Calebs POV:

I keep running. I don't know where I'm going but i just have to keep going. She's right. Its my fault he is hurt. How could i be so stupid. I'm his big brother. I'm meant to look after and protect him but instead all i do is get him hurt. As i stop to take a breath i place myself down onto a bench and calm down. I don't know what to think. On one hand mum was right. It is my fault but how could she say that I'm no longer her son! I didn't mean for him to get hurt. As i place my head down onto my hands someone comes and sits down beside me. As i look up to my surprise i see Dylan of all people?!

"Followed me?" i say no emotion in my voice as he looks at me confused.

"No actually i was walking Dervla and saw you sitting here. Something wrong?" he hasn't been in so probably didn't know about Nibbles. I tell him everything from the accident to my mum. He just sits there. Not sure whether he is actually listening to what I'm saying but its nice he is here. As i stop talking i pause and look at him for some kind of response.

"I don't know what to say to make you feel better Caleb. I've never been in that position but i can say this. She is most likely regretting everything she said to you. Its not your fault. Its no ones fault. It was a freak accident that we couldn't see coming. Why don't i give you a lift back to the ED and you can go see her. I'm sure she will want to see you." I nod in agreement and i follow Dylan to his car and jump in next to him and Dervla as we head back to the hospital. Arriving back to the ED i thank Dylan and head off to see mum. I walk towards the family room as i see her pacing up and down looking a mix of upset and worry. Opening the door she spins around and grabs me bringing me into a hug.

"I'm so sorry sweetie. I don't know why i said that. It wasn't you fault. None of it is. I'm sorry" As i pull away from her arms i tell her its okay. I then turn my attention elsewhere and ask if there was any news.

"Not yet but hopefully soon she says as we both sit down and begin the wait again for news on Ethan.