Hello! Thanks for reading and reviewing. You are all so lovely! I LOVE all reviews. I am putting the love triangle or square, since they are four not three. Ya know what I mean. Sometimes I wonder if you guys can read my mind. I usually start writing on the next chapter after updating cuz I need time and cuz I have other things to do. And I was writing a Jonathan/Sebastian's point of view, then *morgenster 18* reviewed and asked for a Jonathan's point of you. Morgenster18 you read my mind. It has happen in mu other fanfiction too Love with your heart sometimes they ask for things that I'm thinking of doing or I'm already am.

-A/N: in my story Sebastian Verlac (real one) was not killed he was kidnapped and he was found two weeks after Clary's disappearance. And he has a sister who has a crush on Alec. And well we don't know much about him but I read about him in the shadowhunter's wiki and it said he was handsome, tall, slender built as Jonathan, attractive, dark eyes, friendly and he trusts and smiles to people easily.

The first part (Jonathan's point of view) is still during night time.

Sadly I do not own the characters, Cassandra Clare does. It would be awesome if I owned Alec, but I don't. (/.\) *crying *

Chapter 4

J/S POV

I tighten my grip in Karl's neck, pressing him to the wall. I had burned my father into ashes an hour ago. I got back from the mission. I couldn't wait to have Clary, for her to be fully mine. She was going to be mine, only mine. But everything went to hell. Clary was gone, father was dead. He was killed by clary. She escaped, killed a guard. There was a dead girl too, named Dana, the one that cleaned Clary's room, dead as well. Clary couldn't have killed her, she's not me. She's the angel girl. It looks like Dana took poison, the girl was smart, she knew I was going to kill her as soon as I got here.

I asked all the servants if they wanted to stay and be loyal to me or leave. Of course they all stayed, they are too scared to leave, they knew ill have killed whoever leaves.

"M-master…please…it wasn't our fault" his face was pale, his eyes full of fear. Good.

"Then who's"

"Dana. She took the key of the weapon room. She took two seraph blades, two daggers and a stele. She was the one who helped Miss Morgenstern escape. And she must have drank some poison." His explanation did made sense.

"And why? Why would she do that?!"

"She was Daniel's sister, master."

"Daniel?"

"Yes, master. You killed him a month ago." Oh yes. I remember I killed him. I was furious, it was the day Clary had an accident. The day she got hurt when I took her out. Daniel happened to be there at the wrong time.

"But how the heck did you or anybody here see her!" I let go of his neck, he fell on his knees. "How did she kill Valentine? Father is much stronger than her, she couldn't have killed him!" I mean I trained her and she was a fast learner and all, plus my methods were effective. But there is no way she could have killed father, his way stronger than her and of course way better trained. And she killed a guard too, how the heck did she kill them both unseen. Can it be possible?

"I don't know, master, none of us saw he or held any fighting."

"Did you say she had a stele?" I asked.

"Yes, a stele was missing so did two seraph blades and two daggers."

"She must have used a rune," I said, of course she did, how else could she had made it out without being seen. But I am going to find her not matter what, she will be mine. Clarissa is mine!

I remember how Clay cried when she saw the Lightwood boy beaten, she was going to give herself for him. I had tried many things to get her to take off that rune that wouldn't let me touch her. I never thought she'll cry and give me what I wanted, just to keep the Lightwood alive. My blood boils in my veins just to think that they might be together.

Clarissa is mine!

CPOV

The light coming from the window woke me up, I groaned. I didn't close the curtain? Agh, I don't want to stand up, I'm too comfortable here, and warm. Wait, why am I this warm/ I could feel someone's breathing in my hair. Someone's body pressed against mine, my face resting in their chest, the raising and falling of their chest with each breath.

I opened my eyes, blinking a few times, to adjust to the light, I gasped as I my eyes fell on the person beside me. Alec. He was sleeping peacefully, I moved the black locks of hair that were covering his closed eyes. He wasn't wearing his jacket, and his white shirt made his muscles visible. Damn he's hot! It wasn't a dream after all, it did happened.

I closed my eyes and rested my head in his chest, again. I could stay like this all day. Wait, what time is it? My eyes snapped open, I looked at the clock, it's eight twenty one. I should wake Alec, if mom walks in… and I don't think he told anyone he was coming. What was he gonna say 'Hey mom, I'm going to sleep with clary, yea is cuz she has nightmares, and she can't sleep without me' yes I don't think he did.

He looks beautiful while sleeping, he always does, how can I wake him when he looks like an angle. I mentally slapped myself, you have to wake him, Clary! I ran my thumb down his cheek, just lightly, he furred his eyebrows a little, but I continued as he didn't wake up. I leaned closer to him, my lips brushing his. I kissed him, just a little kiss in the side of his lips, it wasn't a real kiss anyways, it won't hurt anyone. I kissed the other side, what the heck am I doing? Do…do…do I like Alec? Do I? oh god, I better wake him before I do something else.

"Alec," I said, "Alec," I shook him a little. He groaned, he opened his eyes and blinked a few times. "Goodmorning, Alec."

"Goodmorning, Clary," he said, blushing.

"I'll be right back," I said and rushed to the bathroom.

I closed the door behind me, I quickly washed may face and brushed my teeth. I took out a new toothbrush for Alec. I walked out of the bathroom. Alec had put on his jacket, and was putting on his combat boots.

"There's a new toothbrush for you," I said, he looked up.

"oh...okay, thanks," he said and made his way to the bathroom, closing the door behind him. I did the bed and I put my hair up in a messy bun.

"Thanks," Alec said, walking out the bathroom and closed the door behind him.

"Thank you. For sating here all night, I mean." I said.

"I'm here for you anytime," he said. "I need to go before they find out I didn't slept home." He walked to the window and opened, "see you later?" he asked.

"Of course," I said and gave him a smile, he smiled back at me. Oh god, his smile is so beautiful, so cute. I kissed him in the cheek, he smiled again and kissed my forehead. He turned around and jumped down, I stayed in the window looking at him until he disappeared in the distance.

I sighed and walked to the bed. I sat down in the edge of the bed and then let myself fall beck. I need to think, I really do. I need to figure out my feelings. I have to know how I feel about him.

I can't stop thinking about him since Jonathan took him to my room. I remember I couldn't fight away the tears that kept escaping my eyes, had never cried in front of Jonathan before that. I cried for Alec. I was worried about him, I didn't knew if he was okay when Jonathan left him in the woods, but I was happy he was alive.

And then when I escaped and he found me, I was so happy and relieved to see him, to know he was fine. When I had a nightmare he calmed me down and hold me while I slept. I slept in his embrace three times, and I would love to do it again, the feeling is undescribable. I want to spend my time with him, looking at him, and at that smile that warms my heart.

Oh god I do like him!

I stood up to go get some breakfast and to ask mom where can I train. I almost tripped over something. My eyes widen as I saw it. Alec's belt, he forgot it. Maybe y can go and give it to him, and hang out or train together. That way I can see him.

APOV

As I walked down the streets of Alicante, the only thing in mind is Clary. She kissed me! Well, it wasn't really a kiss, she kissed the sides of my mouth. But it has to mean something. Maybe she has feelings for me, just I do for her. I really like her. I love the feeling of having her close. And I have hope she feels the same way I do, if not why would she had kissed me. I really wanted to pull her closer and kiss her properly, but I opted against it. I want to take things slow, I don't want to rush her.

I opened the front door trying to not make any noise, if I'm lucky they won't notice I was gone. I carefully made my way to the living room. The house was quiet so everyone must still be asleep.

"Alec?" said familiar voice behind me. "I thought you were asleep? Where were you? Why were you out this early?" ah, I forgot that I have no luck. Isabelle was standing wearing her pajamas, her hands in her hips.

"I… uh, I…. I went for a walk, I woke up early and went for a walk." I said, she looked at me as if trying to find something telling her if it was truth. "I'm gonna take a shower," I said and went upstairs before she could ask something else.

I put on my gear and combat boots. Jace, Isabelle and I were going to train. I took my stele and looked around the room for my belt. I didn't find it anywhere. I looked throw my memory, trying to remember the last time I had it with me. Clary's room! I left it at her room. I sighed and went to look for a new belt at the weapon room.

I took the belt and went to the living room to wait for Jace and Izzy. We're going to the Accords hall to train. It's much bigger. And most shadowhunters train there. I wonder if Clary is going to train. I hope she does, we could talk or something. I don't want to have to listen to Allison, Sebastian's sister. (A/N: it took me forever to decide a name for her.) She is so different from Clary. They are the same age, but I like to listen to clary and not Allison. She is not that bad she's just annoying sometimes. Isabelle says it's just because she likes me, but I don't like her. I like Clary. May thought were interrupted by a vibration on my pocket, caused by my phone. It was a message from Clary. Clary.

Are u gonna train today?

Yea. Are u?

Yes. Accords hall? Mom said u train there. The text was followed by other. I mean everyone. I let out a laugh.

Yes. Are u gonna train there too?

Yea. U forgot ur belt. Want me to take it w me?

Yes please.

"I'm ready!" Izzy announced walking down the stairs. She was followed my jace.

"Seriously, why do you two take too long," I said pointing at them, "we're just going to train."

"yeah but I have to look good while I'm at it." Said Isabelle, walking past me and throwing her hair over her shoulder. I looked at Jace for his response.

"I have to look good, I know I'm hot but sometimes I have to fix my hair," he said smirking, " I know is hard to believe but my hair is not always this awesome, it requires special treatment." I felt my phone vibrate as we walked out.

Ok see you there. I smiled.

Ok, look for me I'll look for you.

OK.

"Who is it?" Jace was trying to look over my shoulder, I shoved my phone in my pocket.

"Yeah, who is it Alec," said izzy, " why are you smiling like an idiot."

"No one," I answered quickly. "Why do you care?"

"Because I'm your sister and I want to know if you're dating someone." Said Isabelle.

"We are not dating," yet I added mentally. "And I wasn't smiling like an idiot."

"Yea, right. What's her name?" Jace asked. "Did you two slept together?"

"What?! NO." Not in the way you think, I mentally added. "you guys can be so annoying."

"That's what brothers are for," said Jace.
"Come one Alec, spill it!" Isabelle insisted.

"Shut up," I said and walked faster. The sooner I get there the sooner I see her. And the sooner alone time I have to put up with their questioning.

Thank the angle the rest of the walk was quiet. We made our way to the spot where we always hanged out. Shadohunters were everywhere, we most train in groups.

"Alec!" what I was avoiding, "you're here!' Allison made her way towards us, Sebastian behind her. "I was so worried about you. I was scared you might be hurt, but I knew you'll be fine cuz you're strong. I wanted to go see you as soon as they told me you were home, but mom said you probably wanted to rest and be with your family."

"Err, yea I stayed home yesterday… thanks… for worrying…I guess?" I said not knowing what else I could say. I tuned to look at my siblings, Jace was making out with Aline, Izzy was looking at me and Allison. 'Help me' I mouthed. 'you're on your own' she mouthed back.

"Glad your back," said Sebastian and smiled, "Allison wouldn't shut up."

"Thanks, I guess." And let my eyes wonder around the room looking for a redheaded.

CPOV

Simon went to Amantis' to have breakfast, well he doesn't eats he just talked while I ate. We talked a lot, he updated me in everything that happened while I was gone. Then I asked mom were I could train and she told me most shadowhunters, including the lightwoods train in the Accords hall. She told me I didn't have to train today, but I told her I wanted to. So I dressed with my gear and my weapon belt combat boots.

I was looking for Alec, or Isabelle they should be together, Jace should be with him too, so whoever I find first. Then I found a pair of baby blue eyes, those eyes are hard to miss, or forget. Alec's eyes are unique. He seemed to be searching for soothing, maybe me, he said he will. I walked towards them. Jace and Aline were making out, Izzy was talking to a boy who looked about seventeen or eighteen. A girl who looked around my age was talking to Alec but he didn't seem to be listening to her. As I got closer I realized that the boy looked familiar.

He is tall, slender built, black hair, and handsome. The girl was about Isabelle's height, she has long dark brown hair and straight, dark eyes, she is pretty. Finally Alec's eyes found mines, he smiled. He has to stop doing that before I have a heart attack. I love his smiles but I don't think my heart should beat that fast. If my heart does that when he smiles, what is it gonna do when he kisses me. Shut up! You don't even know if he likes you. I'm insane.

"Clary!" said Isabelle as I reached them. "I didn't know you were coming, you should have told me."

"Sorry Izzy, I forgot."

"I finally get to meet the famous Clarissa." Said the boy, then it clicked.

"Sebastian?"

"Yes. I am Sebastian Verlac." He said. He took my hand and kissed.

"Please call me Clary," I said.

"Of course, as you wish," he said and gave me a smile.

"Hi," said the girl, "I'm Allison Verlac, Sebastian's sister." We shook hands and I just smiled at her.

"Hey," Alec called from behind, sending shivers down my spine and making me drop the bag I was holding. When did he get there? Jace picked it up before I could. "sorry," said Alec.

"What's on the bag?" asked Jace as he handed it to me.

"Thanks. Nothing, just something Magnus gave me." I lied. It was Alec's weapon belt.

I threw the dagger, it hit the target .I threw my last two daggers and they both hit the target. Alec was practicing with his bow. He hit the target with every arrow. My eyes were on him, looking at every little detail of his body. Omg! Those abs, he obviously has a six pack. I made my body feel hot, I wanted to touch his body beneath that shirt that marked his muscles every time he stretched. Clary calm down, you're gonna have a heart attack. I tried but couldn't tear my eyes form Alec.

"You have a pretty good aim," I jumped a little as I saw Sebastian standing next to me.

I didn't herd you coming," I said.

"You were distracted," he said as a matter- of- fact. I turned my head to the side to hide my blush.

"Uh, I was observing, I don't know how to use the bow." That was true, Jonathan didn't teach me.

"I would teach you but unfortunately I'm not good at it." He said. He moved a lock of hair that was hanging lose from my pony tail, to the back of my ear. "Pretty."

"um… I'm gonna get some water," I said and walked away from him. I made my way to the table were they had water bottles and took one. Isabelle was walking toward me, grinning.

"He totally likes you," she said and took a bottle.

"I don't know what you're talking about," I said and took a sip.

"Come on, Sebastian likes you."

"I don't like him."

"soooo, why were you staring at my brother," I coghed the water out.

"What? Again, I don't know what you're talking about.'

"Alec, black hair, blue eyes. I saw you staring at him."

"I wasn't staring at him!" I snapped.

"Calm down, no need to snap." Izzy said. "And yes you were."

"I just want to learn to use the bow," I actually do, of course if Alec teaches me.

"ALEXANDER GIDEON LIGHTWOOD!" Isabelle yelled. Alec turned his hed to us, as well as most people in the room, I blushed.

"What the heck! Izzy are you crazy?"

"I'm doing you a favor," she said and before I could say anything Alec was standing next to Izzy.

"What? Why didn't you walked there like a normal person instead of yelling and leving people deaf in the way." Izzy just rolled her eyes at him.

"Clary wants to learn to use the bow. Can you teach her?"

"Yea, sure." He said and smiled at me. Oh god he hast to stop doing that. He's too cute for his own good.

"But not now, we should leave, I'm not in the mood to train." She said.

"But we haven even trained properly!" I protested.

"I'm gonna get Jace." She said ignoring my comment and walked away from us.

"You don't have to teach me," I said turning to Alec.

"But I want to," he said looking at me like if his eyes could see through my soul.

"Thanks," I said. "Oh I have your belt," I said and walked were I had left the bag. He followed me and I gave it to him. Our fingers touched and I felt the warmth even if it was just a second.

"Thanks," he said, he was going to say something else but Jace interrupted.

"Izzy said to hurry up," he said, "why do you have two weapon belts?" he asked Alec.

"Uh… we should go before Izzy starts yelling our full names," Alec said. And walked past Jace and gestured me to follow him. Jace stared at me, I shrugged and followed Alec.

We were walking down the streets of Alicante, we were going to the Lightwood's house. Jace and Aline disappeared, they are probably making out somewhere. Izzy is walking in front talking with Sebastian, he talked to me for a bit but I wasn't into it so he went to talk to Izzy, not before kissing my cheek. Allison was talking to Alec, but he seems off. That girl is stubborn, she has tried to take his hand multiple times, I almost laughed out loud when he crossed his hands in his chest.

"Allison, let's go" said Sebastian, he had stopped walking. Allison made a face, she kissed Alec in the cheek, I felt a pang of jealousy.

"It was nice to meet you, Clary," Sebastian said, now standing next to me. He kissed my cheek.

"Um… yeah it was nice to meet you too," I said awkwardly. And with that the two Verlac siblings walked away.

"See you two home, I got to go somewhere else first," said Isabelle and left us alone.

"I want you to see something," Alec said, he took my hand, I felt butterflies dancing in my stomach.

We walked, Alec guiding me, still holding my hand. His hand feels so warm. We continued walking until there were no houses nearby. We sat on a bench, the view was beautiful. You could see a everything from here, and it was quiet, peaceful.

"The air feels nice," I commented.

"Yea, I like to come here often." Alec said, he was still holding my hand. "When I want to be alone, you are the first person I have brought here."

"Thanks, I really need a place like this, is…. Peaceful."

"It is," he said and smile, his dimples showing. Before I could think I kissed his dimple. I realized what I was doing I drew back.

"I-I… w-we should leave before Izzy gets home." I said and stood up and began to walk. Alec sat frozen for a moment and then followed me, quickly catching up. He garbed my wrist, stopping me. Maybe he's gonna tell me not to kiss him again or call him.

"is not fair," he said, I stared at him confused. "You kiss me and ran away," he explained.

"I-I thought you didn't wanted me to." He ran his thumb through my cheek and kissed it. Kisses on the cheek don't last long, but this one did, not that I complained, the butterflies were back.

"Let's go." He said, he took my hand and we began to walk.

APOV

Isabelle had called Magnus and Simon to hang out. Max was playing with some kids in the neighbor's house. Jace and Aline got here an hour after them. We had eaten, and stayed out a few hours. Then we came home. Clary was sitting next to Simon, Isabelle next to Magnus, and I was sitting alone.

"Pleeeeease," Isabelle insisted, she wanted to take Clary shopping.

"No," Clary said for the fifth time.

"Come on, Clary, they are not many stores here, not may to choose from." Magnus said.

"I still don't want to go," said clary.

"I know a store where they have nice clothing," said Aline, who was sitting in the couch next to Jace.

"The kind Isabelle and Magnus will like?" Clary asked.

"Yes, they have nice clothing. Like I said before."

"Uhum.. but I won't," said Clary. "We don't have the same tastes in clothes," she explained. Jace laughed.

"She doesn't want to dress up like a walking rainbow like Magnus." Magnus glared at him.

"Like the child catcher from Chitty Chitty Bang Bang," Simon said looking up from his manga.

"Goldilocks and Samuel are just jealous I look way better than them," Said Magnus.

"It's Simon," Simon corrected.

"Enough," said Isabelle, "so, are you going?" she asked Clary.

"NO! God, what's wrong with my clothes?" clary threw her hands in the air.

"Nothing," I said.

"Thank you," she said. She smiled, that smile, I want to kiss that smile.

"Says the man who wears black, gray, and white," Izzy said. I shrugged.

"She looks fine to me," I said.

"Shut up, don't you see she doesn't want to go," Isabelle said, glaring at me. "I'm gonna drag you there too, if you don't shut up. You need new clothes."

"When could put him in skinny jeans, and a shirt matching his eyes," suggested Magnus.

"Hell no!"

"Then shush!" Isabelle exclaimed. I rolled my eyes.

I stayed quiet, while they talked about Clary's clothing. Clary seemed bored, looked she wanted to run away from the conversation. She hates shopping. I watched Clary, she was the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I like everything about her. I like facial expressions, smile, blush. She looks adorable when she blushes. Clary is so beautiful.

I love how her lips feel in my skin, and how mines feel on hers. Her skin felt soft on my lips. I like Clary, and maybe… maybe she likes me too. I like clary so much, too much, that I think I…. I love her. But isn't it too soon? Should I tell her I like her or is it too soon? Does she feel the same way? What if she just wants to be friends? No I see it in her eyes, she looks at me the same way I look at her.

Is bliss to wake up next to her, to sleep next to her. She looked so peacefully in her sleep. I slept peacefully too, because she was with me. When she fell asleep I wanted to kiss her, to feel her lips, to taste them. She wouldn't had known, but I didn't. I want to kiss her, but I want her to kiss me back, I want to know if my kiss is welcome or not.

"ALEC!" I barely heard Jace call me.

"Huh?" Was my only answer.

"Why are you all smiley- smiley?" Isabelle asked, everyone was staring at me.

"I'm not!"

"Alec, you were smiling like an idiot!" she insisted. I looked at Jace for help. He shrugged.

"You were, Alec, just spill it. Who's the girl?" Jace asked, I rolled my eyes, I could see from the corner of my eye that Clary was watching me. I looked at her in the eyes and smiled at her, she smiled back, blushing. "Seriously, who's the girl? Izzy said you 'went for a walk' in the morning, did you or were you with her?" Clary was blushing deeply.

"Raziel, why are you all so interested in my love life?"

"Because I'm your sister, you are supposed to tell me!" Isabelle said, I rolled my eyes.

"I'm the one who is supposed to ask you about it, I'm the oldest!"

"And I'm your parabati, brother, and friend, I have to know!" I rolled my eyes at Jace.

"Can we not talk about this, please."

"We have to!" Isabelle insisted. "is she pretty?" she asked

"Yes, she is" Magnus said, he had been quiet until now, my eyes went wide. Everybody looked at him, wide eyed. "She has pretty hair and beautiful green eyes, she is really pretty and sweet." She was looking at Clary. My mouth was hanging open. He… he knows.

"You told Magnus but not me!" Jace said offended.

"Since when do you a Magnus best friends that you tell him about your love life?" Izzy yelled, I was too shocked to answer.

"Oh, he didn't tell me," Magnus said.

"Then how-" Isabelle began.

"I have my ways, and well, it's pretty obvious. " Magnus said.

"Who is it?" Isabelle asked.

"Is not my place to tell." He said and winked. " it's getting late I should go. You have your key Samuel?"

"Simon! And yes I do. Don't put glitter in my things." Simon said.

"Can't promise." Magnus said, he waved goodbye, kissed Clary and Isabelle in the cheek and left.

Night time

CPOV

I was lying in bed thinking about today. When we went out to eat and talk, I caught Alec staring several times. We'll lock our eyes together for a moment. And when we were at the Lightwood's, the way he smiled at me made want to hug and kiss him. When Isabelle and Jace asked him about the girl he looked at me. Magnus said he knows who she is and when he talked of her he looked at me, he said she has green eyes. It's me right? Does Alec really likes me? A knock in the door interrupted my thoughts.

"Can come in?"

"Of course, mom." The door opened and she walked in.

"Clary I need to tell you something," she said.

"what is it?'

"I didn't wanted to tell you yesterday because I didn't want you to worry about it," she paused and then continued. "When we went to the Clave to let them know you and Alec were home, we told them your story. But they still want to hear it from you. There's a meeting tomorrow, you are going to tell everything to them. They'll use the Mortal sword on you. Luke and I tried to talk them out of it, so did Maryse and Robert. But they said we don't have to worry about it, they just want details. Clary I'm sor-"

"It's ok, mom, really." Is NOT ok.

"It's tomorrow at nine, but we have to leave a little bit earlier, so sleep well. Are you ok?"

"Yes, I-I am." I lied. "Goodnight mom."

"Goodnight," she kissed my forehead and left the room.

I sat in the floor, pulled my legs to my chest and began to cry. What am I gonna do? I don't want mom to know everything. I haven't tell them everything. They don't know that Jonathan tried to rape me. They don't know valentine slapped me several times. They don't know I was injured by a demon. They don't know the reason I made the rune. They don't know why he let Alec go. I felt like the room was getting smaller and smaller, the walls closing the space and I can't bread. I need to get out of here. I shoved my phone in my pocket, locked my room so they'll think al asleep, I took my weapon belt, and putted on my leather jacket. I took my stele and pressed it to my skin, making two runes; soundless, and the one I used to escape, to be invisible for demons, Downworlder and Shadowhounters. I opened the window and jumped.

APOV

I can't sleep, again. I have been just rolling over in bed. Mom told us what's happening tomorrow. They'll question Clary with the Mortal sword. And they'll know what she doesn't what them to. They'll know what she was going to give Jonathan. I hers my phone vibrate. A text from clary.

Open your window. Please. I sat up confused. I stood up and walked to the window, I opened and looked down, there was no one there. Why did she want me to open it?

Something knocked me over. I fell in the floor, and with some weight on top. Like if someone was on top of me. But I couldn't see anyone.

"Sorry," a familiar voice said. Clary. But why can't I see her? I mean the lights are turned off still, I should be able to see her. Suddenly I was able to see her face, then could see her.

"Clary? But how-"

"I used two runes."

"Oh." She was still on top of me, her face just inches from mine. I could feel her breathing. She moved her hands to my chest to roll over.

"Y-You aren't wearing a shirt." Shit. Thank god the lights were off and she couldn't see my blush.

"Sorry. I-I…"

"Is not your fault, you didn't know I was coming." She said and stood up, and helped me up.

"Is something wrong?" I asked.

"Is just that I have to go to the clave and I..." she started sobbing. I walked her to my bed and sat her down, I wrapped my arms around her, blushing because I still haven't put on a shirt.

"Is ok, I'll be there with you."

"Can I... sleep here?" she asked shyly. I took a shirt from the drawer and pulled it over my head.

"Of course." I placed a kiss in her forehead. Tears kept falling down her cheeks, I wipe the tears away with my thumb. I pulled her legs over the bed so she was lying down. I hesitated, what now?

"C-Can y-you hug me?" she asked shyly. I lay down next to her and wrapped my arms around her body. She buried her face in my chest. She cried in my chest while I rubbed her back. "Thank you."

"Anything for you clary," I kissed her forehead, again. "Now sleep."

"Goodnight, Alec," she said and kissed my cheek. She placed her head in my chest, again, and hugged me tight.

"Goodnight, Clary." We fell asleep together, and it was the best feeling in the world.

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FIRST KISS next chapter? Review and I'll see

Love,

-Karimebane. (karime. I'm Mrs. Bane in my dreams. I can't help it, i have a crush on Magnus and Alec.)