I was kinda sad when Nicoletta left but i knew this would happen. Luckily i will be going to italy in 2 weeks and i will stay there for a while. Probably until the selection starts. I have been very busy making decisions because the whole kingdom full with girls wants a chance to become a princess but only 35 are allowed. I can remember the selection just like it was yesterday. I can't believe it is about to be 2 months. When i see Maxon i want to run up to him and tell him how sorry i am but i know what he will always say. It is too late for that and that our love can't be.

I am getting more and more excited about going to italy it is only 2 days away. I have been packing all week and i have decided i won't be back until the report where i will announce the 35 girls. I am so excited to see who will win in my province. I heard that Kamber and Celia tried again. I really hope one of them get picked so atleast i know Maxon will be in good hands. Work is hard but not too hard. It is nowhere close to the work Maxon has to do and i am glad. Most of the time i have been doing selection work but when i'm not i will be looking at files for new workers at the palace. I know i only wanted this job to be able to stay in the palace but i'm starting to love what i do.

I am starting to eat my lunch in the palace garden because i like how the breeze hits my face. There hasn't been a rebel attack since Maxon proposed to Kriss so the guards guarding the garden don't like when i leave too far. All the selected left the same day the rebel attack happened so i haven't seen any of them in a while. I miss Celeste and her way of seducing people to get what she wants. I also miss Kriss. She has been on everyone's mind since she was the one that saved Maxon from the shot. Me and Marley have gotten closer than ever. Since we both live in the palace i sometimes go to the kitchen and help her cook. I don't think i will ever get used to the good food they serve. It is too delicious.

Tonight i will finish packing my stuff and have a nice bath then get ready for bed,but first i need to talk to Maxon and tell him when i will come back. As i made my way to Maxon's office i can hear yelling for down the hall. I am about to turn around and leave when maxon calls my name.

Maxon" America did you need anything"?

America" sorry to bother you i just needed to let you know i will be coming back from italy a day before the report"

Maxon" that is fine, but if that is all you need to tell me you can go on your way goodnight"

America" goodnight Maxon"

Me and Maxon don't talk much anymore. Since the whole Aspen thing we only talk about work. I sometimes miss having a friend i can talk to. I really need to start talking back with him and earn him trust if i want to make him love me again. I am really excited to see Nicoletta tomorrow…. …. … and Calix. Since that day i saw him he reminded me of true love. My love for Maxon Is too good to be true so he makes me feel it's possible. I don't think i like hi but i am really into him and i hope we can become friends when i go to italy. I can't wait to see the scenery change but i guess that will have to be until tomorrow because for now it's time to sleep.

Sorry this chapter is a little short i had to do hw and i was also making the authors note. Like i said before review and tell me how i can make this story better. I got an amazing review today and that's how i got my idea for Kamber and Celia Leger. Well that is it bye!