Dear Luna,
I'm so glad that Selene brought back my Saniya! May the stars smile down on her for answering my pleas! I don't know what I would have done if Saniya hadn't returned to me. I surely would've joined her.
I can't ever live without Saniya – she's the stars to my moon, the love of my life, and my eternal flame that keeps me going. I don't care whether or not she is someone that I'm not meant to be with – she loves me and I love her. I'll fight for our marriage, even if I have to leave Evey.
Saniya wants to clip her wings for me and for us to run away, but …. I just can't ask that of her; I never could ask that of her. Being a Sailor Starlight is her calling, always have been. It runs in her blood just as much as it does in Yaffa's and Thi's. They're meant to protect Kinmoku and Princess Kala, even if it means ...
No, I mustn't think like that! I have faith in my love with Saniya! We'll be able to conquer over anything that comes our way. It doesn't matter that I feel absolutely miserable about being unable to love Saniya publicly like I want to. It doesn't matter that it's tempting to run away with her so that we could love freely. I'm her wife and I'm proud to be wedded to her, even if it's not publicly known.
I just hope that she and I won't have to keep up our façade forever, or it just might destroy us …
Please Selene, let Saniya and I be able to be together publicly soon. I hate how we're forbidden because of the stupid rules that hang over all of us. I truly, deeply love Saniya with all my heart and want nothing more than to have her arms around me all the time and be able to have her lips against me whenever I want to.
I just hate not being stuck … but maybe things will get better soon …
May we be blessed with a miracle,
Serenity