Rachel followed Cassandra into the last cabin, she ignored the looks from other people. Rachel entered the cabin and before she realized it, she was pushed against the closed door and Cassandra pressed their lips together. Again.

This time the kiss was more forcefully and intense. Rachel loved the feeling and the smoothness of Cassandra's skin, she touched her face, wrapped her arms around Cassandra's neck and played with her hair.

Rachel tasted the tequila in Cassandra's mouth. Cassandra had her hands pressed on the door, next to Rachel's shoulders. She didn't dare to touch Rachel, she knew she wouldn't stop. Just like the kiss, she couldn't bring herself to stop.

After a while Rachel realized what she was doing. She stopped and looked in Cassandra's eyes. Both flushed and Rachel touched Cassandra's face again, then she gave her a kiss on the cheek.

"Thank you." With that Rachel left her standing there. Rachel started crying once she left the restroom, she got her phone out of her bra. People were watching her, she saw some girls stare angry to the rest room, like they thought Cassandra did something to hurt her. Rachel dialed Kurt's number, while she left the club. She smiled at the bouncer, who looked concerned at the crying girl. He got her a cab and opened the door for her.

"Thanks." He nodded and Rachel walked back to the told the driver the address. Kurt didn't answer his phone, so she just sent him a text.

-i left. See u home. R.

The cab driver pulled over and gave her a smile, probably because she was still crying. Rachel paid him and went upstairs.

"Oh no! Damn it" She had no keys. She had no purse and she just took her phone and some money with her. She looked on her phone, Kurt hasn't answered yet. He probably didn't hear it with the music. "That's just great." Rachel still cried, but had to laugh about her own stupidity.

She didn't want to sit outside their apartment until Kurt came home, so she decided to go to the roof. She had some serious thinking to do and needed to sober up.

It wasn't cold so she just sat there and watched the stars. Rachel knew the kiss was a bad idea, they shouldn't have kissed in the first time, but it happened.

Nobody can change that. It's not like she didn't like that, but she still didn't know if she was gay, she just knew she was attracted to her teacher.

"Oh god. This is so bad." She wondered when Kurt would come home and looked on her phone to see if bad wrote her, she had two missed calls and one text, but not from Kurt. She didn't know the caller, but was pretty sure it was Cassandra.

-call me, right now Schwimmer! C.

Rachel was hurt by the name Cassandra used, but she didn't call back, instead she tried to call Kurt again.

"Rachel! Where are you?" Kurt sounded concerned.

"I'm home. Did you leave the club"

"Yes, I got your text and went straight home, but you're not here!" He almost yelled at her.

"Yes I am. I'm on the roof. I had no keys so I had I wait for you" While she talked she got up and went downstairs.

"I though something happened..."

"Yeah... Anyway I'm there" She knocked on the door and hung up. When Kurt opened he door he hugged her tight.

"Whoa, Kurt what's up?"

"Well, it thought something happened to you."

"Why?" She was confused and Kurt let her go. They walked over to his bed.

"One of the guys I talked to told me you left crying, I checked my phone and saw your text."

"Oh..." Rachel looked on the floor.

"Aren't you going to tell me what happened?" Kurt still looked confused.

"Do you think I'm gay, if I kissed a girl and liked it?"

"I don't know..." Kurt got confused. "Did you like it?"

"What?"

"The kiss." Rachel flushed.

"II never said I kissed anybody."

"Yeah well, I figured that out on my own." His voice sounded sarcastic.

"Yes...and no. I mean yes I liked it but it was... I don't know I think it was wrong. It shouldn't have happened" Kurt looked angry.

"I thought you, with two gay dads and me, your best friend, who's gay, you had no problem with that." He stood up and stared angry at her.

"No Kurt! It's not that. I didn't mean it like that. I didn't mean it shouldn't have happened because she´s a woman! I mean..." Kurt still stared at her, but not angry anymore.

"You meant...?" Rachel wasn't sure if she should tell Kurt. He was her best friend, but this was a complicated situation. She decided to tell him, she had to talk to somebody, and it wouldn't be her parents or Cassandra!

"I kissed Cassandra" Rachel looked shyly up, she didn't know how Kurt would react. He just stood there without any expression. "Kurt say something, please!" Rachel begged him.

"I don't know what."

"Well, just something. I mean she kissed me first, but then she stopped and walked away and then I kissed her and then I stopped and walked away." Rachel talked so fast it was all just a blur. Kurt sat next to her and rubbed her back, because she cried again.

"Come down Rachel..."

"I-I can't, I don't know why that happened and she's my teacher and-"

"Rachel." Kurt turned to face her and held up her face.

"What?" She stopped sobbing.

"You can't change your feelings, so just try to accept them." He smiled at her.

"That's no good advice Kurt." She laughed a little.

"I'm sorry, I never had a case of a student-teacher relationship." She glared at him.

"Kurt, we don't have a relationship. We're not together or something" Rachel rolled her eyes at him, but Kurt couldn´t stop grinning at her.

"Tell me again, this time slowly please." So Rachel did, she told Kurt everything she remembered and left no details, at least as far as she remebered. Kurt kept quiet and listened, he sometimes nodded, but that's all.

"You didn't kiss her." Kurt simply said.

"Yea not technically, but I wanted it."

"But you didn't."

"Yah..." Kurt was right. He stood up and got his coat.

"You're okay?"

"I guess; where are you going?"

"I have to take care of something." He grabbed his key and left before Rachel could ask anymore questions. Rachel curled up in Kurt's bed and took her phone. She read Cassandra's text again and decided to answer.

- I don't like it, when you call me Schwimmer. I don't even know if it's a nice name or a bad one. R.

-listen Schwimmer, we need to talk, call me, answer your phone or come over whatever, just talk to me

-I don't wanna talk to you. R.

Rachel got up and put her phone on the night stand, then she got out of the dress and put a tank top and hot pants on. She curled up in her bed and thought about what happened, and what would happen, because she had to go to school on Monday and face Cassandra. Despite all that she fell asleep pretty fast.

Rachel woke up, because it knocked on the door, she didn't know what time it was, but assumed it was Kurt.

"Kurt..." She groaned and walked to the door.

"Where're your key?" She opened the door and someone stormed inside, it was too fast for her, that's why she closed the door and turned around.

"Why didn't you call?" And Rachel recognized her. It was Cassandra, right there in her living room.

"Get out!"

"I'm not leaving." Rachel whined, she was sure Cassandra made no jokes, but Rachel also didn't want to talk to her. So she did something she never thought she would do, just went back to bed and ignored Cassandra.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Cassandra stood there in daze and watched Rachel climbing in her bed.

"No. I told you to leave, if you wanna stay and watch me sleep, enjoy yourself, but you could open the door for Kurt later." With that Rachel just wrapped her blanket around her and Cassandra stood there.

That didn't went the way she intended it to. Cassandra knew they shouldn't have kissed, she didn't regret it, but they needed to talk about it, before school starts on Monday. Rachel tried her best to fall asleep again, but with Cassandra standing there, just watching Rachel, Rachel started to feel self-conscious.

"What do you want?" Rachel didn't look at Cassandra she just kept pretending to try to sleep.

"You, talking to me."

"Not gonna happen, so you can leave. Bye"

"Yea, well not gonna happen." If Rachel wants to play, then game on.

"I am trying to sleep here." Rachel was annoyed, but really tired. "Go on. I'll just wait here for you to talk to me."

"Great." Cassandra walked trough the apartment. It was nice, nothing she was used to, but still nice. She liked the personal touch it had. She heard Rachel's steady breathing and couldn't believe the girl actually fell asleep.

"Unbelievable." Cassandra shook her head and looked though Rachel's stuff. She had some pretty good CDs, of course everything Barbra Streisand ever published, and a nice DVD collection. She walked over to Rachel and watched her for a few moments sleeping, until she thought how sweet Rachel was and got sick of that feeling. She got bored, so she looked trough Rachel's clothes.

She didn't like most of Rachel's clothes, but there were a few things, she might have bought herself. When Cassandra found the white boxes, she got curious and opened them.

"Wow." Cassandra was bluffed about those dresses and she was certain Rachel couldn't afford them. She wanted to try the black one on, so she got out of her own clothes. When she just stood there, in her underwear it knocked on the door. Since Rachel didn't move, she walked over to the door and opened it.

A big, goofy looking guy stood there and flushed when he saw her.

"What? Never seen a woman in her underwear? I'm sure at home you´ve got some magazines." He opened his moth but nothing came out, so he closed it again.

"Gosh, you're not the talker either, huh." She turned around and saw Rachel still sleeping. "Wait a sec." He just stood there in shock. "Rachel? Rachel there's someone on the door." Her voice was soft.

Rachel raised the blanket over her head, and Cassandra shook her a little.

"Rachel?" Rachel immediately sat up, when she heard his voice. "Oh my god, oh my god, that's Finn! Why are you still here? And why are you naked?" Rachel whispered.

"I'm not...naked." Rachel got up and mentioned for Cassandra to stay there, while she quickly walked over to the door, she fixed her hair a little on the way.

"Hi Finn. What's up?" He still stood there in shock.

"I wanted to talk to you." She made a grimace, the second one who wanted to talk to her. "But I guess you're kinda busy." He raised an eyebrow.

"What? Me? No, no I'm not" She flushed, because she knew what it looked like, Cassandra opening the door almost naked and Rachel laying in bed. "I... I mean it's not what it looks like."

"Are you sure?" He looked at the woman behind Rachel, who was watching him with a seductive grin on her face, arm crossed.

"Rachel are you coming?" Rachel swallowed hard, pressed her lips tight and close her eyes. Cassandra wanted it to sound playful and it worked, Finn raised an eyebrow an was about to say something, but Rachel ignored him.

"I'm sorry, I've to talk to Finn, but you can start already if you want." Rachel turned around and gave Cassandra a smirk. "Well Finn I'm sorry, I'm busy as you can see. What did you wanna talk about? Is it important."

"Yes. It was. To me anyway, obviously you're already done with me." She gave him a sad smile.

"Sorry Finn. But call me sometime. Good night."

"Night." Then Rachel closed the door and turned around.

"What the hell?! Why are you naked!" Rachel spoke quietly, in case Finn still stood in front of her door.

"I told you, I'm not."

"Put some clothes on, like right now!" Rachel had breathing problems and Cassandra liked that.

SoSo she smirked at Rachel. "Or what?"

Rachel got her phone and took a picture.

"You know I will sue you and win if you share it." She was certain Rachel wouldn't dsre to take a picture, she couldn't even look

"But everybody would have seen you already."

"And you would never become a famous Broadway star." Touché.

"Please, can you put some clothes on?" Rachel almost begged her.

"Will you talk to me?"

"I don't know what you want to talk about."

"I'm sure you do." Cassandra had her arms still crossed.

"Can't we just pretend nothing ever happened? I won't tell anybody you kissed me, I swear"

"Whoa, what? You kissed me first!"

"What? No! In the club I was talking about, well you know, and then you kissed me, I mean I wanted the second kiss but still I just followed you and you kissed me." They almost yelled at each other.

"Yea in the damn club, but at my apartment, last night, you kissed me."

"I did?" Rachel was shocked and looked for her phone.

"Yah."

"I've to call Kurt." Cassandra grabbed the phone before she could.

"The hell you will call him, you're gonna talk to me now." Cassandra was pissed now.

"Great. Well I kissed you, I guess, and then you kissed me twice, what's there to talk about?" Rachel knew exactly what there was to talk about.

"A lot. How do you wanna handle it."

"Handle it? Pretend like nothing has changed!" Rachel was pacing around and her voice was already high pitched, she was nervous and she didn´t want to look at Cassandra, because the woman was still half naked.

Now they were yelling at each other and Rachel saw, that Cassandra was pissed.

"Alright-" Cassandra put her clothes on and Rachel watched her, she didn´t really want Cassandra to leave."-see you on Monday, Schwimmer."

With that Cassandra left the apartment. Rachel went back to bed and had some serious problems falling asleep again after what happened.

Sunday came and Rachel hated it. The whole weekend was bad so the Sunday wouldn't be better. When she got up, she went to the bathroom and got ready, after that she made some coffee and saw a note.

-I'm in the city, ill be back by afternoon. Kurt xo

She looked on the watch, it was just past 1 pm, but she didn't know what to do on a Sunday. She couldn't call Finn, or Brody and Kurt was busy. Rachel just realized that she had no female friends. She drank her coffee and put some music on. Rachel danced around, while she cleaned the apartment up.

When she was finished she got bored, but the weather was nice so she thought she could take a walk. It was the end of the summer and probably one of the last nice days. She quickly changed into jeans and a shirt, took her keys and phone and left the apartment. Outside the building she got her earphones and listened to some music. Rachel went to the subway and drove a while till she arrived at the right station and got out. While she walked upstairs she had a smile on her face, which grew bigger with every step Outside the sunlight hit Rachel, but she didn't care, she loved this place.

She was at the Times Square. She walked and looked at the posters of Broadway shows and hoped about her name being up there some day. While she was walking and dreaming about her future career, she totally forgot he time. When she looked around the corner and found a theater that was closed, it looked like it was closed for a few years, Rachel just walked over there.

She didn't really know why, because she definitely did not want her name on closed theaters. She looked over the posters on the walls and that's when she found it. Cassandra July. On a Broadway poster, it was just a little show and Rachel didn't know it, but she really liked the poster. Cassandra looked really pretty on it with some guy Rachel did not know. Rachel took a picture, but decided then to take the whole poster, the theater was closed anyway so she was sure nobody would mind. Rachel's phone rang, while she was rolling up the poster.

"Hello?" She struggled a little, talking on the phone while rolling the poster to take it with her.

"It's me."

"Hey Kurt, what's up?"

"You want to eat dinner with me and Isabelle?" Kurt sounded quite excited, although dinner with his boss, no matter how nice she was, didn´t sound that exciting to her.

"What?" Rachel was confused, she didn't know why Isabelle would want to have dinner with Kurt and her.

"Isabelle asked me out, but I told her I didn't want you to eat alone, and she's asked if you would want to join us."

"Are you sure?" Rachel walked to the next subway station to go home, she didn't realize how late it was until Kurt called her.

"Yes, she said she loves you." Rachel almost dropped the poster by that and stopped walking.

"What?!"

"Yes, she said you're such a nice girl and you remind her of herself and she would love to have dinner with us."

"Oh god..." Rachel now realized she interpreted things wrong and walked to the subway.

"What?"

"Nothing, I'd like to have dinner with you if you want me to."

"Of course, it's gonna be so much fun." Kurt sounded very happy, and so was Rachel, because she was glad to not be alone for the whole day. "Where are you?"

"I'm heading home."

"Where were you? You can tell me later. Isabelle knows this nice place, it's Italian and she reserved a table for 7pm, okay"

"Sure."

"Great, I'll come home at 6.30 and then we can go there."

"Alright, see you then."

"Bye." They hung up and she took the next subway. Rachel was at home at 6pm and changed into some dark brown skinny jeans and a white blouse. She also curled her hair up and by the time she was finished Kurt came home.

"Rachel?" She heard his voice.

"I'm in the bathroom!" Rachel could hear him walking through the apartment, while she put on some makeup.

"Rachel?" She walked out.

"Yes?"

"What's this?" He held up the poster she brought home.

"It's a poster from Broadway." She was confused about Kurt's reaction.

"I can see that. It's a poster of a Broadway show with Cassandra"

"What's your point?" She pretended to ignore the obvious.

"Don't you think it's weird to steal a poster from a person that doesn't like you? And you don't like either?" Kurt flashed the poster in front of her, but when Rachel tried to snatch it back from him, he just pulled it out of her reach. He obviously enjoyed teasing her like that.

"I never said I don't like her!" She finally took the poster away from Kurt.

"It is weird."

"I don't think so." Rachel grumbled and pinned the poster on the wall. Kurt just raised an eyebrow.

"It's not weird to have a picture of someone you like."

"It's a pretty big picture. You must like her pretty much."

"Yes." Now Kurt raised both eyebrows, because that sounded a lot like confession to him.

"Is there something you wanna tell me?"

"No, what do you mean?" She turned around and Kurt saw her confusion.

"Nevermind, don't you wanna get changed?" It was already 6.30.

"I just did."

"No, no, no, no you're not gonna wear that." He walked over to her closet.

"Why not? I thought you'd like it, you told me to put these together."

"I like it, but you have to wear one of Isabelle's dresses."

"Don't you think that would be weird?" He gave her a look that said 'are-you-serious'.

"You think that's weird?" She didn't answer that.

"Which one? The black or the purple." He was excited and held both up and answered his own question. "The purple one. Here." Kurt handed her the purple one and wondered why he even asked her. "Hurry up, we've to go." So that's what Rachel did, she changed again and got slightly annoyed about Kurt.

She saw Kurt changing too, into nice black pants, a matching purple shirt and a black vest. He looked great.

"I'm ready." She told Kurt, before he would ask her.

"Great, then lets to." She grabbed a small purse, black, and put her phone, wallet and keys in it. They quickly left the apartment and walked outside. Kurt walked over to a black car and opened the door for Rachel.

"It was Isabelle's idea, she thought it would be nicer then to take the subway." He explained to her while they got in the car. They didn't need to tell the driver where the restaurant was he just drove and Rachel assumed Isabelle or Kurt have already told him.

"Can I ask you something?" Kurt hesitated a little.

"Sure."

"Don't get mad at me okay?" And now Rachel really wanted to know what's going on. "Well, I don't know how to ask..."

"Just ask me Kurt." She smiled nicely at him, because she really wanted to know the question, that made Kurt so nervous.

"It's not that easy... Nevermind." He quickly looked away.

"Oh come on Kurt! Now you have to." she stopped talking when the driver pulled over. Kurt thanked him for the drive and they got out of the car.