"It'll be okay, Lynn. It can't be that bad! It was such a long time ago, he can't possibly be mad at you now. Just- come with me. I know a place where we can talk in private, instead of the school's bathroom."

Present (talking to the camera)

"I followed Rosa to the roof, where we could talk in private and told her about my past with Castiel. When I mentioned his name, she was quiet. I asked her if she knew anything about what happened to him, because he didn't behave like the Castiel I knew. Now I knew that people could change overtime, but he was really aggressive when I saw him. She told me what she knew about his time here, and what happened to him and his girlfriend back then. I knew it. She played him and ran away to become the star she always wanted to be."

"After our talk we got off the roof and took the classes that were left for that day. They were introductions to the subjects mostly, though. It wasn't all that bad. But I just couldn't get Castiel out of my head. I felt so sorry for him, but I did warn him about.. Debbie. Heh, it sounds so weird when I say that name. Sorry! Let's get back to the story."

"A week passed and Castiel and I didn't speak to each other. It probably didn't mean anything to him, I thought to myself back then. I just couldn't get him out of my head. I wanted to approach him, talk to him, but I didn't know how to do that! It had been such a long time since we had spoken, and I was afraid I would ruin everything. After all, I had to go to school here for another year, so I didn't want to fight with him."

"Rosalya was being extremely nice to me and helped me with everything. I often spent my hours at her place after school, studying or watching movies with her. We got very close in the short time of a week. I was feeling down about the whole situation, but she always managed to make me feel better with her silly jokes or bad movies she picked. So when Saturday came, I felt like I could go to the party she asked me to accompany her to. It was some guy's birthday and he had invited the entire school to come to his house."

"Rosa insisted that I would borrow some of her clothes, because I looked like shit at the moment and my clothes weren't exactly... Nice. So she took me to her house to help me get dressed and I must say, she has extremely good taste. Everything I know about fashion, I learned from her."

"When we were ready, we got into Rosa's car and drove to our destination. I don't know what I was thinking at that moment, because of course Castiel would be there too. It was the party pf the year and everyone was there. How could I have been so stupid?"

Flashback

"Fuck, Rosa! There's a possibility that he's here too! Oh god, why did I decide to come with you?"

"Of course he's here, it's the party of the year. I only took you to this party so I could have some fun while you talk to Castiel and tell him who you are and what you feel. I can't believe you didn't see this coming. I want you to be happy, Lynn. So I insist you guys make up. I can't stand to see you like this."

Okay. It's now or never. I'm terrified, but I knew it had to happen someday. This is the time I'm going to reveal myself to him and talk to him about everything that's happened.

But, before I can do that, I need to find him first. "Rosa, do you know where he might be? You know this house better than I do, right?"
"He's probably downstairs getting wasted, because that's where the alcohol is. You go look there, and I'll ask around." I smile and nod.
"Thanks Rosa! I owe you one! See you later!"

Instead of going downstairs, I go to the bathroom and look into the mirror, at my reflection, and smile weakly. "Stupid Castiel with his stupid cute face and stupid memories of me and him playing together as kids." I mutter to myself. I take a deep breath and walk out of the bathroom. I close the door and walk downstairs, ready to face Castiel.

When I get downstairs, Castiel is the first one I see. I slowly walk over to him. He's talking to other people, but when he sees me staring at him, he stops. He sends me a cocky grin and resumes talking to the people, but glances my way a couple of times. When I finally get the courage to walk up to him after a few minutes of calming myself down, he immediately turns his head to look at me. "I was waiting for you to come up and talk to me, Sweetheart. You were just standing by yourself right there. Is there anything you want to ask me?" I hear the sarcasm in his voice and look down, at my shoes. The sneakers I bought just before I moved here. I haven't worn them much.

"I-I wanted to ask you if you could come with me so we can talk. I want to tell you something, in private, if that's possible."

"If it's something you need to tell me, you can also say it to my friends of there, Princess. So, what do you say?" Of course he acts childish like that. It's because he's nervous.

"Alright then, Castiel Adams. What happened with you and that girl of yours, what was her name, Deborah? Why did you break up with her? Was it something she did, or was it you?" I say, loud enough so his friends can hear. If he wants to play dirty, so can I. I won't let him toy with me Again.

"S-Shut up! Nobody needs to know that. How do you know anyway?" He whispers to me, as if he's afraid the people in the back will hear him Of course that's not possible. The music's too loud to hear a person speaking with a normal tone. His friends just continue to talk, they didn't hear anything or they simply do not care. "Fine, I'll talk to you in private. What's your name anyway?"

"Lynn. Lynn Carter."

"Lynn..? What are you doing here?" He asks, voice full of sadness and pain.

"Stuff happened. Doesn't matter. What does matter however, is our situation. Why did you leave me like that?" I want him to know what it did to me.

"Lynn, I-"

"No! No more excuses! I don't want to be played by you again! You were my best friend, and you left me! For her! And now, Castiel? Where is she now?"

"Gone." I walk up to him, voice soft and touch his face. "I know you liked her. But you shouldn't have left me like that. I warned you. You should've listened to the friend, that has been with you almost your entire life! And who was there, when you needed help? Who was there for you, when you got into a fight again, and got hurt?" A tear rolls down my cheek and I back off from him. "I trusted you. Now I realize I shouldn't have."

"Goodbye, Cas."

A/N: I'm really sorry it's a week later than I promised! I didn't think about it at first, but we came home on Friday night instead of Thursday, so I missed the day where I was supposed to update. I didn't want to update randomly, so I waited a week before publishing this. I'm so sorry, I hope you guys can forgive me :(

I also had some trouble with this chapter, that's why it's kinda short. I didn't know what to write at first, but I managed to get it done. Please leave a review and tell me what you think! :)