Narcissa and Jennifer sat on the bed looking deep into each other's eyes. Just as Narcissa leaned in and went to kiss the young witch she pulled back getting up quickly and left the room without another word and heading into her own. When she got into her room she headed straight for the bathroom and she took and nice hot shower. When she got out she put on a long light blue night dress. As she walked out of the bathroom Lucius walked into the bedroom, she went over and kissed him deeply and pulled back "I love you Lucius" she whispered looking into his eyes and for the first time since they got married she felt she didn't belong in this room in his arms, she belonged somewhere else but wouldn't admit it.
When Narcissa left Jennifer's room the young girl burst into tears again, she felt right with the older witch. They almost kissed. She let out a sigh and got into bed, but didn't fall asleep thoughts of Narcissa filled her head. She got up and took her teddy bear out of her trunk and got back into bed this time falling asleep holding her teddy tightly.
The next morning everyone was at the dining table for breakfast. This time Jennifer sat as far away from Narcissa as possibly could, she had tried to stay in her room but Draco had made her come out.
Narcissa was hurt that the younger witch didn't sit near her but at the same time she understood why she didn't. After she almost kissed her and left without a word she understood it would've hurt the young girl, because it hurt her as well. She let out a sigh before getting up and walking to her study. She needed to think, she was married and had a son, she had never felt like this towards a girl before. She was confused and scared and she knew she couldn't talk to anyone about it, she let her tears fall. "What am I going to do" she asked herself in a whisper.
Jennifer finished her breakfast in silence and went back to her room and without knowing it Draco followed her. "Jen what's wrong?" Draco asked walking into his friends room.
"Nothing Draco, I just need to think, please leave me alone" She said softly walking over to her window.
"Jen you have been acting strange since you met my mother yesterday at the station, I know you're gay but..." He paused at the realization. "You have feeling's for my mother, don't you?" He asked in shock, his best friend liking his mother, he couldn't get his head around it.
"Yes Draco, I have feeling's for your mother" she admitted softly. "But you can't tell anyone, especially your mother, though I think she already knows." She said with a sigh
"But why? And you do know she doesn't like girls, don't you?" he asked still a little shocked. Little did they know Narcissa was listening at the other side of the door.
Jennifer said nothing more and nodded while she looked out the window, at the garden of the Malfoy Manor. Without another word Draco opened the door and jumped back seeing his mother.
"Draco dear, I have come to speak with Jennifer, if you don't mind" Narcissa said politely walking intothe room. Draco nodded and walked out closing the door behind him. "Jennifer are you alright, you seem distracted?" Narcissa asked walking over to the girl.
'Yeah, I am distracted, distracted by you' she thought. "I'm fine Mrs. Malfoy" she answered simply.
It hurt Narcissa when the girl called her Mrs. Malfoy instead if her first name. "You can call me Narcissa, you know" She said placing a soft hand on the girl's shoulder.
"Why? Tell me... So you can almost kiss me than leave without saying a word, I know you're married and I know you are sons is my age but I love you" She said holding back her tears.
Narcissa sighed. "Dear we have only known each other for a day, you can't love me and I can't love you even if I wasn't married, you're still under age" she explained.
"Get out!" the younger witch cried, she didn't want to hear anymore, it was cutting her like a knife to hear the words that came from Narcissa's lips.
Naricssa sighed and nodded leaving the room as part of her heart broke. Jennifer fell to her knees and cried, she was hurting bad and all she wanted was the older witches' arms around her and for her to never let her go, but right now that wasn't possible and she stayed there and cried until she couldn't breathe anymore.