I'm sorry about this but I'm done. I have no ideas to how I can improve my stories. My self confidence keeps on going down and I feel angry at every plan I have. I was planning on doing something like this to fill the hole I have in my heart because I can't find fanfiction with similar stories to mine. But because of that, my stories are wholely original so a large amount of responsibility is forced in my soldiers. However even when I try to do a simple one with the texts, I feel like I'm stealing ideas if I do some texts that others have done. I am sorry if I am disappointing you all but I'm done with writing for now.
Here's a more detailed reason why for each story.
The Afterlife in Game of Thrones:
•I don't know who to do and how to write them without Harming the original character made.
•My writing is trash and I feel like I'm only insulting Mr Martin's creations.
•I originally planned on 4 characters in the beginning before making a bunch. 1. Ned, 2. Jon, 3. Oberyn and 4. Doran.
Oberyn Martell Fight AU
•IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A ONE SHOT BUT MY INABILITY TO TAKE A BREAK MADE ME CONTINUE IT FOOLISHLY.
•I have no idea how to continue it anymore.
It was supposed to be: 1. Oberyn survives. 2. Goes home. 3. Finds out the mountain is still alive. 4. Joins Dany. 5. IDK. 6. Success?
•I want to finish it but at this rate. I'm just drawing out a disappointing finale.
Texting in Game of Thrones:
•I can't continue without stealing other ideas now. I want to be original not a plagiarising idiot with no sense of respect for others' hardwork, but I'm going to fail at this rate.
FINAL THOUGHTS:
I might write in the future when I'm actually a working person and not a University student fooling off and writing stories that only a handful of people will find innovating and credible to fit in GOT. No offense to my readers and those who like my story. It also doesn't help that my writing skills are nothing compared to the detail shown by authors and even fabrication writers. I'm a joke.
Anyway I thank all who have enjoyed my writing, I hope to write more when I grow better and maybe then I might continue. But now...I'm nothing more than a speck of dust in a gallery of superior writers.