Christian POV.
I storm out of the dining room and into the study I grab a glass and my whiskey, feeling the burn as it flows down my throat.
"Alone at last!" Elena coos closing the study door. "Thought they'd never leave." She makes her way to my desk removing her panties as she goes, I ignore her pouring another glass.
"I can make you feel good Mr Grey!" she runs her hands down her body pinching her nipples through the light fabric.
"You love it when I make you feel good...sir" she finds her clit and starts rubbing it. Licking her finger and plunging them into her pussy. And all in all i'm still soft, i'm still in awe of Ana and I want the next lust filled moment to be with her. I make my way over to her and grab her by her ponytail.
"Enough!" I curse through me teeth
"I like it rough Sir!" she continues her assault. She pulls her hand up asking if I want a taste.
"Never going to happen" I whisper in her ear slamming her glass so it shatters "See not even hard, I won't fuck you with Elliot's dick!" I say straight to her face as her hand finds my cock. I push her away but it's to late
"You've gotta be fucking kidding me, i've waiting till marriage so you go after another poor schmuck
"Oh my god!"
ANA! Fuck me I push Elena away and try to get to her only to be stopped by a right hook straight to the face and an upper cut to the jaw.
"I'll leave you boys..."Elena grabs her panties from my desk
"Oh no you don't you stuck up English slapper! How long?" Harrison roars
"Oh baby I'm just horny waiting for the wedding was killing me!" she coos again as i'm lying on the floor
"HOW LONG!" Oh i'm going to hell so why not throw her to the wolves
"A while started just after the fire!" I rub my jaw
"But you were 17 she was 26?" Harrison looks like he's going to vomit.
"What can I say I like them young!" she messes with her hair.
"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" Grace screams followed by a slap. "I WISH I LISTENED TO MY HEART AND PUT YOU BACK ON THE PLANE YOU CAME IN ON." Grace calls for security to remove the trash.
"Ma, i'm"
"No don't are you into the sick things she is because if you are my god daughter will do better without you!" Carrick all but threatens
"I am I mean was she a she introduced me to it, but hang on how did?" I ask shocked
"Don't you think I realise when someone building a fucking sex dungeon above our fuck garage?" Grace comes over to me
"Was it true? Were you only a boy when this started?" she rubs her knuckles on the side of my face in a motherly fashion.
"It was, it stopped...it stopped because I caught her with the neighbours son..."
"Issac oh holy mother and all the saints he's barely 15 when was this?" Grace cries.
"8 months ago, Mama i'm sorry i'm soo soo sorry!" I fall with her to the floor.
"She was using you son, using your grief. She should never have been allowed into this house" I look and see Harrison disposing his breakfast in the wastepaper bin.
"I knew you wouldn't do it out of malice Christian. " Harrison helps me up when I hear a scream
"Christian it's Ana!" I run up the stairs 2 at a time. My Ma and Harrison are knocking on the door Elliott and my dad are down in the tool shed.
"Annie, open the door sweetie?" My ma coos through the door "Christian what happened?"
"I swear to you Grey if she is hurt in any way I will kill you!" Harrison grabs my shirt
"Harri I swear it meant nothing I love Ana!" I sob falling to my knees.
Ana POV.
I make it to the bedroom Christian showed me earlier, what the fuck did I just see? Who the hell is this Elena bitch? I lock and slide down the door, I can hear Harrison and Kate outside shouting for me to open the door. Can't I just get a minutes peace, i'm starting to the we should have stayed hidden. I feel myself loosing control of my emotions I scream as loud as I can to let my frustration out fucking Christian Grey.
"Annie open the door please twin" I want to let Harrison in but can't risk seeing Christian
"Come on sweetie open the door" I hear Grace. I cover my ears not wanting to hear anymore.
""I swear to you Grey if she is hurt in any way I will kill you" should I just let Harrison kill him?
"No one is killing no one today boys!" Taylor thank fuck "Just leave her be she's better off on her own working through things in her own way" I can hear through the door. I move to lean again the wall by the bed when it moves from behind me. What the fuck.
I walk into the dark room and the lights come on automatically the room turns out to be blood red with a bed in the centre of the room. Black cotton sheets line the bed, there's a laptop and a pair of glasses on a desk in the corner. But it's what's next to it freaks me out my hand flies to my mouth when I see implements of torture. I walk towards a stand that hold multiply whip looking things.
"It's called a flogger" I spin and see Christian standing in another door way, I run my fingers through the soft leather.
"Ana, please say something?" he sounds weak and lost.
"What are you?" I whisper.
"I am or was a dominant"
"You mean a sadist?"
"No Anastasia i'm not a sadist hell i'm not even a dom any more I was in the process of having these removed I kept a few of the less...harsh equipment " He runs his thumb over his lip.
"Who is Elena Christian?" I turn to face him trying to hold the tears back and the urge to kick him straight in the crotch.
"She was my Mistress, when I thought I lost you I turned to the only thing that felt right I could...I could have a relationship without having a relationship. I wished so hard for you to share my life with me that without you I felt worthless" I sits on the edge of his desk
"So basically you could get your rocks off without having a relationship?" I sneer
"Crude but yes, Elena entrapped me with these feelings being a submissive helped me deal with the loss of you" I'm trying to hate him, I really am.
"I need time Christian, please I just what I just saw, to someone I thought could love me..." I turn to walk into the bedroom
"I understand...but Ana I do love you"
Christian POV.
I walk out of my office down to the bar, fuck this last week sucked ass. Ana won't talk to me or even be in the same room as me. I loosen my tie as I open the door to the club, I sense her before I see her she's just finishing a song with the club band.
"Thank you, this is the last song of the night. Remember to never keep your feelings hidden" she looks straight at me god she's beautiful wearing a white lace dress and dark purple eye shadow making her eye's pop more than usual. I feel her staring at me as she starts to sing.
"Are you aware of what You make me feel, baby Right now I feel invisible to you Like I'm not real Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you Why'd you turn away Here's what I have to say" ah fuck I know this is aimed at me fuck
"I was left to cry there, Waiting outside there Grinning with the lost stare That's when I decided Why should I care 'Cause you weren't there When I was scared I was so alone You, you need to listen I'm startin' to trip I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone" I look over and see Elliott grinning like a fucking Cheshire cat
"Dude she's so aiming this to you" he laughs fucking ass
"Yeah I figured that out twatbag"
"Well you've both been sulking around the last week." I nod looking towards the stage she's almost screaming the lyrics at me
"Why should I care 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone" oh fucking hell i'm starting to hate this song, the crowd is going mental for it but it's eating me up inside.
"C man you are fucked" Elliott laughs again handing me a vodka neat.
"Yeah well I can't fuck up much more can I?" I feel the burn down my throat.
"So what are you going to do?" Kate asks
"I dunno give her time space?" I respond.
"Hello, can you hear yourself listen to her listen to the lyrics there's a reason she chose this song and the reason she waited until you saw her perform" Kate slaps the back of my head.
"Hey, fuckin hell love! E keep her in line will you fuck" I listen to the lyrics it's burning me her passion her voice.
"She's beautiful she's so much better than this fucking club. " I comment
"She was suppose to be in Julliard when she finished school" Kate commented
"Yep her parent's saw the talent and enrolled her she could have gone there on a full scholarship but that went tit's up when her parents died." Kate sipped her cocktail.
"She's so much like Mia it's scary" Ethan states "Mia loved her so much she was the one that got Ana into dance and performance god she was so proud, she knew that she'd end up on the stage she was thinking broadway or a stadium" he smiled.
"What the fuck am I gonna do?" I run my hands through my hair as the crowd stand cheering and screaming for Ana.
"Talk to her" Ethan nods towards the side of the stage. "I wish I could talk to Mia again don't regret it" I stand and make my way to the backstage. Where Ros is talking to the new dancers
"I know your my boss but please don't make me shove my size 9 up your ass." She points towards the back door. I slowly open the door and see Ana my Ana.
"I'll just be a sec... Christian" She gasps turning I see a single tear fall
"What can I do? Anything please baby" I cup her face in my hands
"I can't, I can't do this I want to hate you I want to make you suffer." She hits my chest
"Baby, Baby please calm down" I grab her arms and pull her towards me
"But I can't I want to hate you but I can't I love you I want you in my life I want to be your wife..."
"I sense a but?" I ask
"But you have to promise me that I am it no other women nothing!" she whispers
"Baby I promise I swear to you your it for me, can I um kiss you?" I run my thumb over her lip.
"I'd like that very much" our lips lock and it's deep and passionate I could get lost in this kiss.
"Christian!" Elliott screams burst out the door I rest my forehead against hers
"What Leiliott"
"It's Ma and Da"