"The Sun was splitting in my eyes, Vicky likes to sleep with the window closed, I don't know why, but I think she feels suffocated. I watched her sleep, your angelic face was so, was the bravest girl I ever met. I don't know if it's good enough for her, I still feel dangerous, but feel vulnerable to your side.

Yesterday I freaked out a little, I messed up, I yelled at the person I most trust. Maybe it's the winter soldier wanting to awaken within me.

We were in a hot moment, she is was and is the only one that made me feel this way, my head hurt, but I didn't care for that I wanted at that moment.

She liked that I explored, I felt his skin crawl, I always smile of your reactions. She wasn't a distraction for me, but I knew myself together in time.

When I lost I lost my way, I lost my ability to be controller and confident. I was speechless. I didn't want to hurt her that was the fault of that guy who insists he knows me.

That conversation we had messed with my conscious as well the last time we fought.

Well let me tell you.

I was still trying to hide those chips that Vicky had stolen. I confess that I read some parts the flashbacks came back my head I avoided and kept in a hidden drawer under her panties. Which by the way are very fragrant.

I heard conversations and her voice calling me to come down.

My legs took a while to respond I was curious and worried and went down. Were they again. My facial expression totally changed the desire has turned into hatred. I didn't like the presence of them.

We were sitting on the couch, my eyes don't stop fixing the guy they call Captain America. He also kept looking at me with only a few exceptions he was spoofing.

Vicky noticed and pulled out of the room leaving us alone, I didn't trust that idea, but then gave in.

We stayed a few seconds facing each other with no reaction. My head hurt at the time. His presence disturbed me, I didn't want to lose again.

I got up and was surprised by a abraç push my body leaned back making me pumping. His face was sunk in my shoulder, I felt like my arm was wet because of her tears.

-you remember me. ..-said he with a muffled sound in my shoulder.

-I told you I don't know. -I said trying to push me away.

-I wasn't asking I checked, you're my friend Bucky.-when my name sounded by his mouth made everything more confusing for me. I pressed my eyes and my mind was fighting.

-and you're a failed my mission.

-try to fight Bucky, try to remember, remember the wars fought together, remember the bars, remember to time when we get together, the exhibition.

– I do not remember anything that I don't remember anything.

-tell me what you remember. He said posting the hand in my face and Swaying.

-ice. Ice blood pain and more pain. -I said with my eyes tight, the flashbacks are back as a hail of bullets. I managed not to scream, I didn't want to worry.

He looked at me with eyes in tears ready to fall. He didn't have much to talk about.

-When I lost you? Was on a mission, we were ready to attack the wagon train door was blown out, you try to protect himself with my shield and ended up being hit by an enemy, you tried to hold on, but I tried to save, Buky, I tried ... She talked to complete despair.

I felt something warm drip on my face, I was crying. I didn't need any of those feelings, then the crying turned strange. Somewhere I knew, but didn't know where I knew a name.

-Steve. – I said – I just remember that name.

He came back crying and hugging me again. In any of the times I return the hugs I didn't feel secure.

-that's my name your idiot. -Once again another hail of bullets broke into my head

We were on display, I saw him trying to do something, I've reprimanded him, he gave an ironic form, he was different, and I don't see anything else.

-Still remember me?

– stop stress and let me go I'm not gay.-he laughed at me and went back to sit on the couch

When he sat on the couch, those little people arrived there in the living room ready to go.

My relief came back, finally the memories would stop pestering me and I would be a normal man with my Vicky.

Alone was worse than I imagined. Try to control yourself is not an easy task, especially when you don't want to hurt the one you love.

Now I'm here held with her in bed your glass warms me, but my mind tells me to get up and cool off with hot water.

I withdrew slowly so as not to wake her, I pulled a little on the bed to raise she grunted, but not opened my eyes, I just moved the mouth.

-Don't be late. -I gave a smile and went to the bathroom

I filled the tub and dip it in hot water and then I fell asleep.

-Steve, help me Steve ...

{...}

– Let's give soldier a sign of life!

-general the serum worked.

{...}

-Let's go Steve won't let the girls waiting. Oh no, I can't believe you're doing it again.

{...}

-humanity needs you, give her the hero that deserves ...

I woke up in the tub nearly drowning, and Vicky standing at the door with a towel in his hand.

-late at the University for your guilt-she said Brown still watching me-why didn't you wake me?

-I'm sorry I didn't know. -I said shaking the water was cold.

– you spent a lot of time there from the moment I left by the time I came back. Bucky tell me, again?

-These memories are painful Vicky I don't know what to do.

I had gone into a trance while I was asleep in the water it was like I was being frozen again.

-you get up and get dressed today we leave to cool off. -She said with complete tranquillity. I guess she forgot that I still do not know myself. I decided to obey it and got dressed. "