Finding Love
Chapter Seventeen
A/N: I dont own Finding Nemo/Dory. Its only for fun.
Dory's P.O.V:
Nobody's ready for a panic attack. So was I. My life were full with panic attack's. And why did I had these panic attack's? I were scared of forgetting everything. Forgetting, that my life is going on really well. That my life is on the right way. That I have the perfect one. That I will forgot every memory of us. That I will forgot him.
And this was the scariest of all. Forgetting him. What I didn't wanted to.
As the days went on, I tried to remember to everything I had that day. I said it loudly, or writed down. I want to remember to everything, even thought, I can't. I will forgot something. This is how my short term memory lost works. And it's dumb shit. I hate it. Always will.
Whenever I thinked to my short term memory lost, tears comed at my eyes. About forgetting everything at once, one day. I were laying ont he ground, looking up. Tried to hold back my tears, but I couldn't. I'm too much of scaring from things type of girls. I turned around, and faced myself in the mirror. I didn't found the girl who I was last year. I changed. And what maded me change? The life? Myself? My sick, as always?
No.
Him.
Marlin.
I changed at the whole year. But I were the same girl inside. I saw the hickey on my neck, again. Love thing. Sure. It weren't that beautiful to call as a love to hold all the memories I had in my head. Together, in my hands. But I've failed. Every single memory have fallen out of my hands, slipped throught my fingers, and broked on the ground. It maked me cry so badly. I tried to hold myself together, covering myself from shattering. I were still on the ground. Tried to protect myself from another panic attack. But lord. It ain't worked well.
A/N: Oh lord. I love writing these emotion full chapters. They're almost describe my feelings, without short term memory lost. Anyways, few chapters and we'll slowly reach the end.
So sorry, that we're close to the ending. This month, we will have the final chapter, so sad to prepare myself for this.