AN: Lucky readers, you get a chapter of this and I posted the squeal to my other story (always mine). The new story is called Painful memories if you read Always mine I say you should go check it out. And if you haven't read always mine I say go check that story out ;). Hope you like this chapter of Say something; let me know what you think! Let me know if I am moving too fast or slow for you.
Chapter Four:
My head was pounding , and it sounded like the room was pounding as well. I rolled over and looked at the clock; it read four o'clock in the afternoon.
"Clary?" I heard my brother at my door and I realized he was knocking on my door, so the room really was pounding.
"What? I yelled back groggily as I sat up fully and ran a hand threw my knotted hair, my hand got stuck half way through and I sighed.
"Dad said to get up and start getting ready, the whole family is going out for dinner since I am not coming for the summer." Jonathan called threw the door and I rolled my eyes.
"He says you have an hour to get ready." Jonathan said before I heard him leave my door and head to his own room. I grumpily got up and started finding clothes to wear. I was still tired and felt like complete crap. I stayed at Jace's house last night until about five in the morning; we had played truth or dare and some other drinking games all night along. It was a great time and I hadn't laughed that much in a long time. Plus I got to kiss Jace. I blushed a little as I quickly exited my room and rushed to the bathroom slamming the door and locking it. I didn't want to have a run in with Sebastian while I was so hungover. I showered quickly and changed into some black dress pants and a nice top. If I knew my dad I knew we were going to go somewhere fancy. I brushed my hair, but left it wet I wouldn't have time to blow dry it. I quickly rushed to my room and put on some socks and my shoes before stalking down stairs. Once in the kitchen I grabbed a glass of water and some aspirin and swallowed the aspirin down with all of the water.
"Finally sleeping beauty is a awake." I turned and glared at Sebastian who was leaning against the doorway.
"Shut up." I said as I brushed passed him and headed towards the hallway where everyone else was gathered.
"Ready?" Dad asked and I silently nodded as I felt Sebastian come up behind me. I cringed slightly and he glared at me as he shoved passed me this time and exited the house. Jonathan was going out after the dinner so he and I took his car while everyone else got into my dad's car. I was sadly going to have to ride back with them after. We pulled up to the restaurant and it was some random fancy place. We all walked in and my dad asked about his reservation and then we were all seated. The waiter brought us to a round table with five seats. I was hoping to sit next to Jonathan and my dad but I somehow found myself sitting next to Jonathan and Sebastian. We were close enough that Sebastian kept placing his hand on my thigh. I would smack his hand away only for him to place it back on my thigh a minute later. I glared at him and he laughed. I hated him more than words could describe. I picked something random off the menu and as everyone else chit chatted around me, making small talk. All I could do was stare at my glass of sprite and keep shoved Sebastian's hand off me. Suddenly he got really close to my private area and I jumped up. Everyone looked at me surprised.
"Sorry I need to use the restroom." I said as rushed off in the direction of the bathroom that we had passed going to our seats. The bathroom was empty and I rushed into a stall, closing the lid and sitting on it. I put my head in my hands and took a couple of deeps breaths.
"I can get through this." I whispered out loud to myself before bottling up all of my feelings and unlocking the bathroom to quickly wash my face. Only as I opened the door someone shoved me back in and then slammed my back against the door. I looked up into the angry face of Sebastian. I started to ask him what the hell he was doing when he placed his hands on my neck and I couldn't breathe.
"Why the fuck are you acting like such a spaz." He growled in my face, a little bit of his spit landing on my face and flinched back. He finally let go of my throat and I took a deep breath in.
"Stop touching me and I won't be acting like that." I bit back and he glared harder.
"Your mine Clary, I will do with you what I please." He snarled back and grabbed my shoulders and slamming me again the door.
"Stop." I mumbled as he tightened his grip on my shoulders.
"When you get back out there you need to start acting normal or your punishment for what you did yesterday is going to be even worse." He shoves me against the door one more time before pushing me to the side and leaving the stall, and the bathroom all together. I let out a small sob before exiting the stall heading towards the sinks. I stop half way as I realize Susan was standing there washing her hands. I stood there dumbfounded, was she there the whole time?
"Why do you do nothing when he does those things to me?" I asked after a moment and she looked at me threw the mirror.
"He's not doing anything you don't want, you little slut." She snaps out at me and I gasp.
"I don't want me to do those things to me!" I whisper as she turns and grabs some paper towels to dry her hands.
"You better be using protection, I don't want a little whore like you ruining my sons life." She says before leaving me in the bathroom alone. I stand there shocked for a moment, but I shouldn't be shocked. I am almost sure she's known the whole time, and of course she would think her son has done nothing wrong. I take a deep breath and bottle everything up for later, I just need to remind myself that Jace is worth all this and I can deal with it to see him. I quickly wash my face before heading back out, a fake smile plastered on my face as I rejoin my family and pretend I am the perfect girl they all think I am.
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It's Sunday morning and we are heading back home. It hurts to think that next week I'll be coming without Jonathan and I'll have to find new ways to defend myself from Sebastian. But at the same time I was excited about getting to see Jace for the summer. We usually hung out almost every day and that's they only reason I even went. I sighed as I remembered one time last summer.
Flashback-
"Hey Clary, you have something on your face." Jace commented, we were sitting at the local ice-cream shop both eating swirl cones with chocolate jimmies.
"Where?" I asked as I wiped at my check.
"No to the left a little." He comments as I keep swiping at my face while he laughs at me.
"Stop let me get it." He says finally putting me out of my misery. He leans forwards slowly and uses his thumb as he slowly rubs it across my check bone. My heart starts fluttering at the intimacy of this moment before he pulls away. He smiled softly before putting his thumb in his mouth and starts sucking the ice cream off.
"Ice cream and Clary, my new favorite." He laughed and I giggle nervously, butterfly's dancing in my stomach. We had been flirty all summer but this was the most amazing moment of my life.
-End flash back
That was best day of the entire summer, but there was a lot of moment that summer that were amazing. I was hoping that we would be flirting a little more this summer, since that kiss we had this weekend. I sighed as I looked out the window. Besides what happened at the restaurant this weekend was pretty okay, Sedation never had a chance to rape me but I knew that once I was there for the summer nothing was going to stop him.
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School ended for the summer yesterday and tomorrow there was going to be a huge summer bash. I was supposed to be picked up by Sebastian the day after, on Sunday. I was dreading it more than anything and I wasn't able to get excited about the party like everyone else. I had begged my mom to let Simon come with me early buts he refused saying we had already planned for him to come visit for two week in the middle of July and we weren't switching plans now. I sighed as I laid on Simons bed, he was siting of the floor with his back resting against the bed and Magnus was sitting on Simon's bean bag chair.
"Clary stop sighing you'll get to see your hunky golden boy soon." Magnus thought I was upset because I wanted to see Jace. He had never personally met Jace but he's seen pictures.
"Hey I have an idea why don't you call him up and invite him to the party tomorrow." I sit up from the bed, realizing that was a good idea. Then maybe he could drive me home after so I wouldn't have to drive the two hours with Sebastian.
"That's a good I idea thank you so much Mag!" I comment as he laughs.
"I know Clary I am the best." He said as he pretends to fan himself. I picked up Simon's pillow and chucked it across the room at him.
"Hey!" He shouts as I leap over Simone's head and run towards to door, rushing out before Magnus could through the pillow back and then a full out pillow war would be underway and I wanted to call Jace before that could happen. I quickly went into the bathroom and shut the door behind me before pulling out my phone and calling Jace. He answered after the second rind.
"Sup red." He said with what sounded like food in his mouth.
"Hey I have a great idea, how about you drive up tomorrow and come to this huge ragger some kid at my school is having so you can meet my friends. I promise I will give you the gas money to drive the two hours there and back." I said this all in a rush, wanting him not to say no.
"Hm, sounds kinda fun… Can I bring Alec and Isabelle?" He asks and I grinned.
"Of course." I jump for joy trying to stay quite.
"Okay so what's the plan?" He asks and I could hear him still eating, it sounded like he was eating chips.
"Okay so you guys can drive up sometime tomorrow afternoon and we can hang out and get ready at Simon's house. Then we'll go to the party and then we'll crash at Simon's house and then leave whatever time you want on Sunday. Oh and I am coming back with you guys." I was so excited that Jace was coming.
"Okay sounds good, text me Simon's address. See you tomorrow Clary." Jace said before ending the call. I quickly texted him Simon's address before rushing back to the room.
"So what did he say?" Magnus asked and I grinned at him.
"He said yes, oh and he's bringing Alec and Izzy." I comment as Simon starts to blush, I laugh remembering the prank call Iz had done last month.
"Sweet." Simon comments and suddenly a pillow was flying towards my face, I screech before it hits me square in the face.
"Oh it's on Magnus." I grunted as I pick up the pillow and began our pillow war.
AN: Hope you like it, I really like this chapter! Also I am wondering if anyone would like to beta my three stories that are still being updated. I am just not good at editing and I hate re-reading my stories and seeing all the mistakes it takes away from the story. PM me if you could help me out, please and thanks 3