This chapter is about Ali ajusting to having a mom
Alisons POV: I woke up in my moms arms and I couldn't help but think to myself that I have the best mom in the whole world, I want her in my life so much, I never had anyone hold me while I slept before and it was the best sleep I ever had knowing that my mom, my REAL mom's arms were around me and I knew I was truly safe with her.
She's my world now and I wouldn't trade what I have with her for anything, I stared at this woman who gave birth to me and was now sleeping in my arms with her head ontop of mine it was only 5 am so I decided to go back to sleep
I wake up and let out a gaint yawn, I'm alone in the room, I see my mom come in the room as I'm sitting up
"Goodmorning sweetie, I made you breakfast.. Muah" She showers me with kisses I hug her so tightly
"Goodmorning mommy.. I love you so much" I say burying my head in her shoulder squeezing her like a little kid
"Mmmm(moaning).. I love you too my sweet girl" She says swinging me gently .
"I don't know what I did without you all those years" I whisper feeling so loved, cared about and safe for once in my life, she was being so sweet and affectionate with me, it made me start to cry
"Whats wrong sweetie?" She tilts my head up wiping my tears away with her thumb
"It's just your being so amazing to me, you've been so kind, loving, sweet and affectionate, I never got that from anyone before, I never thought I would" I say emotional.
"Well so have you, I never thought I'd have you in my life or have anything like this either but here you are and I wouldn't trade you for anything in this universe.. You'll always be my precicous girl" She says kissing my hair tearing up
"And you'll always be my mom and the only mom I ever want" I say nuzzling her
I wipe the tears from her face, she hold my hand to her cheek.
"Were going to get through this together" She says, we hug again breifly
"So what was that you said about breakfast?" I say my stomach letting out a giant grumble
"Ah, I see someone's hungry, yes cinnamon rolls and a cheese omlette" She says smiling
"That sound great, Thank you! Let's go eat!" I say hopping out of bed.
I use the bathroom and head downstairs, we sit and eat our first breakfast together
After that we decide to go see a mattene at the movies, my big fat greek wedding 2 is playing we decide to see that just for giggles
We shared a giant container of popcorn and had fun throwing it at eachother
The movie was a little bunk but it was funny I have to say, you don't find comedy like that everyday, but according to my mom, I'm mostly russian, with a little bit of polish and irish mixed in.
Strange all of these years I thought I was italian come to find out I'm not at all, honestly I'm sort of relieved there not my parents in a sense, I finally have a parent that wants me
which was something I was never going to get from either of them, espically Jessica because she's dead, everythings crazy right now I'm still trying to wrap my head around the fact that I have a mom who wants me and that my aunt is the one thats dead not my real mom
I just love her so much, I can't help but wonder how different my life would have been if she had been the one I grew up with instead of Jessica.
I look into the mirror and I wonder who I am, Who's my father? My mom said he's an abusive person I don't know that I want to go seeking him out but I'm curious
Right now I'm content with my mom though, she's just so loving and amazing, We decide to wander around phili abit and go check out the bell tower
Then she has to stop by the lost woods and give the person she hired to run it temporairly instructions
I fell asleep in the back room and everything went blank
We were on our way back to the house, we stopped to get coffee but when we got inside there was a sight I never expected to see.
"Hello Alison" Elliot says before starting to choke me
I see my mom try to pull him off me I'm kicking and screaming
"No! you already took one daughter from me your not taking my other one too" She yells.
Everything goes blank, I wake up in a strange basement surrounded by cement walls
I'm tied up, I can't move, I see my moms unconsious body lying on the floor
"She's dead you know" Elliot laughs
I look at her, she's not breathing her lips are blue.
"No! no, no!" I scream bursting into tears, she was everything I ever wanted I love her more than anything how could this happen
"Your worthless I'm going to kill you" He leaves the room
I hyperventalate myself unconsious, when I wake up I hear him talking to someone in the other room and a lot of crying I manage to wiggle myself free of the ropes
"Mom?!"I yell refusing to believe she's gone
"Ali?!" I follow her voice, that's no hallucination.
"Stupid bitch" I hear him yell
"Get the hell away from my mom" I say finding them
She manages to kick him onto the floor and riggle out of her ropes the fall knocks him unconsious
"He told me you were dead.. oh I love you so much Alison" she says hugging me so tightly.
"He told me you were dead too, I thought I'd never see you again.. I love you too mom, so much" I say were both clinging to eachother for dear life
"Judging by the looks of it those were just wax dolls.. Oh sweetie I don't know what I would have done, I never want to lose you" She says kissing my forehead
"I don't know what I would have done either, that was pne of the worst feelings I've ever had.. I don't ever want to lose you either" I say kissing her on the cheek.
"I'm never letting go of you again" We both say at the same time, we look deep into eachothers eyes
"Come on lets get out of here" She says kissing me on the cheek quickly
I take her hand and we run trying to find an exit, but then suddenly he tackles her to the ground and stabs her to death,
"No, MOMMY please god no"
I feel myself getting stabbed too and then all of a sudden I see a white light.
"Ali wake up!" I hear my mom's voice she's shaking me gently
I immidatly pull her into my arms and cling to her so tightly
"Hey, it's okay I'm right here, I love you" She says I rocking me gently I don't need to tell her what happened she understands
"I love you too, please don't leave me" I say in tears.
"I'm not going anywhere sweetheart" She says kissing my cheek
"Come on lets get you home my girl" She says sqeezing me
"That sounds good, home" I whisper as we let go of eachother and walk out to the car.
When we get home we eat dinner and watch tv, we go to go to bed, she says goodnight and goes to exit the room but I get up and wrap my arms around her
"Stay, Please" I say softly
"You want me to?" She looks at me lovingly but yet broken
"Yes, I mean it.. I feel so much safer with you here" I say hugging her gently.
We crawl into opposite ends of the bed but our arms seem to find there way around eachother some where in the middle and it's one of the best feelings in the world
Knowing that were holding onto eachother in our sleep and if anything happens were right here for eachother, nothing can tear us apart from eachother in our sleep if were snuggling and that's just how I want it, I'd rather sleep next to my mom than some sleezy lying guy any day.