sorry i have been gone for ages! I couldnt get into my account for the longest time but i am back now
Alicias POV:
Im sitting in the ED wondering what to do. I hate myself for what i did but never did i want this to happen. As i sit on the bed i am in my own world and dont notice Ethan walk into the room.
"Hey" he says as i jump out of my daze.
"Im so sorry Ethan. I wanted to tell you but i didnt know how to. I thought you would leave me." I say trying not to cry. He wraps his arms around me, climbs onto the bed next to me and lays down hugging me tight.
"Dont be silly Alicia. You have got me for good. Nothing will make me leave you." as we lay together i fall into a deep slumber only to be woken up an hour later by Duffy.
"We just need to do another scan to make sure there is no infection or any other problems okay sweetie." she says sweetly as i lay with Ethan closing my eyes. I dont want to look at the screen. Im not ready. Next thing i know i see Duffys face change from sadness to shock as she leaves to call on another midwife. Upon entering the room she proceeds with the scan. Both ladies are shocked at what they see and i dont know why until i listen carefully.
"Is that what i think it is? How?" Ethan asks. We cant believe it.
"Obviously baby was in a funny way that we couldnt get a clear enough listen to the heart before. Either way there is defiantly a heartbeat there" she says smiling at us both. I cant control the tears as i throw myself over Ethan crying uncontrollably about what we have just been told. This is a second chance for us to be a family and this time i will do it right. As Duffy and the other midwife leave i sit and think to myself. How can i love someone so much that i havent even met yet...