Pony's POV

I kept running in this long, dark, hot pathway to God knows where. I can't stand this, I killed Johnny. I did it myself. I am going crazy. He did because of me. I could've stopped it! I fell onto my knees and yelled into my hands "Johnny! Johnny!" over and over again.

But, like usual, no reply. I start shaking and hug my knees and rock back and forth. Johnny died. He died because of me I started loosing my consciousness and fell into a dark black world.

'It is your fault. Stupid greasers like you who don't use your heads shouldn't live.'

I felt a sharp pain in the back of my neck, I groaned and fell onto my side, and felt the pain rapture all over my body, and stomach and ribs, I am going to die. I swear to God. I looked up just to see a bunch of Greasers, not Socs...what the hell?! I tried to yell 'I am one of you guys!' but my mouth wouldn't open and the words wouldn't come out of my throat. I just let them beat me up like a sole looser I truly am. I suddenly see a hand flew out in the middle of the Greasers stopping them from beating me up even more. I looked up to see the coldest unreadable eyes i have ever seen in my whole life, Dally?

I tried to reach for him but he steps back away from me as if I were a monster who was going to tear him apart into pieces and eat him like I didn't have a heart...am I really that scary?...Why won't he help me out of this grief! What did I ever do to him! I looked up just to see Dally looking down with me so much hate in his eyes. I started shaking with fear. 'Why did you kill Johnny Ponyboy? Why did you kill him? What did he ever do you? All he wanted was a friend...but you just had to kill him. I can't stand looking at your face, it kills me sometimes realizing that I cared for someone who murdered my friend like little brother I was protective off...I trust you Ponyboy Curtis. I trusted you with everything. You don't deserve to be loved or love from your friends and family members. You aren't important to us anymore."

He just looks away from me and shoves his hands in his pockets and turns his back to me and walks away from me with his head bowing down.

Suddenly, Steve comes out of nowhere and out of the blue pulls out a blade and crouches down near me and whispered 'Aw, finally tag along, I have been waiting my chance, now I finally have it. You always tagged along with Soda and I. Why? Don't you have anything better to do? Oh right you did! You did kill one of my close friends after all. You malicious freak. Your brothers are going to disown your are a murder after all, nobody will ever talk to you.'

I yelled "No they won't disown me! I never killed him!"

Soda walks towards me 'Yes, we will. Ponyboy, I wish you weren't my brother, you killed a poor kid Ponyboy, he had a long life to live for and YOU killed him. He was like the gang's little brother...I wish you weren't my brother.'

My heart literally shattered into pieces, I gasped and felt like I was choking, I shake even more. I suddenly saw Johnny. I stopped shaking and just looked at him with a broken heart, wait I don't have a heart anymore, I just sobbed. I whispered "Johnny?"

He hissed 'It's Johnny Cade to you Curtis. You after all did kill me. I thought we were best friends, I didn't know I was going to get back stabbed by my one and only best friend. I hate you so much, I could've lived longer you know? I wanted to become something and you just had steal it, you stole my dream of becoming something important away from me, you stole my prestige of saving those kids out there, but you get the good comments while my dead ass gets hate huh? I could've changed our faiths Ponyboy but you are selfish, you didn't want any of us Greasers to change our lives. I should've let you drowned that night cause I tell you this, you aren't important to anyone Ponyboy hell Darry hates your as even more, Two- Bit can't even look at you. Why did you kill me Ponyboy? I wanted to live. My mother came in that day, I had a chance to rebuild my family, but you took the miracle away from me. I. Hate. You. C-.'

Suddenly, I was waken up. I looked around just to see a pair of pretty blue eyes and blonde hair. I tried to open my mouth but nothing came, the lady looked like she was in her late 40s and she whispered "James? Look at this poor boy, he looks so..so traumatised...can we take him in till we find his parents?" and she squeezes my hand gently and rubs her thumb over my knuckles gently in a soothing yet calming way.

The man, James I am assuming looks at the lady, his wife I think looks at her with so much love and passion written all over his face and smiles down at her "Of course Julie. Now, lets see what happened to this young man."

He looks at me "Hello there, I am James and this is my wife Julie, what's your name son?"

They both looked like mom and dad, so much like my mother and father, did they really die? I blinked at again and blurted out "Mommy? Daddy?"

The man looks at me with a confused expression while the lady looked about she was about to cry, she pulls me into her arms, her hugs are just like mom's hugs. I just felt the tears fall and felt another pair of warm arms around us and Julie whispers "We will be there for you sweety, I promise."

James then said "Yes son. You will be protected at all times. I will make sure of that."

I just sobbed harder, I am a greaser and a murder, do they not know about that? I ignored my nightmare and let the comfort of these to lovely people take over my broken heart.

A/N: Okay, sorry for the late ass update and the length of this chapter, been really busy for the past what? 3 to 4 days! SORRY! Hope you enjoyed it! Leave a like/comment/review/or whatever makes you happy!

-SJ (Smile!)