It wasn't how she thought it would be.
Not how Sawyer and her other friends had described it.
She didn't get butterflies in her tummy.
She didn't feel the ground move from under her feet.
She didn't get lost in the kiss.
She wondered if Jude had kissed anyone.
Other than their kiss from kinder garden of course.
Jude!What was she doing?
She lightly pushed Damien off of her.
"I'm sorry.I can't do this…." She mumbled.
Before she could continue,he interrupted her and said,
" It 's okay.
I'm sorry.
Come on."
As he pulled her into the party.

Jude was talking to Bethany when he went to the kitchen to get drinks.
He stopped abruptly as he saw two figures sitting next to each other on the porch.
It was Lydia and Damien.
He felt anger surge up inside him.
He bawled his hands into fists.
They were getting off the porch.
His heart dropped at the sight of what he saw next.
That jerk was kissing Lydia.
His Lydia.
How could someone else kiss her?It should've been only guy who could kiss her.
It should've been him!
Furious,he turned around and stomped away .
He found Bethany talking to a few girls of their class.
He walked up to her,grabbed her by the waist and kissed her square on the lips.
Pulling back,he said,loud enough for everyone to hear
"Bethany,would you like to go to homecoming with me?"
She squeaked and kissed him back saying, "I'd love to!"
and she wrapped her arms around his neck.

Lydia felt guilty.
She kissed him.
God! Why'd she kiss him?
Wait,he kissed her.
She didn't share the same feelings he did.
Walking into the party,he found Jamie sitting on the couch talking to some guys from school.
They were talking about,well,not a surprise,basketball.
Sawyer was standing next to the dining room counter,chirping happily with some girls.
Then her eyes found him.
He was walking towards the stairs.
Worse,he was walking towards Bethany.
Her heart sank at what she saw next.
He was kissing her,holding her by the waist.
He was kissing that blonde las!
Whatever happened after that was a blur to her.
She could feel tears surging up to her eyes,her heart ached like hell and she felt nauseous.
Before she knew anything,she was walking out the door.

Jamie was sitting next to Noah and Stephen on the couch talking about basketball.
He didn't quite concentrate though,he was looking for Lydia,where was she?
He hoped she wasn't with Damien.
Honestly,he didn't quite like the just talked to him nicely because of Lydia.
He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw her standing near the kitchen,unfortunately,with Damien.
He saw Jude walk up and kiss a blonde girl.
Was that kid thinking right?
His eyes drifted to Lydia.
And with just one glance,he could tell she was hurt.
He saw those brown eyes he fell in love with when she was born fill up with tears.
He saw her run out of the house.
He knew his baby sister needed him.
So he got up and ran after her.
He stopped abruptly when he saw Damien going the same way.
He held out his hand on Damien's chest and pushed lightly.
He said, "I can take it from here." with a stern gaze and walked out the door.

She ran down the steps,desperately trying to wipe away the tears and stop crying.
She found the nearest tree and leaned against it.
Her heart wanted to fall apart.
She felt another sob coming up but was stopped abruptly when a hand held onto her shoulder.
She turned,only to find her brother standing before her with kind eyes.
"Oh hi Jamie!Something went into my eyes,I was just trying to get it out."
she said,rubbing her eyes furiously.
"You suck at lying Lydia Bob.
You know you can't hide anything from me.
Come'ere."
he said,pulling her into a giant bear hug.
And she let go.
At that moment,she felt like Jamie was the only thing that existed.
She sobbed into his shirt and held onto him for dear life.
She didn't care she was a mess.
Her Jimmy Jam would take care of her.
She'd forgotten for a while,that she could be anything in front of him.
He'd love her just the same.