Several months later

At age 5 and 6

"Mummy? when are we going to see daddy?" A little girl with hopeful eyes says quietly while looking intently at her mother. Her mother so different than the mere memory that the little one kept closely. With harsh eyes the mother whips around and hisses

"Soon enough, but why do you want to see him? You have a new father now." Speaking of the odd man who was there but not. The new man, he wasn't daddy nor was he Kyouya's daddy so all the girl knew was that he was a strange man that mumma kept on saying was one thing but she knew was not. Speaking of Kyouya, she missed Kyouya immensely. He was her ONLY friend and mummy didn't let her talk to many children here.

"Are we going to see Kyouya soon?" i say in a whisper expecting the answer

"Soon, but haven't you made new friends?"

"But you never let me go out-!"

"Soon, end of discussion" she abruptly says after i try so so hard to speak!

Life was so different! There was no more man who drove the looooong black car she loved to sleep in, no more driver's pretty pretty wife who made the bestly best ootoro in the world! ,there was no more daddy daughter stories ( and they were just about to find out whether Rapunzel will listen to the evil witch or listen to her heart!) , there was no more nice mommy, and NO MORE KYOUYA.

Each new revelation always gave her a heavy heart. It wasn't because the lack of looooooong cars or ootoro but because she can't see the super amazing people who loved her! Mumma looked sad a lot too. She was always looking sad at me and at the new "daddy" who looks a lot like a lady if you tilt your head- at any angle actually! He would loud-talk a lot and not really mean loud talk but the kind that gave me a big big head ache.

I hope Kyouya got my note, I wish I had him *deep sigh* I miss daddy and Kyouya!

about a month later

Mommy, mommy died. She was walking with me past the store where the nice cashier lady would give me candy. But then zoooom! A car turned and hit her really really hard. It didn't hit me though, some man pulled me away last last minute.

We were at the hospital for a long while but lady daddy said that we couldn't "afford" to sustain her on the life helper anymore. I asked Mr. fake lady daddy what really happened because it didn't seem like it was an accident to many things were "just coincidence . He told me right away it was people like daddy and Kyouya's daddy, "rich bastards" he said. But I KNOW that daddy, real daddy wouldn't hurt me or even mommy! And Kyouya's daddy was too nice to hurt anyone! But Mumma was still gone and it was a forever gone. She was my only real family and I don't know how to get to anyone else so I'm alone...again.

The funeral was dreary and little with only me and lady daddy there. Funny before we went away mommy had so many friends around the entire world! But she had no one but us.

"stupid rich bastards" he mutters under his breath and then i thought if these "stupid rich bastards" made both me and mommy alone for forever i don't like them either!

A year later

at age 6 and 1/2

Boom! Boom! made the sound of the mean gray clouds who are mean to the earth! Didn't they know she was afraid? and that she didn't like them? Quivering under the blanket a little girl of 6 - I'm sorry 6 and a half was trying to block out the noise of the scary night. But it was hard the cabinets rattle and the door clicks and sometimes the roof cries too!

The little girl - the poor poor little girl who was trying to block the memories of her first night alone while the sky screamed and roared in agony as like tonight.

She read the note mumma left which just told her that it was all daddy and them's fault for anything and everything and her heart yearned to just hear her mother speak one more time though the words of the letters were cruel she needed someone but she had no one.

Not even the the really nice chauffeur

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