Authors note: So here you go lovelies. I indulged in four chapters this time, well because I thought they should've gone as a bundle together, and because I had time.
Again, this is going to be a very long Reylo story. I will beat both of them up and down, because this is what i do with my favorite characters. I need both of them to have a taste of each others lives, and each others dreams and nightmares, so it will take a long time for them to accept each other as they are. Because I personally don't believe that life is black and white, I believe that theres much more colors in-between, and I believe that Rey and Kylo Ren were put in this SW franchise just because of the potential that they have to explore that.
So, again, patience. If you are with me and are reading up to here, kudos to you for bearing with me and Rey and Kylo. But I encourage you to believe in them. As of right now I am on the 36th chapter of this fic and still going strong, so if you actually like my crap then i got something in store for you.
Im delighted that people are reading this, and I am trying to pay more attention to detail and metas that are going on our there. Although my theory as to who Rey is is already sealed (something I will not reveal now but rather further in the chapters), I do like to take feedback from them, because, In the end, I am making this fanfic public for people like you. (Also as my contribution towards the antis, their bullying is just irrational to me)
Further,
Thank you so much to the gorgeous firerosedreamer67 and the amazing Stillare for your kind comments, I'm glad you are enjoying this piece.
Peace, Love and Lightsabers
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After he finished his training he glanced at her, as she was following every move of his, like a cat on guard.
But she wasn't feeling threatened. She was curious. She saw the sun rays that penetrated the room fall into his body. She had noticed even before, that he had never worn his First Order or the knight uniform here. Instead it was replaced by a beige tunic top and his black trousers from the Order. He looked more...normal.
Except from when he trained. Now the sun fell softly into his glowing skin.
He sat in the middle of the room. She knew he was about to meditate. So she went for the door.
You can join me.
But she didn't. She had her own training to attend to.
She felt him get up.
''I can help you train'' his voice was calm and flat like usual. She took a deep breath ''I can help you find power'' he continued, ''Power you didnt know existed within you'' His pleading eyes searched for validation and response from hers.
''Tell me why you are keeping me here.''
''I am not keeping you here.'' he responded calmly. does she know? does she know who she is?
''Then what am I doing here? I need to get back to Luke...I have to finish...'' she was confused.
''You cannot go to Luke Skywalker. He must come to you.'' He interrupted her, his usual annoyance surfacing his voice. '' Supreme Leader Snoke is looking for you...and cannot go to him. Not now. Not yet.'' He spoke hesitantly, his eyes searching for something.
Rey stood in front of him, more confused than ever. she sighed.
''I dont know whether this is another one of your games, or you are just trying to manipulate me, or...I dont know...'' She seemed conflicted. ''but whatever you are trying to do is not going to work!'' she spat in disbelief, her accent thicker than ever.
''It is not a game. Is far from it. I need to finish what I started. And I will.'' he said quietly, while walking away.
Rey felt his presence leave the floor. Furious, she tried to follow him. how dare he speak like that? how dare he? what is he going to finish? the resistance? They will never give up!
''Listen to me, Kylo Ren! You and the rest of the First order will never, ever defeat the Resistance!'' her voice echoed throughout the whole Temple. '' And you know why? Because we have a real reason to fight for!'' she felt her rage filling her up, energizing her whole body, like an electric shock...dont say it.
''You will never be half the man Han Solo was! You dont deserve to have been a Solo to begin with! And the General...?'' she suddenly felt her tears coming up so she had to stop herself. She didn't look at him but immediately turned her back, not to leave him time to respond.
you will not cry again in front of him.
So she left the room and followed the stairs down the Temple. The pain was a little less than before, because of her outburst. But yet every step hurt. However, it was a pain she was willing to take, if it meant to take her away from him.
When she reached the bottom floor she felt how the warmth of the sun had touched the air. Outside, the sun had covered everything in a yellow glow. She was used to this glow however, so It only took her a short while to adjust her eyes. When she could see clearly what lied in front of her, she gasped.