Glee Season 4 Chapter 8: Nobody said it would be easy, a glee fanfic

Finn's POV

Here he was standing at his Fiancé's apartment door afraid whether to knock, not knowing whether she would be happy to see him after he put her on that train to follow her dream. He hadn't called, texted or communicated with her in any way for the past 3 months during summer break and the start of term. He had wanted to give her space but maybe he'd done too much! Just as he was about to turn away he heard a gasp and scream from behind him.

"Finn is that you?"

He turned around to see Rachel running towards him with a huge glow on her face throwing her out stretched arms around him.

"How did you know where Kurt and I lived and I thought you were with the army?" she asked looking up at him.

"I asked your dads and I've been giving a month's leave after my basic training."

"I'm just glad you're here, I've missed you so much," she said as she unlocked the door and pulled him inside then turning around and pushing up against the door kissing him passionately.

"Wait," he said pushing her back down and away, looking confused. "You're not mad at me for what I did."

"Well of course I'm annoyed that you threw off our wedding to put me on a train and that you didn't contact me one for 3 months but as I began to think about it I realised it must have hurt you just as much as it hurt me leaving you and then I thought that is is what a man is. You cared for me so much that you put my dreams ahead of your feelings and wants. That made me love you even more and now you back and we got a whole month to catch up." She smiled and stood on her tip toes to kiss him, this time he didn't push away. He let her hands go over him as he began to explore body he had missed so much last couple of months.

Brittany's POV

She lay there in her bedroom looking up at her laptop to see an offline Icon next to Santana's name on skype. He was hardly ever on always too busy practising at college or out partying. She missed seeing her face and scissor skypeing with her. She felt alone like she'd been left behind by all the best friends just because she didn't graduate. The only one she felt close to was Artie but Santana wouldn't like that not after what Artie called her. She was coming down tomorrow to do her laundry at her mums so they were meeting up then but still she didn't feel like she use to when she thought about Santana.

Blaine's POV

It still didn't feel natural walking down the corridors Mckinley without expecting to see Kurt come out of one of the classrooms. He'd moved to Mckinley for Kurt but now he's gone it all seemed for nothing, sure he was now Senior Class President and had joined basically every society in the School to keep his mind of things. Kurt was too busy in New York to even call, he had an internship at Vogue now. All he needed was to text or call once a day just so Blaine could hear his voice and feel comforted but no he couldn't do that

Blaine

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby

Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real

Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you

Why'd you turn away?

Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,

waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare

That's when I decided

Why should I care

Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone

You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,

I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Brittany

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place

when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,

you used to hug me

But that wasn't the case

Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there

waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare

That's when I decided

Why should I care

Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone

You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,

I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Blaine

Crying out loud I'm crying out loud

Brittany

Open your eyes

Open up wide

Why should I care

Cuz you weren't there

when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care

Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone

Blaine

Why should I care

If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere

Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone

Why should I care If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere

As he finished the song the song in the auditoria he could have sworn he had seen Kurt sitting there watching him but then realised eh must have imagined it. As he was getting up to leave a buzz on his phone gave him a spark of hope, but when he looked down he saw it was from Sebastian saying "You ok, you want to meet up?"

Kurt's POV

It was the first full day of Finn living with him and Rachel, they were preparing to go out but he was so tired he could barley stop himself from yawning as the previous night Rachel and Finn had kept him up half the night, they had to get thicker walls or him ear plugs, but even though he was knackered he was not going to let anything ruin tonight.

"Finn you can't wear football Jersey to Callbacks, it's just not right I've got some of my clothes you can borrow if you did not bring much with you," he said exasperated at Finn's sense of fashion.

"Whatever Callbacks is, it still won't make me squeeze into one of your sparkling suits, I'll put a shirt on and that's as good as you get little borther," Finn told him as he lay on the couch with Rachel in his arms.

"Callbacks is A Bar where NYADA students hang out and tonight as its Friday there is karaoke, you and me have to do a duet, maybe a rendition of Don't Stop Believin," smiled Rachel kissing him on the cheek.

"I'd love to but I haven't sung in ages I would probably just get booed of the stage," he laughed pushing Rachel off him so he could get changed

"No you won't you'll be great and I have the perfect song for us."

Just then they were interrupted by the doorbell and he ran straight over there thinking it to be Brody: a NYADA Junior who was going to be coming with them but as door swung open their stood the person he least expected.

"Hi Stranger," greeted Blaine pulling a surprised Kurt in for a hug.

Santana's POV

She had Just arrived home for the weekend to d laundry, or that was her excuse, her real reason was to see her Britt-Britt who had been waiting at her house much to her delight but that surprise just made her feel even more guilty for what she had done. She had not only just ignored Brittany but also forgotten about her. College had just taken over, along with new friends, opportunities and urges. She had been unfaithful to Brittany and now she had to figure out how to tell her without causing Britt to break up with her.

"Hey Britt, you okay, you seem down, have i done something wrong" she asked gently while she brushed her hand across Brittany's cheek comfortingly then pulling her closer as they folded clothes together.

"No I'm not okay, and you don't even know what's up, do you even read the texts I send you or are you too busy to care how your girlfriend's life is going, you don't think she might need you," snapped Brittany

"Whoa Brittany calm down we knew this was going to be difficult, I just haven't had the time and to be honest I forgot I'm sorry."

"Sorry do you even know what was in those texts, you don't know what you're saying sorry about, Lord Tubbington is ill, he might die and when i turned to you for comfort you weren't there." Brittany screamed throwing the pants she was holding at Santana and running out the house crying.

Rachel's POV

After a surprise reunion with Blaine who apparently he couldn't wait any longer to see his soul mate, they had arrived at Callbacks ready to have a fun evening of chatting and singing. "Please Finn why can't we sing a duet of Blow me one last kiss," asked Rachel pleadingly giving Finn the puppy eyes she knew he couldn't resist.

"I'll give you a deal, I'll sing a duet with you but of my choosing,"

"Okay What Song?"

He pulled her up on stage telling the pianoist what song they were going to sign so Rachel could ehr also.

Finn

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Rachel
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

Finn
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would

Rachel

Like to say to you
But I don't know how
Both
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

Finn
And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

Rachel
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Both
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

A round of applause sounded after they had finished with Kurt and Blaine wolf whistling, whereas she only had eyes for Finn whom she had forgiven, he did what he did for her and nothing could change that she loved him and he had just proved that he loved her.

Blaine's POV

"I want to sing a song," he said suddenly surprising himself as everyone sat down. Brody quickly directed him over to the Piano man to request a song.

As he sat in front of the piano looking over at Kurt with those loving eyes Kurt lived but then changed into a sad expression showing the raw emotion he was going to put in the song. This song meant something to him he hoped Kurt would be listening

A drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I'm holding you closer than most,
'Cause you are my heaven.

I don't wanna waste the weekend,
If you don't love me, pretend
A few more hours, then it's time to go.
And as my train rolls down the East coast,
I wonder how you keep warm.
It's too late to cry, too broken to move on.

Still I can't let you be,
Most nights I hardly sleep.
Don't see what you don't need, from me.

Just a drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I'm holding you closer than most,
'Cause you are my heaven.

Misplaced trust and old friends,
Never counting the regrets,
By the grace of God, I do not rest at all.
and New England as the leaves change;
The last excuse that I'll claim,
I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl.

Still I can't let you be,
Most nights I hardly sleep,
Don't see what you don't need, from me.

Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore no, no
Heaven doesn't seem far away.
tHeaven doesn't seem far away anymore no, no
Heaven doesn't seem far away.

nooo
nooo

Kurt's POV

He was looking over at Blaine as he sung the lines and saw his facial expression change from love to sadness, the amount of emotion that Kurt saw on Blaine's face from his tears to his raspy voice. Half way through the song Kurt knew there was something seriously wrong with Blaine.

Aylin's POV

Buzz. Buzz!

There her phone went again she thought, she didn't bother reading the text she knew who it was from and what it was about. She was torn between doing what she wanted to do but getting in deep trouble with her parents if they ever found out or honouring her parents and living the conservative lifestyle that they wanted for her but she hated it. Too many rules and restrictions it was her life she wanted to live it how she wanted but still she felt bad for deceiving her parents. Sure they knew she wore modern clothes but she had to wear her headscarf with them and if they saw some of the clothes she had they would be horrified at about how much skin the some of her garments showed. They would be even madder to find out that she took her Hijab off as soon as she was out of sight of the house.

She defied most of her parent's wishes and what was wrong with having a crush on a guy at her age, she was young she wanted a life. Finally convincing herself to look at the texts that had been coming to her phone every hour for the past day. The latest read "Hey Babe, please reply, I know you are afraid of the consequences if you we started going out but you don't need to worry, I'll stand by you, I won't let you go through it on your own. You're stronger than you think. Pls meet me in auditorium at lunch on Monday so I can prove it to you."

Aah she thought he was so sweet, maybe he would be different to her previous partner, maybe they could keep their relationship secret, maybe she had finally found someone she had been looking for, for so long.

Kurt's POV

It was just him and Blaine now as Rachel and Finn had rushed home after Callbacks to spend "some quality time together" they had said, he didn't even want to imagine what they were doing. Anyway if he was right him and Blaine needed some alone time anyway to talk, that is why Kurt had brought him to Central Park. "Blaine what's up, I could see during that song that something is wrong" he asked tenderly putting his arm on Blaine's shoulder, trying to pull him around to face him but he pulled away.

"Kurt I don't know if I can do this!" he sighed walking towards the fountain in the middle of the park.

"What you mean?" he asked getting really worried now.

"You never answer my phone calls or and only reply to my text with a sad face saying can't talk now," Blaine finally screamed letting out everything that had been bubbling inside him for months, "I need to know someone is always there for me and cares about me and at the moment I don't feel like that, I got tempted because of that." Blaine stared at Kurt for his

Kurt at that line did a double take.

"What do you mean got tempted? You cheated didn't you?" Kurt spat at his boyfriend suddenly going from feeling guilty too feeling angry. "You don't think it's been difficult for me, we are both in the same situation but I haven't been 'tempted," because I love you, clearly you don't!" tears were running down his cheeks at this point. "Who was? It was Sebastian wasn't it?" suddenly coming to the realisation why Blaine had flown out here so quickly, he had felt guilty, Guilty of betraying his soulmate by cheating with their enemy.

"Kurt wait, Please!" Blaine yelled as Kurt and legged it away. "I said I was tempted, but I overcame it and flew straight out here to see you." "The point is I shouldn't have been tempted by Sebastian's text because I love you, you are my soul mate, but I was because I miss you. I miss seeing your face every day, the sound of your voice, the touch of your lips and the smile on your face. Between you forgetting about me and the distance I can't cope and it's not fair on you either Kurt it's not."

Both of them were crying by this point

"Kurt we both love each other but the distance just isn't working, I think for now, we need to take a break! I'm Sorry. Goodbye," giving him one last kiss and walking away leaving Kurt standing there crying, not knowing what to do.

Brittany's POV

"Thanks Artie, you always know what to say to make me feel better." Just then a knock came on her front door, "Sorry Artie I gotta hang up someone's just knocked, speak to you later." She finished hanging up and putting her phone on her bed. Poking her head out the window to see who it was, there stood the last person she wanted to see. "Go away Santana, you don't care anymore about me, I was so wrong to break up with Artie he still cares!" she screamed out the window.

"Hun, can we just talk please, I never knew I'm sorry. Wait what do you mean Artie still cares, have you been cheating Britt?" She asked suddenly going from feeling guilty to angry. To be honest she should have seen this coming. She knew how easy it was to manipulate Brittany into cheating. She had done it, why wouldn't Artie do the same. "Brittany I trusted you, I've been away from you and stayed faithful, well I might have checked people out but not cheated. How could you be so stupid to trust Artie!" she shouted up to Brittany who was now half hanging out of her window getting really annoyed and upset at Santana for jumping to conclusions. Then the change of Brittany's expression immediately alerted Santana that she had made a mistake.

"How dare you say that to me, you know how much that word hurts me and for the record all Artie has done is talked and hugged me when you weren't there, we are finished!" she finished screamed slamming the windows shut leaving Santana standing there devastated wishing she hadn't been her normal aggressive self.