Hey, Its me. I'm alive. A lot has happened and this is me telling you everything that's happened. Let's go back an entire year ago.
Around this time last year, I was suffering from some major writers block. Lily and I went to Florida at the end of July. Both of us were over worked and my Grandmother was sick and we just needed a getaway. We spent eight wonderful and relaxing/fun (mostly because of going to FREAKINGHARRYPOTTER at Universal). When we got home, life just seemed to take over. My grandmother grew increasingly sick and then Lily announced that she was PREGNANT! Because she is so close with my family, my mom, brother, and grandparents were super excited. While all of this is going on, my mom filed for divorcee. My dad had got fired... TWICE... and was not putting any effort into finding a job or doing anything what-so-ever around the house to help my mom. She got sick of it and decided she was done. My whole childhood, my parents fought a lot but my mom put up with it because of me and my brother. Around holiday time, my grandmother was diagnosed and basically her esophagus wasn't letting food pass into her stomach so she was basically starving to death plus some other stuff that is more gross and medical. She had a surgery in hopes it would extend her life by a couple years. In the beginning it was working all right. Unfortunately it only extended her life by a couple of months. In march, she started to go down hill. Also in March, my dog got really sick. She ended up having to have emergency surgery That literally cost me 1000 times what I paid for her (her previous owners literally just gave her to me so i had to spend $1,000). It was worth it though because I love her to pieces. It took two very hard weeks for my grandmother to finally pass. If you've never had a loved one pass, it may sound as if i wanted her to die but where i work in a nursing home, it's a normal part of life that I am very used to. When someone who is dying holds so hard to life that their body is actively dying but the person inside lingers, It's very hard to watch from a caretaker point of view and it's much, much worse from a family POV. Well my grandmother passed and we had her funeral the next Saturday. LITERALLY THE NEXT DAY, I planned, set up, and hosted Lily's baby shower. After that my grandfather (who I live with) had to get used to it being just him and I instead he, my grandmother, and I. He was lost for a while because he didn't know what to do with himself. For so long, most of my life, he has had to care for her in some form. Now he just didn't. May rolled around and Lily's due date grew closer. Finally, very early in the morning we got the call from her to come to the hospital. On May 4th, I got to watch my best friend give birth. It was beautiful and very gross at the same time and I had a very close up view (I got to hold her leg). Then as of June first quit my job and started a new one. Throughout this whole time, my writers block stuck around. However I have been working on HSH on and off. Now I've realized I've been gone for and entire year and I miss Sam, and writing, and all of you amazing readers that have continued to review. That's not to mention the ones who have PM'ed me and and asked how iIm doing.
That has been my year in a nutshell. I felt like you guys deserved and explanation.
I should have a new chapter very, VERY, soon. Like within the next few days. I am going to a music festival this weekend though so I'm gonna try to get a chapter to you guys before that.
I hope you are all well and I seriously love you all for reading my stuff.