew to her.
"Tell me" she demanded.
"Nik…" I heard a voice that I lingered to hear, as I turned my head there stood Star, I couldn't believe my eyes she was there in front of me. I felt like my heart was going to jump out "Good to see you've mourn already." She turned away and ran off. I got dress the fastest I've ever done, and went after her, I came out of the mansion and I couldn't see her anywhere. I was told she was dead how could she possibly be alive? I couldn't get the image of her face when she saw me and that wolf together…. what the hell have I done?
Star P.O.V
My mind kept on getting images filling my mind I couldn't handle it, I made my way down into the parlour, I felt thirst like my mouth and throat felt like sand paper. I rushed over to Damon collection of bourbon and drank from the bottle, I could feel the liquid going down my throat, but the thirst was still here. I finished the whole bottle, but it do anything so I went for another, and it did the same thing nothing was quenching my thirst. I didn't understand what going on? Then then brother walked in telling me that I'm basically jonesing for something a little warmer I knew what they meant, I'm craving for blood. I couldn't do that I couldn't be a vampire. This wasn't what I wanted I wanted this all to be over with, I didn't want to feed off innocent mortal. I'm getting haunted by some doppelgänger playing mind tricks tell me my name Ophelia, and I'm her freaking daughter. Everything around me was driving me insane I didn't want to continue with this anymore. Damon and Stefan telling that they help me through all this wasn't helping, I didn't need help, I knew what I wanted to do and I know both of them won't like it.
I was right they didn't but before they could protest I left the house using my speed to get as far from them as possible. I didn't know where I was going right now, but I had to wait this out so I made my way into the woods, it would be difficult for the brother to fine me here. I saw a tree bark on the ground and I went over to sit on it. I didn't know how long it would take for my body to shut down, but I'm going to have to wait it out. I felt a sharp pain above my right eye I held my hand there to add pressure.
Star's Old Memory
I watched as a little girl was picking flowers in a meadow, she must have been about 3-4 years old, she wore a simple white dress to her ankles she had beautiful long brown hair. I began to approach her she turned to me and smile. I didn't know who she was, and why I was even seeing this little girl, but she seem so happy so at peace while she picked these flowers. At the corner of my eye I saw a woman approaching the little girl, there was something about this woman I didn't like, I kind of felt on edge a little.
"Hello Ophelia." The woman walked through me like I'm an apparition, the little girl looked up at her with her blue eyes sparking and this beaming smile. Did she just call her Ophelia?
"Hello…" she spoke a little shy as the woman crouched down in front of her, there was this look in her eyes as she did for a moment I swear I saw an evil glint.
"I know your mother, she and I are friends." The little girl smile widely knowing that this woman was some friend of her mothers. "I know your father very well too." The little girl hands her a flower from the bunch she had in her hands. "Thank you Ophelia." The woman looked at the flower then back at the little girl. "You're a very special girl Ophelia, my name is Qetsiyah." She held out her hand and the little girl looked at her with a smile, I knew that Qetsiyah that the woman who put Silas down. "Your father, and I are very close." The tone of her voice began to change, and the little girl look a little frighten as she cut the little girls finger. "I just need a drop of your blood sweet Ophelia."
I shook my head I looked around and I was in the woods what the hell going on? I took in a deep breath, and another excruciating pain began. This time I screamed in pain it was a lot worse this time round.
Star Old Memory
I was a room it was pretty dark as there was only one candle lit, I looked around and I saw the little girl from the meadow sleeping peacefully. I could hear a commotion going on outside people screaming, then elderly woman came running into the room with fear upon her face, her face seem a little familiar to me.
"Ophelia….Ophelia…" She spoke with fear in her voice while trying to wake the little girl up, the little girl sat up looking at the older lady wide eyed.
"Avia?" From what I remember of Latin that mean grandmother, the woman was frantically trying to get the little girl out. "Avia?" The girl was crying now, suddenly two men and a woman came into the room. The woman took the little girl who was screaming to go back to her grandmother, and the two men grabbed the little girl grandmother.
"No…No…. neptis." The old lady cried then the woman who had the little girl came closer she took the scarf off her head, and I stopped breathing for a moment I couldn't believe who I was seeing.
"She be safe until she needed." Alana spoke while holding the little girl who was screaming. "Kill her." She indicated to grandmother before walking away with the little girl.
I let go of my head I couldn't believe what I had seen that Alana took that poor little girl from her family killed her grandmother, but I began to piece together everything from the whole speaking to Amara to what I saw in the meadow to what I saw now. That little girl was me….? That I was Silas daughter, and that crazy witch made sure it was my blood that woke him? Everything was I lie my whole life had been a lie? I couldn't handle any of this anymore I needed to speak to someone about it all. I was in two minds about going to Damon and Stefan, but after the way I left things I couldn't burden them with this. I knew one other person who will be able to help me with this, and that would be Niklaus. Maybe I'm losing my mind, maybe this is what happens when you don't go ahead with the transition. I began to make my way to the Niklaus mansion I don't know what he going to be like when he see me, the last conversation we had I told him I'm going to dying leaving him. God I still remember his screams from that night they still haunted me, I really did hurt him that night I just hope he can help me from losing my mind.
I arrived at Nik mansion and I walked in and went straight to the parlour and no one was there, I began to look around and no one was down here. I made my way up the stairs towards Nik room I walked in and I saw him in bed with that wolf girl Hayley half undressed. I felt frozen as I watched the guy who was meant to love me more than anything in this world, jump into bed with another woman I guess my theory was right men never change. After confronting him I just had to walk away I was stupid to even gone to see him. I continued to run until I reached the cemetery I stopped to take in a breath I felt… I didn't know what I felt right now… confused; hurt, angry, rage so many emotions which I felt I couldn't control. I could hear laughing and giggling I began to make my way towards it; I could see a campfire and a group of people drinking and smoking. I began to approach them I one guy stood up and looked at me.
"Hey good looking, what's a pretty little thing like you doing out here all alone?" As he spoke my gums began to hurt, I felt my k9 extend I tried to control myself from turning. "Did you come here for a good time?" He moved my hair off my shoulder while his friends began to cheer at the fact that he was hitting on me.
"Yeah you could say that." I could hear his blood pumping around in his body I kept fighting it but the hunger and the urge was too much I felt my face turn, and the guy looked at me horrified as I lunged at him biting into his neck. I felt my fangs tear into his skin though each layer as his blood oozed into my mouth, the thirst I felt before felt slightly satisfied the blood stopped following as the guy heart stopped. I dropped him to the ground and the others began to scream in fear one by one I bit into them and drain them on their blood. I looked at all the bodies around me I couldn't believe I killed all these people, what had I done!
"Star?" I looked up to see Damon coming out through the trees; I looked back down at the dead bodies all over the ground I couldn't believe that I had done this that I gave into my urges.
"Star, it's going to be ok." I heard Stefan say, I was trying to control my breathing, trying not to freak out I didn't want to complete transition but I couldn't stop myself. "We are going to help you through this." He spoke calmly as he approached me, I shook my head stepping away from him, as I did felt someone behind me. I turned around quickly there Nicklaus stood there with worrisome look.
"Sweetheart you're going to be ok." I didn't want to be told that everything going to be ok, I didn't want any of this; once again a sharp pain went through my head.
Star Old Memory
I saw myself sitting by a table in the kitchen of Alana home she was sitting in front of me, she placed her hand into mine.
"Ophelia I'm so sorry about all of this, I didn't realise the consequences of all of this. She gone now she can't hurt you" I watched myself sitting there crying, why didn't I remember any of this?
"My mother dead, because of my father wanting immortality, now his desiccating somewhere because he betrayed the woman he was meant to marry. How is any of this ok?!" I screamed at her.
"Star sweetheart." I looked up and I was in Nik arms, I pushed him away from me, I can't do this I yelled in frustration to let out some of this penetrated anger that was brewing up inside me.
"I-I killed tho-those pep-people." I looked down at the dead bodies scattered around the campfire, it looked like something from a horror movie, their bodies all disfigure, throats torn out. I did all this.
"Star…." Damon came closer to me. "You've fed, and your emotion are heighten, your just freaking out a little." Freaking out a little?
"Freaked out? I just murder those people Damon!" I screamed at him I felt my heart accelerate I couldn't deal with this new me, and I knew there only one way I knew to stop the guilt to stop the hurt to stop dealing with the fact that my life was a total lie. That was to turn it all off.
Stefan P.O.V
I was completely devastated when I found out that Star had died, there were things I never got to tell her like how much I loved her, and I wanted us to give it another try be in a relationship once again. Then Damon and I had a fight over it all he knew this whole time that Star was going to die and he never told me, she was part of this whole cure. That she would have to give up her life for the cure, if I had of known about all this, and it was the choosing between curing Elena or Star life. Star would win all the way, I've regretted a lot in my life right now I regret that I didn't stop her. We brought her back to the boarding house I couldn't look even look at her Damon brought her body upstairs, I knew he was taking this all pretty hard too but right now I was mad at him from keeping this from me. I watched Elena go upstairs she probably wanting to comfort Damon, but after a few minutes I heard the both of them arguing. I went upstairs and I walked in on Damon telling Elena he would never love her and that he putting out relationship first. I literally was stunned to hear that Damon never put me before himself, they everything was a haze after that.
Star woke up and it appeared that Elena had fed her blood after attacking her over Damon, I mean it all sounded crazy voices were raised and a lot of violence. Star walked away and Damon made a good point of the fact that Star had so much strength, and she didn't complete transition yet, and he warn Elena of that. We both went after Star and she was behaving out of charter, she kept on saying she was thirsty, I but knew what that mean she craved for blood. That would be the only thing that would kill her thirst. When I told her that she flipped and told Damon and I heart-warming goodbye before telling us she weren't completing transition. Damon and I went in search for her but couldn't find her anywhere, then Damon received a phone call from Klaus informing us that Star had turned up at his place. She had ran off for some unknown reason. So between the three of us we searched Mystic Falls if Star weren't going ahead with the transition she would be weak, she wouldn't leave Mystic Falls. That's what all three of us hoped for. We all heard screams from the cemetery and when we got there we found Star and a dozen dead bodies. She had fed now meaning that she completed transition, each of us tried to talk to her but neither of us got through to her.
Then the worse thing possible happen Star turned off her emotions she stopped being hysterical and stood there looking at all three of us blankly, then walked away. Out of the three of us Damon was the one who thought that this was all a good idea. As Star didn't handle too well with killing those people. Klaus and I both agreed it was the worst idea ever, I would never have thought of Klaus and I agreeing on something, but this about Star we did. Damon went after while Klaus and I dealt with the bodies, I knew Klaus was doing this for Star any other situation he wouldn't care, but right now we needed to protect Star. We both came to agreement that somehow we need to get Star to turn it back on, sound simple don't it? Once Klaus and I were done we found Star and Damon back at the boarding house, she was cold towards each and every one of us. With the I don't care attitude.
It had been a couple of days since it happened, and I warned Elena to stay away from the boarding house for a while, I didn't know how Star would be towards her. I know Elena did wrong by attacking Star it was a moment of madness, we all had done something we regretted, and I knew she regretted what she did. Then there was Star, she had detached from each and everyone one of us like we wasn't anything to her. I've never known for Klaus to come to the boarding house much, nor have I ever seen him so worried. Damon and I were in the parlour drinking, what I notice with Damon he didn't seem as concerned as the rest of us, which made me worry even more.
"We're gonna lose her, Damon." Damon looked at me, I hated the fact he was taking all of this lightly by just allow Star to her own deceives.
"She needs time. It's only been a couple days." Yeah a couple of days too many, she wasn't the same girl we all knew, Star without her humanity wasn't Star.
"Her humanity's off. She's basically numb to everything that makes her who she is." Damon poured himself a glass of bourbon still not looking overly concerned about this whole situation.
"She's a vampire. Off switch is one of the biggest perks. If being undead gets you down." He snaps fingers. "Voila, vampire Prozac." He takes a swig of bourbon, he wasn't seeing the bigger picture here of what will happen when the day came she turned it all back on.
"She killed a dozen people, found out that she was fed vampire blood by Elena, and then killed by Katherine. When she was ready to die for a quest which didn't happen because Silas… you know her dad… is walking around." I didn't know if Damon had told her about the whole Silas being her dad, but she obviously knew he weren't dead and he had woken from his tomb.
"Look we don't need to tell her about her daddy just yet, I'll force her to turn it back on." He seem quite adamant that he could do it, but he wasn't be realistic here, he wasn't thinking about the consequences of him doing that to her.
"If you force all that grief on her at once, it's going to overwhelm her. We need to give her a reason to want to turn it on." She had to be willing, I don't know what Damon had planned to make her turn it on, but I've learnt from my past that don't work.
"Fine, we'll show her a good time." I was really sceptical about this plan. "I know it's controversial, Stefan, but people actually like to have fun." He think by showing Star 'fun' she gonna turn it on?
"You really think that's gonna work?" Damon and Star were close so maybe he would know better than me how to get her to see sense. He handed me his glass and gets up.
"There's only one way to find out." He walked away. All I wanted right now is for Star to be normal once again, ok she may never be normal, but let us help her and guild her through all of this rather than switching her emotion off. Whatever Damon got planned I'm hoping it gonna work.
Star P.O.V
It felt great to turn it all off, all those stupid images that kept coming to me about my past didn't bother me anymore, actually nothing bothered me. I had Stefan and Nik trying to make me feel again I didn't want any of that, I loved the fact I didn't have to feel anymore that I didn't have to consider anyone feeling. Niklaus tried to apologies to me about me walking on him and the wolf after sex, for an Original hybrid he was kind of dumb. I told him straight I didn't care what he did and who he did which hurt the hybrid feelings. So basically to keep myself sane I kept away from all of them, I did over hear the brother concern that I was going to hunt down Elena. Well Elena wasn't at the top of my list just yet. What was more important for me right now was to feed from the vein, as they were trying to get me to drink from a blood bag. I'm a freaking vampire I need to tap a vein and I had the perfect way of getting some fresh blood, as every human in Mystic Falls on vervain.
I laid in the middle of the road looking up to the sky waiting for my prey, I could hear a car a mile away coming in my direction, perfect I finally get a decent meal. I heard the person getting out of the car and runs over to me, they crouched down next to me
"Are you alright? Was there an accident? Where are you hurt? Are you in pain?" She questioned me I opened my eyes.
"I don't feel anything." Which was the truth I didn't feel anything I felt numb.
"I have a blanket in my car. Try not to move. I'll call for help." The woman gets up and trots to her car. She opens the trunk of her car and retrieves the blanket, as she turns around she sees me standing right behind her. I could hear her heart pumping and the blood flowing through her it made me even hungrier for her blood. "What are you doing?" I began to smirk before vamp out I extend my fangs and growls ferociously as she bites into the woman's neck. I held onto the back of the woman's head as I fed from her, having that warm liquid trickle down my throat felt euphoric.
"That's enough." I heard Damon demand, I ignores him and continues to feed. Damon grabbed my arm and pulls me off the woman. "I said that's enough." He turns me around to face him. "We agreed no killing." What the hell did Damon expect me to do when there serious lack of fresh blood around here.
"This is the first person I've seen in days whose body isn't laced with vervain, and I'm hungry." I was about to continue to fed but Damon grabbed hold of me.
"If you leave a trail of bodies, people are gonna start asking questions." Like I gave a damn about what people thought, and who came looking.
"I don't care." I told him flatly I turned away and began feed on the woman again.
"I can't believe you're making me say this. Hey." He grabs me by the arm and pulls me away from the woman for a second time. "Show a little restraint." I'm getting a little pissed off with Damon telling me what the hell to do all the time.
"I thought this was supposed to be fun." I threw the body of the woman aside the woman lands on the pavement and doesn't move, I began to walk away from him. I felt a pain in my neck my vision began to blur, I tried to stay steady on my feet, but I couldn't I totally blacked out.
Stefan POV
Damon had brought back a vervained Star back home, apparently she attacked someone woman in the middle of the road, Damon couldn't really stop her. I think Damon finally realise that we needed a different strategy which resorted him to vervain her, and his hoping that I may knock some sense into her as once we did connected. I think Damon was trying to get at that we were once in love, but it shouldn't be me doing this it should be Klaus. They had a strong connection, we all saw it before we all became obsessed with getting the cure, but Damon didn't think Klaus was the right person. So here I was waiting for her to wake up, knowing I'm going to be dealing with a very pissed off Star. Star gasps as she awake and finds herself in Damon's bed, while I leans against the bed post, she sat up looking a little pissed.
"What'd Damon do to me?" Even though her emotion were off and she appeared to me heartless she was still my Star, the girl I fell in love with.
"Damon brought you home, before you can cause any more trouble." She looked at me with disbelief like she thought she not done anything wrong.
"So you're grounding me... because I fed." Well yeah that was the reason why, but also the fact that my brother come to the conclusion she was out of control.
"No, because you fed on someone... and you're being reckless." Star rolled her eyes and get off the bed.
"So? I was hungry." She drops her jeans and starts taking her top standing there in her underwear. I couldn't help but admire her body I hadn't seen her like this for over 147 years, but I knew she was doing this as a way to tease me.
"You're really gonna keep stripping in front of me? That's real mature." She walked out of the room and I followed her in to her room, she over to her wardrobe and pulled out a black dress. She climb into the dress and zip it up it clung to her figure, I looked away as she was doing this on purpose. "When in doubt, manipulate people with sex." She was checking herself in a full-length mirror
"I've shut it all off- all of it, including my feelings for you." She picks up her phone and it beeps. "And don't get me wrong. I mean, I see you standing there, and you look good. I used to wonder how the sex would be with you, and now I just don't feel anything about it anymore." All I could do was nod I didn't want to bite back, she continues texting. "But you clearly do." She asked looking up. "Why do you care, what I do, and who I kill?" Of course I cared, I never stopped caring about her even when I was angry at her for coming back, and she got shot I freaked out I will always care for Star. Star goes back to texting and walks away from me.
"Look, I've killed hundreds of people, and I have to live with that, but I'm not gonna live with the people that you kill or what that'll do to you." Star seems to be ignoring me completely, laughing slightly while her phone beeps again. I'm getting annoyed with her now I walked over to her and grabs her phone "Who are you texting?" She looked up at me with a smirk.
"Look at you. Your whole world revolves around me. Maybe you're the one that needs to turn it all off." I took in what she told me for a moment, until he heard a door creak and voices downstairs getting louder.
"What is that?" Star merely looks at me then hurrying down the stairs, now there was music thumping throughout the house. I went down and the place was filled with teens, Star stood next to me adjusting her hair. "So that's what all this texting was about? You invited all these people over here?" I couldn't believe Star had done this, that she was throwing a party while she's like this.
"You were trying to keep me from joining the party, so... I brought the party here." She smiles sweetly I began to look around.
"Great. That's great." Star smiles impishly, shrugging her shoulders slightly and walks away, I got my phone out and text Damon.
Damon: You need to get your ass here right now, Star gone too far.
Damon POV
I had left Stefan to deal with Star I didn't think my approach was working, I mean I thought with her humanity off I would be able to handle her, but it like she a different person not the girl I could count on. It was getting too much for me to see a different side to her, so I went down to the grill to drink my sorrow away. From thinking I lost my friend to death, to having her still here, but not really here hurts more than actually having her dead. Then I had to deal with Klaus who freaking wouldn't leave me alone, he was acting like we were actually friends. I know he cared for Star but she made it pretty clear she didn't care about him. Well not just him but everyone in general which hurt, because that wasn't her, and somehow I need to figure out a way to bring her humanity back. I heard my phone beep and I looked at the screen and saw a message from Stefan.
Stefan:You need to get your ass here right now, Star gone to far.
I don't know what she done but look like I have to go and deal with it, I walked out of the grill and made my way to the car. I got in and drove to the boarding house I got out of my car and I could hear music pumping. I walked into the house to see that there was party, is this what Stefan freaking out about? I saw a kid walk pass me I took the bottle out of their hand.
"Thank you." I took a swig from the bottle, as I did senses Stefan behind me. "You're getting freaked out over a party?" I turned to face him and he didn't look amused, this wasn't a bad thing I expected for him to tell me there were dead bodies over the parlour floor not that Star actually enjoying herself.
"I texted you over an hour ago, and the thing is I've been looking for Star, and I can't find her." Oh that didn't sound good at all.
So both of us were looking for Star throughout the house and we couldn't find her anywhere so Stefan and I decided that we may need to broaden our search. We both walked out of the house and my phone rings, I looked at the screen and saw it was a video call from Star. I answered and I could see Elena tide up to something with blood all over and crying in pain, Stefan was looking over my shoulder.
"Say hello to Damon, Elena." Star teased, I couldn't see Star as she wasn't in the view, Elena kept screaming. "Come on Elena tell the boys how much you need saving." Star taunted again I felt hurt watching this, as this wasn't the Star I knew, she wouldn't never do anything like this.
"Star let Elena go." I couldn't let Star hurt Elena, not because what I felt for her, but for Stefan who is still in love with her, Star came in view holding a stake in her hand
"Why would I let her go Damon?" She stabbed the stake in Elena arm, and Elena let out blood curling scream. "You see Damon, I thought you didn't love Elena anymore." I was watching my best friend who I knew was totally against stuff like this, torturing Elena.
"Star this isn't you, your better than this." I looked at Stefan and he really did look frighten about what Star was doing to Elena, I thought that Star would never thing like this, but now with her humanity off she a different person.
"Star please. Let's just talk about this. I know that your emotions are doing this to you." This had to be some kind of emotion, I mean if everything was off she wouldn't be doing this this is like sign of anger she letting her rage out on Elena.
"My emotion? Damon I don't have any, it all off. I don't feel a thing." She pulls the stake out of Elena arm. "You see I'm the way I'm, because of two people... the two bitches you both fell in love with." She stakes Elena in the stomach, she screams once again. "Aww Elena did that hurt." She teased I couldn't believe this, I'm not letting her do this to herself, even though Elena kind of deserved what going on, once Star turns her humanity on she's going to regret all of this.
"Star just let's talk, please. You're gonna regret doing it." Stefan was freaking out now as he paced back and forth on the drive.
"You wanna talk, well I don't." She went out of view for a second then came back with a bucket. "Elena and I are having fun, and talking boring, I rather do this." She chucks the bucket of what seemed like vervain water, because as soon as it come to contact with Elena she screamed so loud that anyone would think her vocal chores would of broke.
"Star!" My heart was aching not only for Elena, but for Star I knew she would deeply regret it. "Star! Please! I know that you don't want to talk, but we need to. This isn't you." She turned to the camera so she was only in view, her face was filled with amusement.
"Sorry Damon, but I'm having too much fun here. I have torturing to do, bye." She smiled sweetly and hung up on me.
"Star!" I screamed down the phone as she hung up. I looked at Stefan who was freaking out I had to walk away from him, the girl that I once knew had turned off her humanity, and I don't know what else she going to do to Elena, because what I saw was only the beginning.