sorry about the delay, I barely got reviews in the last chapter, some people said they were not posting?, but anyway, that's not the reason. My eye actually looked like a red baseball ball and the doctor told me not to use my laptop or my phone.

Thank you to everyone who takes the time to review!

Another thing. The end of this chapter has a suprise. Well, it's rated M. I am just saying! This is my first time writting something like that, I hope you guys like it ;)

Chapter 8.

"Stupid pizza man!" He raises his eyebrows. He is on Meredith's porch; which is nice. There is a swing. It's actually beautiful. It suits her.

he can hear the yelling comming from the inside of her house. Her yelling.

He takes a step towards the door, reaching it to finally knock. But he stops.

He sighs. He can do it. He wants to do it. But for a few seconds, he needs to remeber his mom's words to find the courage to knock the door.

"Son, I know you are not a big fan of birthday partiesbut- " she trailes off, sighing softly." You usually try to have fun."

Derek looks at her; his head won't stop working. He knows he seems quiet, but he just needs his brain to shut up.

"There is cake, gifts, and your family." Carolyn points out.

He knows.

Derek cuts himself a piece of cake; his mom made his favourite. He loves his mom's cooking, he he has missed it; he misses a lot of things of New York. And it makes him happy that his whole family is there with him, it's just...

Meredith. He has never been like that about someone. Certainly not someone he met two seconds ago. Still she doesn't get out of her head.

"And that's all I could ask for today." He admits. He loves it, having his family around is something he missed being in Seattle. His house used to be so loud. Now everything it's way to quiet. He is starting to get used to it, but it's hard sometimes.

He has Mark tho.

And how many times has he used that phrase? Mark is always there with him.

That's something to be grateful for.

"Then, what's the problem?" His mother asks.

He doesn't even know. Carolyn knows him. Better than anyone. After all, he is her beloved and only son. She has Mark; she loves Mark like one of her own- but it's just not the same this time. "I... Have a lot on my mind." He doesn't lie. Meredith is on his head.

"Derek..." She whispers. "And... Those things have a name?" She raises an eyebrow.

"How-?" He tries to ask.

"I'm your mother. I know you." She simply says, shrugging.

Derek sighs."Meredith." He doesn't say it's his boss' daughter- not yet, at least.

"Oh." Carolyn smiles. Derek is a person who doesn't date someone he doesn't really like. Or at least, serious dating. She is not used to her only son dating often. He is young. But all the sisters - except Amelia, where about to get married around his age. His father married her when he was at least one year older than him. She just wants him to be happy. It's her job.

"And how long have you been dating this Meredith?" She asks.

"I met her... " he is not very confortabe telling her mom she was an one night stands. That's not something you tell to your mother I guess. "A few days ago, it's not dating... Dating, we just met each other but I..." He shakes his head, breathing loudly." I met her at a bar, we talked and... I just couldn't get her out of my head."

Carolyn smiles, for a second, he can see her eyes light up in a way he has never seen before.

She always knew that Derek was exactly like his father- but right now, it's like having Cristopher in front of her.

"Oh, Derek." She whispers.

"I thought I was never going to see her again, but then she turned out to be some friend of Amelia's." He shakes his head."She is a med student."

"She is smart." Carolyn points out. Derek nods. She does look smart.

"She works at a bookstore here." He explains." I went to see her and asked her on a date." He decides to omit the chaotic day he had."she agreed."

"Well that's perfect." Carolyn smiles warmly. Trying to hide her excitment.

"It was the best date I've ever had."he smiles at the memory of them laying on the cliff. Then, reaily hits him.

He sighs. Carolyin frowns.

"What's the problem? I don't really understand." Carolyn asks.

"Mom, she lives in Boston. I live here. She is a medstudent, I am an intern."

Carolyn frowns. She looks upset at her son's words.

"Derek Christopher Shepherd!" She slaps him.

"Ouch! What was that for?"

"You have the poor girl waiting for you. Someone you actually like. Life is hard, relationships are always hard, but you have to fight for them. You are never going to be happy if you except life to put everything in front of you that easly."

Derek listens carefully to his mom's words.

It makes sense.

"You want her. Well go and get her!" She exclaims hitting him again.

"Mom!" He complains.

But his mom is right. Why is she always right?

"You mean... I go now?" He asks nervously.

"Well, I prefer if you stay to the cake and the gifts." Carolyn smiles.

"Oh, right." He laughs softly.

When he comes back to the real world he is still in front of her door. Derek smiles softly; he wants to see Meredith. He wants to spend tonight with her. Not because of the sex. It stopped being about sex a long time ago. It's about her hair... Lavender, she had said. It is about her smile, about her getting mad. It is cute and scary at the same time; she keeps him in the line. It is not about the chase. He doesn't think it was ever about it.

Before he can knock, a motorcycle stops on her front door. He remembers her yelling something about a pizza. That must be the one she ordered; who apparently is late.

Derek smiles when an idea crosses his mind.

Alex had left about a few hours ago, when the match had finally ended. He was pissed. Alex is always pissed when his favourite team loses. He loves footbal, and well, she knows nothing about it actually. But apparently, her tv has this channel where you can see all the matchs and his tv doesn't. It is her mom's tv, she doesn't really have time to watch it. Just soap operas, (what? They are funny even if she doesn't know what they are saying. Spanish is funny.) and this show about doctors. This intern, pompeo or wathever. she can relate to her, a little. It is like an older version of her, or at least that was what Alex had said because on her point of view, they are nothing alike.

But the point is, that she is hungry. Way hungry. And she doesn't know how to cook. She is not a good cook. She is awful actually, like an hurricaine to a kitchen. And hurricaines are not really a good thing. Since she burned the kitchen of her first aparment she likes to stay away from that specific place of her house.

And she had ordered a pizza about an hour and a half and it doesn't seem like it's comming anytime soon.

"Stupid pizza man!" She yells, so loud she hoped that if the pizza man is outside, he is actually hearing it.

She groans, letting her body fall on the couch. She has to study, but she can't do it on an empty stomach. Her plans were doing it while eating pizza, and now it is late. And she has to be at the store at 7. She needs to sleep. Even if lately it seems like something overrated, her body needs it.

And Derek... She needs to get her mind off that till they actually talk.

Then she hears a knock.

"Finally!" She exclaims rushing to open the door and almost tripping on the process.

She opens the door.

Derek is standing outside.

"Oh, it's you" it was not her pizza.

Then her heart skipped a beat. Derek was there, like actually there, on her door.

"Derek! What are you doing here?" She says, sightly confused. It was almost ten pm. He is supposed to be with his family. But instead he is there. In front of her. Why the hell is he there?

"Bringing you your pizza." He smirks, handing her a box.

Meredith's face is priceless.

"Are you... The reason my pizza took so long?" She raises an eyebrow"you are creepy! How did you know I ordered a pizza?"She narrows her green eyes, waiting for an explanation. But she is not going to lie, at least not to herself; she doesn't really mind Derek being her pizza man. In fact, she loves it.

She was just not expecting it. .

"I heard you yelling: «stupid pizza man!» when i got here."he echoed" Then I saw your pizza arriving and tricked the boy, who seemed to be a little bit incompetent by the way" He shrugs

"And he gave my pizza to you" She narrows her eyes again.

"Well, I kind of tricked him. And what can I say? I am handsome."

"How much did you pay?" She doesn't know him much. But she felt like she actually does

Derek groans."You couldn't leave it like that, uh?"Then he chuckles.

Meredith smiles softly."well, now give me my pizza. I'm hungry." She says, taking the box with her.

He steps into the house."what are you doing?" She asks. This was not the way she expected the night to end up. But she likes it.

"I am walking into your house." He says."You are not going to leave me outside, aren't you?" He asks. She looks at him with amusement in her face. Merdith smirks and Derek raises his eyebrows softly; looking at her under the front door's lights; mixed with the pale moonlight. She looks natural, Meredith is a natural woman. She is just wearing a t-shirt and some shorts, althought it's cold outside her house seems to be warm. She doesn't really need make up to be beautiful. He doesn't remember her wearing make up the night they met. And that's something he really lo- likes about her.

"I have to study." She simply says wih a shrug.

"Oh, you know what? I am a great teacher. I passed all the tests with flying colors." He says cockly, taking another step towards her. Their bodies are close.

Meredith looks down at her feet, bitting her top lip softly. She does want Derek to help her. But they need to talk. This confuses her. She needs to take some control of the situation– to know what this means.

"Meredith, please." He does beg, taking her hand. She looks into his eyes. They are sicere. Derek is that kind of guy that is not going to hurt you. At least not intentionally.

She grabs his hand and they both walk into her house.

"Does this count as a second date?" She asks.

"Maybe."

"Maybe?" They fall down on the couch, leaving the pizza box on the table next to Meredith's text books.

"We need to talk." He sighs.

"We do." She agrees, taking a piece of pizza. It's pepperoni pizza, which is greasy. But she loves it. She laughs at Derek grimacing. "You don't want some?" She giggles.

"No thank you." He chuckles.

Meredith shrugs, her mouth is full of pizza. Another thing he likes about her is that she is not one of those girls who eat like they are with some royal member when they are on a date. She is just... Herself.

And she is cute.

"So... I am your boss'daughter." She states.

"You are." Derek nods, still observing her.

"You are okay with it?" She asks, her heart beatig faster as she waits for him to answer.

Derek simply shrugs."It freaks me out. Your mom is scary as hell. " he sighs Meredith laughs harshly. Tell me about it. She wants to say, but she doesn't. She doesn't want to interrupt him. Not now. "-but... I don't think I can stay away. Or run. Someone told me once that if you want something you go and get it." He pauses. Derek's eyes meet hers. She feels incredibly good when he looks at her like that. His eyes are so blue. They say that blue is the warmest colour. And now she actually gets why. "I want you." He says.

Meredith smiles."so this is it?"

"Well, there will be more dates, sex... And when you leave... Well, it's not an entire year. Just months. We can deal with that."He whispers, leaning towards her. "And I am an excelent teacher."Derek adds, Meredith smirks, her her fingers tangled into Derek's curls.

"I like the sex thing." She says.

He doesn't reply. He just kisses her.

Derek wants her.

And she wants him too.

She fells his weight falling over her body. He is on top of her, his arms on both sides of her body. He has her. And she doesn't mund. i fells good, having him this close. She needs him closer. He caresses her cheek, his hands are soft and warm. His eyes melt into her eyes. This is just... Different. She has never pictured sex like this. Over the years, she has learned to have drunken sex; she is used to it. She never saw what was missing. Most of the time is messy. It had been great with Derek since the first time.

But now it's different, feeling this connection with someone... It is something she wishes for everyone.

Studying is overrated, she'd say, but she is too busy taking Derek's shirt off; admiring him. She caresses his torso, he looks even better shirtless.

She kisses his neck as Derek's hands move along her body.

The room starts to spin.

It kust takes a few minutes for almost all of their clothes to be laying somewhere on her living room.

Derek kisses her shouder, pressing a trail of kisses from her temple to her chest, making Meredith moan softly. "Derek..." She whispers. She can feel his erection against her tight. She needs him. She doesn't think she has ever needed someone this bad.

"Oh..." It's all she can say when his lips twich around his nipple, her chest rising against him. Her heavy breathing colliding against his.

Then he lifts her, she lets out a soft scream, giggling softly. "God, I want you." He groans, pushing her against the wall.

She puts her legs around his waist, moaning softly when she feels his erection against her.

"I want you too." She bites his earlobe. Derek lets her down on the floor, bending his knees so his mouth is facing her panties. He smirks and Meredith bites her lip softly. He kisses her tights, then her belly, pressing his fingers against her wet folds, which makes her moan once again. "God I need you. Please." She begs. Derek can feel his boxers exploding. She hears him groan, pushing her panties down her legs.

"Condom?" He asks.

"Crap." She groans. She doesn't want to stop touching him. She has condoms on her bedroom. But that's upstairs. She needs him. Quickly and now.

Then she remembers. She doesn't want to remember why, not when she is with Derek at least. But she put a box of condoms on one of her kitchen's drawers.

"Wait here." She smiles.

He gets up, facing her. She smiles, like she actually lives her life in a bliss. she presses him against her, his hot and sweaty naked body mets hers. He kisses her hard, like she is going to be gone for a long time. Like he is trying to memorize her lips before actually letting her go. She doesn't want him to let her go.

Still, she clumsily makes her way to the kitchen, she is in a rush. She needs him. Her whole body feels heavy. It's... Nice how things have changed. How Derek changes her. Derek takes this side out of her out; one she didn't even know she had.

She tries to remember where she put the box. She is hot, she can barely control her body before her right arm hits a red cup. It falls on the floor so quickly she can't barely see all the pieces breaking. It's everywhere.

"Crap..." She sighs, letting her head fall back.

"Are you okay?" She hears him ask.

Derek is on the living room. Waiting for her. Naked. She forgets about the cup when she opens the last drawer.

"Yeah, yeah!" She answers, smiling when she finally has the box in her hands.

Thank you, God.

She is about do die and go to heaven.

Or at least, she hopes that Derek takes her there.

She runs back to her living room, smirking as she showes him the box of condoms. It's almost full, opened, but still has most of the condoms on it. She doesn't use it much. Mainly because she had forgotten about it being there. But it's good that she put it there. Specially for moments like this.

She opens one with her mouth, ripping the plastic off. She leaves the package on the floor. Nothing else matters right now. Just him.

She bends her knees and falling in front of his erection. It's... Huge. Pretty good.

She licks her lips. She can hear Derek breathing heavily. Almost just like her. She pushes his boxers down his legs with her clumsy hands.

And his lenght comes free.

Thank God. They want to say.

She licks the head of his penis soflty, tasting the soft pre-cum with her pink tongue. Then she rolls the condom over his lenght.

It fits him like a glove.

She gets up.

Derek lifts her again, pressing her against the wall, which is cold, but again, she doesn't care. Her body is too hot to notice. She pushes her sweaty hair away from her face, tangling her legs around his waist.

Before entering her, he looks at her.

Then he thrusts into her, both of them moan in relief. Derek completes her.

They melt into one.

He moves slowly at first, teasig her, and when he is almost driving her over the edgue, the pleasure is controlling both their bodies and their minds; he thrusts into her faster, her back hitting the wall. Her fingernails digging on his skin. Pain and pleasure.

She screams his name, he moans against her neck, her walls twitching around him. Derek can feel himself getting lost inside of her. She feels nice. Warm. She feels... He can't really put it into words. He has never felt this way. Having this connection with someone. The joilt. They can both feel it.

"Derek!" She screams when a powerful orgasms takes over her tiny body. Every part of her shaking. He can feel himself empting inside of her. He loses track of the time. Meredith is lightweight. Not hard to lift. Not hard to hold. The pleasure makes his legs weak. He presses her against the wall even harder.

All he can say is that he likes Meredith Grey.

A lot.

And he doesn't care. About anything.

Everything has changed now. It's different. He doesn't think he can stay away. He doesn't want to.

They stay there for a few minutes, their bodies together in a post-orgasmic bliss. Their breaths mixing together.

Then she understands.

It's all about the moment after.

That's when she realises that what she feels for him is real.

Soo honest opinion? This is the first time I write something like this in english so it was sOOO hard. But kind of liked it HAHA ;)

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