Authors Note:

Sorry about the lack of updates recently but with everything that's going on in my life right now I just have no time anymore to do anything I want. Lol I'll try to reply to all my reviews and PMs as soon as I can.

Don't worry I'm NOT giving up on any of my FanFictions and will try and update them as soon as possible.

OMFG I HEART NEW MOON THE FILM. IT'S AMAZING! FANGIRL SCREAM! (My only criticism is how they killed Harry. Other Team Leah members (like me) will understand what I mean)

Sorryabout the shortness of this chapter but I'm sure the ones coming next will be much longer because that's when the story really picks up and gets to why I'm actually writing this fic. I love a bit of melodrama lol

I want to apologize for any medical mistakes in this story because 1) I'm not a doctor and 2) I've never been pregnant so please bear with me :)

Chapter 3

Bella's POV

I was speechless. Did he really think our unborn child was a monster? I didn't know weather to be angry or upset or both! I was just stunned, completely and utterly stunned. Speechless even, unable to muster up any coherent thoughts.

Light briefly engulfed the room as Edward quietly re-entered. I could tell he was being cautiously quite for my benefit. He closed the door after him and he headed straight for our bed, tiptoeing in his perfectly white cotton socks.

The battle against me eyelids was beginning to get unbearable and I knew I would lose the war any second. Edward lay gently on the bed beside me tucking both him and the blankets around me. I felt like I was wrapped up like a delicate ornament so I wouldn't break, a porcelain doll covered in layers of blankets. I knew Edward just wants what's best for me but I felt his overprotective nature for me was beginning to cross a line.

I thought Edward would be the one who would want a family, three kids, a dog and cat, people carrier, white picket fence the lot, but no. He didn't want this baby. Our baby. I realized quickly that I would need Rosalie's help more then I first thought. Hopefully Esme wouldn't mind throwing in a helpful hand either. Though I'm closest to Alice when I saw that the look on her face was the exact same as Edward's, I knew I had lost her to the other side. Edward's arms squeezed tighter around me and he kissed my forehead carefully.

"I love you…," he whispered in my ear as he often did to lull me to sleep. This was the lullaby I preferred to the actual composed melody that would often grace Edward's grand piano but now it felt more like a bullet in an agonizingly slow motion ripping my insides as it drilled into the imaginary burning pain in my chest, my heart, tearing me to shreds.

"I know. I do too and I really do," I murmured in response, burying my head into his chest. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep but as I pressed my face to Edward I had my eyes unnaturally and uncomfortably squeezed shut. I wasn't going to sleep anytime soon even if I did feel painfully exhausted. Suddenly I couldn't help the tears that were beginning to spill over. Unfortunately Edward noticed.

"Bella?! Are you okay? Did I hurt you? Are you in pain?" he questioned panicked. I tried to reply but all that escaped my lips was a soft sob as if I was finally releasing my built up emotions. We were no longer wrapped around each other. Edward was sitting up while leaning over me and glancing down. I laid flat on my back as his hands fumbled around me trying clam me as he searched for an answer to my sudden outburst.

"What's wrong? Do you want me to get Carlisle? Is it hurting you?" he continued. His expression mixed with his own pain and worry.

"No, I'm fine! It's just…," I cried pushing and kicking some of the suffocating blankets and Edward off of me.

"Please tell me Bella, what's wrong?" he begged. I looked to his eyes, they were wide. If he could he probably would have been crying along with me.

"I'm sorry, it's just I can't… I can't breath!" I sighed exasperated. I instantly regretted what I said. Edward took it completely the wrong way.

"Carlisle!" he screamed panicked. What I meant was that I needed space from him for a second not that I couldn't actually physically breathe. Almost as soon as he called his name Carlisle burst in the through the door looking nearly as panicked as Edward.

"What's going on?! Is everything okay?" he questioned concerned, looking more like a worried father then a professional doctor.

"It's Bella! I think she's… Well I don't… know."

"For Gods sake I'm fine! I just need some fresh air," I yelled as I pushed myself passed Edward. Carlisle stretched out his hand to help me up off the bed but I avoided the gesture. I stormed over to Edward's closet. I knew no clothes of mine would be in there but I also knew that at night Forks was freezing. I grabbed Edwards's gray coat. I knew I would be swimming in it but it would do its job. I could feel their eyes on me and I glanced at them quickly. It was agonizingly obvious that they were having one of their infamous silent conversations, no doubt it was about me. I pulled Edwards coat on, the soft material feeling great against my bare arms. I went to button it up and noticed that his coat was a lot more tight fitting then normal. I quickly realized that my baby bump had gotten even bigger if that was even possible over this short period of time. I felt Edwards hand on my shoulder.

"Bella love… What are you doing?" the concerned tone of his voice almost sounded disapproving.

"I'm going outside. Don't follow me. I want a minute alone, time to think."

Edward sighed as I headed towards the door.

"Don't. It's cold and wet and did I mention its midnight. Come back to bed," he begged tugging lightly on my arm.

"He's right Bella," Carlisle agreed. "You're in no condition to-"

"I'm in no condition to! I'm pregnant not a bloody invalid!" I screamed as I slammed the door behind me.

I had a head rush. This was my second one since Carlisle's Office. Maybe I shouldn't have stormed out of bed so quickly. I got to the top of the stairs. I had to grab the banisters as my head began to spin. White blotches drenched my eyesight. I herd Alice shouting but I couldn't make out what she was screaming. Then I heard Edward yelling followed by Carlisle simultaneously as I felt an excruciating pain in my stomach. My brain automatically focused on Edward. He sounded angry and I could have been imagining it but it sounded like he was sobbing aswell. I felt like I was winded and now I really couldn't breath.

I began to panic as I reached down as if to support my throbbing stomach. My hands were shaking. I felt something wet and warm. My vision blurred for two reasons: one I couldn't explain and the other because of the tears gushing down my face. I finally registered what was on my hand and my heart stopped. It was blood. Everything went white as it felt like I was falling forward. Suddenly everything was black.