A/N: There will be flashbacks of the events that happened in Lynn's life from now on. That way, you don't have to listen to her 'talking' to the camera the whole time, you can actually read what happened and what the people were saying in those situations.

I close my eyes for a moment and sigh. It's not even that bad but tears are welling up and are threatening to roll down my cheeks. I guess it sounds lame and crazy when you think about it, but Castiel was my everything since we were 6 years old. I never wanted to hurt him or lose him. I have to go on with the story, I can't let my viewers down. I can't let anyone down. Time for the next horrible moment in my life: The day I discovered my dad was cheating on my mom. Great.

"A few days later I was still sad about Castiel, but I managed to go to school and attend my classes properly. Life went on, and in two or three weeks later I was starting to get better and look a little more like myself again. A year passed and nothing bad had happened to me. But then something happened. I woke up around 3 o'clock in the morning to get something to drink. That's when I heard my parents talking downstairs. My mom was shouting at my dad and I went downstairs to hear what they were saying. Fortunately, they didn't notice me, so I could listen to them carefully."

"I couldn't exactly hear what they were saying at first, but they were talking about someone named Amanda. Then my mom started talking louder and I heard the words 'cheating', 'children', 'distant' and 'love'. The only sentence I heard after that was 'Get out. Go live with Amanda and don't show your face here again.' I still talk to him, but our relationship is complicated right now."

"My mom couldn't pay for the house alone, so we had to move to the town my mom grew up in. We moved 3 months after finding out about my dad and Amanda. It was probably the quietest town in America, because when we got there, we didn't see anyone on the streets."

Flashback~

"Mom, do we really have to move here? It's really easy to get another house in the city where we lived, right? So why do we have to move to this town at the other side of the fucking country?" I walked over to my mom, who was unpacking some boxes to see if there were any plates to eat on.

"Lynn, language! Your sister is standing right next to you!" My mom looked at me with anger. It's not like I care. I swear all the fucking time, what does it matter? She's so annoying, acting like she's all high and mighty.

"So? She's 15 and I'm almost 17. We're not kids anymore, mom. You don't have to protect us like you did when we were younger." I'm a little annoyed, but I smile weakly. I don't want to get into a fight with her. Not now. Not when we need each other more than ever. After everything that's happened, I want her an Jasmine to stay by my side. I can't lose anyone again.

"Sorry. I didn't want to leave my friends behind and you know how hard it is for me to make new ones." That is true, but that's not the reason I didn't want to be here. This is the town Castiel's favorite band is from. There you go again Lynn, turning everything into a problem. And EVERYTHING is ALWAYS about Castiel. I know I shouldn't be thinking about him, but I do. I still do, even after 2 years.

"I know sweetheart, but maybe this is good. A fresh start, without people who know us or can judge us. It's a great chance for us, baby. It's going to be okay and of course you're gonna make a lot of new friends! I know you and you're one of the most caring people I know. You'll do great, I just know you will." My mom smiled at me. She can be pretty annoying, but she's also a really sweet person. I love her for who she is.

"Thanks mom. That cheered me up a little." Yeah. Just a little.

"No problem sweetie. Now let's get something to eat, shall we?" I'm just craving pizza right now. With extra cheese. Please. Now. Thankfully, that's what I got in the end.

A few days later…

We moved here in the summer, so we didn't have to go to school immediately. We had a few days to get to know the people and look around in the town. But the day came, finally. First day of school. Great. First days are always my favorite… Who am I kidding? I hate it.

"Morning sis. I made eggs, do you want some?" Jasmine sat down and put her plate onto the table, while looking at me with questioning eyes. She's only 14, but she could be my twin sister if I didn't know any better. She looks really old for her age, or I just look really young. She still acts like a little kid though.

"Sure. Thanks, Jasmine. Where's mom?" I smile and sit down while she gets my eggs for me.

"She went shopping, I think. Said something about making dinner tonight and eating together as a family again. Anyways, first day of school! Are you excited to meet new people?"

"I guess… I just really miss my friends and it's hard for me to make new ones. Also, I don't want to be 'The New Girl'. I know everyone is gonna stare at me and know I don't belong there. It's such a small town, so everyone knows each other.

After I finish my breakfast, I start getting ready for school. "Jasmine, I'm leaving in 5 minutes! If you want to join me, you better hurry!" I shout to her. She went upstairs after breakfast to get ready for school. I think she's more excited than I am, because as soon as she heard my voice, she ran downstairs. "Careful, don't fall! You know what happened to me 4 years ago."

"Yeah, I know. You fell down the stairs and broke your toe. You're so clumsy!" She giggles. I really am. I broke my toe and had to stay home for 2 weeks, just when I had gotten the lead role in the school's play. I couldn't practice with them and ended up performing without practice. Nobody noticed, though, and everyone complimented me on my performance.

"We have to go, or we're gonna be late. Let's talk about my clumsiness later." Let's get this party started. First day of school, here I come. Ugh.

"Lynn and Jasmine Carter?" I nod and smile weakly. "I'm principal Shermansky, nice to finally meet you. Welcome to Sweet Amoris! I'm sorry, I don't have the time to give you a tour through the school. Maybe the Student Body President will, though. If you'll excuse me, I have some business to take care of." The Principal walks away, mumbling something about a red-haired student who causes trouble. What did she say again? The Student Body President? How are we supposed to find him when she hasn't told us anything about him? The day is starting off great already.

We asked some students about this guy, and it turned out his 'office' was right around the corner. We didn't see anybody when we walked inside. I wanted to leave, but when I turned around I bumped into a guy with blond hair who was holding a cup of coffee. And of course, that coffee was all over my new shirt when I bumped into him. "Great. What's with me today? I didn't break a mirror or something, why all the bad luck?" I look at my shirt. That stain will be difficult to get out later.

"I'm so sorry! I didn't see you! I don't get many visitors here, so…" The guy smiles awkwardly and runs his hand through his hair. After that, he just stares at my clothes, who are completely ruined because of the coffee. After a while, he finally speaks up again. "I'm… Nathaniel. I'll go get you something to clean your clothes. I think the stain will stay, though. I'm so sorry…"

"It's okay. I think it's just my bad luck. The principal had to be somewhere, so she told us to find the Student Body President and ask him to give us a tour of the school. We didn't know his name of where his 'office' was, so we had to ask some students. We got here and there was nobody around, and we still haven't found him, so… what are you doing here?" Nathaniel starts laughing and runs his hand through his hair again. What's so funny? I didn't say anything wrong, did I?

"It's nice to meet you! You must be Lynn Carter, and your sister Jasmine? I'm Nathaniel, the Student Body President. And yes, I'll give you guys a tour. Let me just get some paperwork done."

Oh. That's why he laughed. I smile. I feel stupid for not realizing it. I mean, he was heading for this room when we bumped into each other, right? I should've known he was the Student Body President.

"Alright, let's start with the tour, shall we? Follow me!" He's kind of cute. And nice, I know that much. Maybe this isn't such a bad day after all.

After Nathaniel gave us the tour, he told me where I needed to be for my first class: English. He's really nice, I think we could be friends. While he showed me and Jasmine around, he told us a little bit about himself and what he likes, and we did the same. We got to know each other pretty well in such a short time. It was only 15 minutes, because classes were starting and we had to leave.

"Alright, so go left and then right. That's where you'll find the classroom. Good luck, Bad Boy also takes that class. Almost never shows up though, but when he does, you better watch your back."

"What? Who? What's his name? Hey, Nathaniel, wait!" Too late Lynn, he's gone. Damn, he sure runs fast. Better get to class, then.

Let's get started.

A/N: Let me know what you think by leaving a comment. If there are any mistakes, tell meeeee ^-^ Next update will be on the 20th of July. After that I'm leaving. I will be staying in Spain for 3 weeks, so I can't update weekly. After those 3 weeks, I will go on and update every Thursday. Thanks for reading!