Chapter II

Ashley looked at Ricky "you are such an ass!"

He was still too stunned to respond, he closed his eyes for a few seconds then reopened them to see if it was a trick or dream.

The younger girl felt her anger deflate slightly and she pulled out the chair next to him to sit down. Ricky finally turned his attention to her when she placed her head on the table and spoke softly "what the hell did we do?"

He set the pregnancy test back on the table "Ashley... fuck Ashley... I'm sorry."

She felt him move next to her and pull her into a hug, she sniffled telling herself not to cry, but everything that happened to her sister was now happening to her. The reality was beginning to set at the tears started to flow "Ricky what am I supposed to do... my dad will kill you, Amy will hate me even more..."

Ricky swallowed hard, he was thinking that George would really kill him, this was the man's youngest daughter, and he had been warned about touching her. Hell Ricky had adamantly declared that he wouldn't touch Ashley 'how did I get both girls pregnant...'

"I still love you" Ashley mumbled.

The drummer stiffened at her words, those were the words that had got them into this mess.

~Flashback~

Ricky was sitting in the kitchen of the house that was soon to become Adrian's house. Ashley sat next to him at the table, they had been talking and he was going to tell her that he thinks he's in love with Adrian.

Ashley looked at the window "you know that my dad might see us if he sees us in here."

"Want me to go?" Ricky asked.

She shook her head "let's just go into the other room."

He nodded and followed her into the living room turning off the kitchen light as they went. In the living room they maneuvered around the boxes on the floor and made it to the couch. The only light was the moon light coming from the windows "Ricky?"

"Yeah?" he said sitting next to her.

"I made a promise to not date anyone while I was in high school... well more of a pact" she said looking up at him.

He forgot about what he came to talk about and looked at her "why?"

She shrugged but looked at her hands that lay in her lap motionless. Ricky sighed softly "look you brought it up so let's talk, if you don't want to though that's ok."

Ashley sat silently for a few minutes but finally gave in and clasped her hands together "i thought that if I did I wouldn't like anybody or fall in love."

"But you did?" he asked softly.

She shook her head "i already was... that's the problem, so I accepted the offer to double date figuring if I dated this guy I would see that I wasn't in love with the other guy..."

"I think I kind of understand" Ricky said.

Ashley for some reason felt safer exposing this in the darkened room like telling him in the dark wouldn't make it real "but the more I thought about it, the more that it felt wrong to be with anybody but him... but it hurts not being able to be with him... is that love?"

Ricky slowly began to nod "uh I think so, well maybe... I'm not the best person to ask..."

Ashley looked up at him "it's you..."

Ricky looked into her eyes "huh?"

She couldn't believe she had said that but looked into his eyes "it's you, ok! I love you! I don't know why or how but I do!"

He was about to respond to her, he didn't know what he was gonna say but he never got the chance to think because her lips were pressed to his. He didn't even realize he was responding until he felt their tongues playing together. He was now in the passive position as Ashley pushed his shoulders back making him lay on the couch with her on top of him without breaking the kiss.

The feelings that she had hidden so well came crashing to the surface and it all seemed so surreal that she didn't think about much else but what they were doing at that exact moment.

Ricky was torn between the fight he had just had earlier with George and the fact that a very beautiful girl was now pressed to him and kissing him very passionately.

His old self began kicking in as he became more aggressive flipping her over onto the couch and pressing heated kisses to her exposed neck and throat. Her small hands tugged his t-shirt up and he gladly pulled back and helped pull it off.

After he got it off she sat up slightly and pulled hers off and barely had it off before his lips were back on hers, their skin touching and heating the others. She was moaning loudly and wrapped her legs around his hips, feeling the unfamiliar bulge in his pants press into her center made her grind up into it.

He groaned and supported himself with one arm while the other mad it's way carefully under her to unclasp her bra. She clumsy helped him pull it off while trying not to break the kiss, which was very hot but slightly rushed and sloppy.

She felt one of his hands run up her waste and midriff before slowly reaching her breast, he softly kneaded the flesh mound before moving his mouth from hers and clasping it onto her nipple.

Her back arched up into him and she bit her lip from crying out, she unhooked her legs from him and moved her hands to her pants button and zipper. That caught his attention and he sat back on his knees following her lead, the moonlight made her soft creamy skin glow and as he got his first full view of her.

In one motion she pulled her pants, panties and shoes off, she looked up blushing as she saw Ricky's dark hungry eyes travel over her body.

He got off the couch for a second to finish undressing, then he was back on her and as they resumed the kiss she felt his penis touching her inner thigh, she hadn't even thought to look at it but it really didn't matter right now.

She wrapped her legs back around him and felt his penis move to nestle between her vaginal lips, he wasn't even in her yet but when she rocked her hips she felt herself grind along his length and it caused her to gasp into his mouth.

A few more minutes of that and she was dizzy with the building pleasure, Ricky moved back and she felt his hand touch her lower region and then something began to press into her stretching her in quite a new way. She felt a slight pinch of discomfort as he pressed deeper in but it wasn't too bad, finally she felt his hips press into her. Then an all new sensation came making her make noises she didn't know she could, as he pulled back.

She looked in his eyes again, or as best she could in the moonlight, and bit her lip when he thrust back into her. Slowly the pace began to pick up and her lips were crushed by a needy and hard kiss. She started rocking her hips to match his rhythm feeling a sensation build in her lower abdomen.

~Flashback End~

Ricky shook himself from thought "why didn't you talk to me when we woke up on the couch at four in the morning?"

She pulled back from the hug "you know why, that wasn't supposed to happen, your Amy's baby daddy and I'm your son's aunt!"

He decided to talk more about it later "back on the other subject, are you having... what I mean is...you know keeping the baby."

It only took Ashley a little while to realize he meant abortion, her shoulders slumped "I-I don't know, I just... what are we supposed to do?"

She knew that this would change her entire family and how they thought about her and Ricky. But she also knew she was against abortion personally, so she had to keep it, but that just created a whole mountain of new problems.

"I'm going to have it" she said.

Ricky nodded before standing up and pacing "that means your family will eventually realize that you are pregnant... and then they'll find out that it's my fault."

"Our fault" she corrected and stood up wiping the last tears from her face "what if we don't tell them you're the dad?"

Ricky looked slightly crestfallen at that idea "well that would save my ass, but then what about when I have to sign the birth certificate?"

Ashley sighed "i don't know... I don't really want to have to hide from the kid that you're its daddy..."

"So, what do we do?" he asked looking at her "i want to be there for this kid like I am for John."

"So I take it you're still against adoption?" she said.

He put his hands in his pockets "yeah."

Then her whole mood turned and she glared at him "are you going to stay with Adrian? Will I have to be like my sister and rely on another man to help me, and pretty much be a single mother."

Ricky looked at his feet "i don't know."

Ashley walked up to him and grabbed the front of his shirt pulling him into a kiss, when they broke apart "i want you to be with me, to be with our kid if we're not giving it up for adoption."

He wrapped his arms around her "I'm still trying to be a one woman guy... I'm really trying but I don't know if I can promise that."

She almost couldn't believe her mindset at the moment or what she was about to do, grabbing his hand and moving towards his room she smirked "i can give you a family; I told you I love you... and I can still sleep with you."

Ricky was shocked by the seemingly random attitude changes and just let himself be led to his room quietly shutting the door behind them.