I woke up totally sweaty and naked. I never slept so exposed. On my side I saw a figure totally perfect. Stopped for repairs it again. He was pretty fast asleep, I notice your belly with the movement of your breath.
I was think many minutes the repairing and always biting the lower lip. When I looked at your face, your eyes were fixed on me. It was a blue so beautiful.
I went in, I was embarrassed yesterday, I lost, I yielded to her and him not. Our Vicky that cool ...
I lowered my head and disguised. He smiled and rolled his eyes, I think he realized what was going on.
-I don't want you to follow me today. He told me to change the subject.
-don't try to push me away.
-I don't want to get away from my little, I just don't want you to see.
-James forget it, I already told you I'm not going to let you do that.
-Why do you call me that? I mean forget it I can't leave this blank in my life.
– do not let that happen, you're crazy and ...
-that's enough Vicky! -ok he yelled at me again. My eyes were eye-popping your was embraced the covers and a little out of the way, he was sitting up in bed, your head down I wasted concern will be that he lost control again? A tear trickled down in my face I didn't want it to end like this.
-that's why Vicky, that's why I have to go. I don't want to hurt you, or hurt you or worse.-I didn't answer to your insinuations I was still scared.
He looked at me and saw my affliction. He shook his head and passed hands. I made a tea of courage and I calmed down, I tried to touch him, but he denied it.
-don't you see that things are bad Vicky? Can't you see what I am? I'm just a soldier desperate for missions, a failed soldier, trying to control.
-Why do you say these things, you're a good man, you're my Bucky, don't sell yourself short so ...-I said in tears but he was a little aggressive with me, put your hands on my shoulders and threw me on the bed. I could feel your lack of control, I can feel my fear being shaking together with my shoulders and my tears dripping on my face. He was yelling at me
-don't you understand? I'm a monster! I'm a soldier, I am the winter soldier.-to echo the last word he was looking at me with a menacing look. I saw that it wasn't him but the second person who dwelt within him.
– Bucky back, don't do this to me-he looked at me with a cold expression he pulled the sheets that encircle me and penetrated me with violence.
Big Damn It! Why me? I screamed for him to stop but he was stronger than me, it hurt me, I didn't like to see him like that, he was hurting me was something that he didn't want to do to me when it was Bucky, but the winter soldier was merciless he held my arms hard , I felt a liquid flowing inside me.
He bit my neck leaving marks.
– Bucky!-I yelled in your ear with a barely audible voice of tears making wake up.
He lifted his head to look at me, I was crying, he looked around, realized what he did loose my hands slowly and turned away from me.
I joined the coverings and the hug, I couldn't stop crying.
-Vicky, I ...-I got a few minutes without looking at him, I was scared, I was scared.
Minutes later I looked, not his clothes and he was not there.
-shit. -I said I couldn't lose him after all he needed my help, he didn't mean anything by it. I think.
I ran and got dressed with the first clothes that I saw in the wardrobe, and hurries down winding the hair without styling.
Leave the House like a crazy walk. He wasn't there, he was gone again.
I ran all over Washington, he wasn't there, I screamed your name the streets people thought I was a beggar.
When you pass by a street. LIV she was with a girl talking. Hang on that miracle!
– Liv, have you seen Bucky?
– What now? she said with a cold.
-What are you talking about?
-well of your new best friend, if this is the problem I already have another OK her name is Cristina. And this right here from your side.-I was totally confused, I had no time for games, but I couldn't let her make stuff up about me. One thing I appreciate is my reputation.
-Hello Cristina I hope enjoy Liv.-I said mocking me. Okay tell me hedge where he is?
-advantage? You're the one who took advantage of me, you're a big fake and dummy-she was arguing as a child.
-fake? I? I had to put up with your falsehood around you was never keeping secrets Liv. -I was already getting stressed.
-I never liked you anyway, I already got what I wanted, you know what you're a sounds, I managed to stay with Terrence and you've never been able to deal with men I'd help you, what a fool I was, now I have what I want , you're no good for me, I have friends now.
-make good use of that coward, your bitch!-when I said that her hands flew in my face in a raucous slap. I returned with a punch she staggered back. Her friend just looked like a coy.
I kicked the shins of her and leaves.
-Oh and take this.-I said showing the middle finger to it.
I left again down the street Liv had taken all my time fuck Vicky because you ask her? Of course he should be on the Shield.
I ran over there as fast as possible.