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" NO .. NO.. NO ? " The smaller hyperventilated , his head shaking uncontrollably as he withdrew his hands .
There he was , Kaname , asking him to let go of everything ?! For what ? For feelings he wasn't even sure of ?
Plus , the brunette was behaving like a boss , as if Zero had no say in it .
" You are so full of yourself and act as if I just confessed my undying love for you . " Zero spoke up sarcastically before scoffing .
Kaname could only smile " You didn't but your eyes did. I can tell you are attracted to me. "
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The elder was incredibly persistent , forcing Zero to give dating a try . But he would need to quit his job and live with Kaname.
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" Come in . "
Zero swayed the door open before greeting Isaya . the latter could only sigh as he scanned the papers in front of him .
" You sure about this , Zero . " Asked Isaya , searching the younger's eyes for any hint of hesitance or doubt .
The silver haired male nodded and put on a smile as he blinked , assuring the elder .
But Isaya could only sigh again , this time heavily .
" I don't just mean you quitting . " He trailed off and it was Zero's time to take a deep breath .
" I'm talking about Kuran Kaname .. "
The two of them exchanged knowing looks before Zero broke the silence , shrugging .
" It's not like I have something better to do with my life , Isaya . "
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Few months later :
So comfortable ~
But something felt missing , namely , Kaname .
Zero forced one eye open as he yawned , scanning the spacious room for the elder , his search fruitless.
He probably woke up early , like usual .
The silverette dragged his feet towards the bathroom , not missing how sore his back felt . The thought made him bite back a smile .
Once he got out , Zero glanced at his reflection in the mirror , his bed hair , and messy clothes before noticing Kaname who sat on the bed , scanning the younger with wonder before speaking " Zero , don't you think you should brush your hair at the very least ? "
Zero playfully smirked and gazed at Kaname from the mirror , flaunting his figure .
" Why ? To impress you ? "
Kaname nodded , as a matter of fact .
" But , Kaname , you are already wrapped around my finger . Why would I feel the need to impress you ? " He flashed his puppy eyes , as if truly clueless .
They had some traits in common and being narcissistic was one of many.
Kaname had to chuckle in amusement as the younger approached him .
" What kind of logic is that ? "Asked the elder , his eyes fixated on the walking temptation known as Zero Kiryuu .
The silver haired beauty dropped himself on Kaname's lap , acting flirty.
" You should be happy , Kaname . I spread my legs for you and only you ~ " Sang Zero seductively , locking gazes with the elder .
Kaname naturally wrapped his hands around Zero's waist and smirked in that sinister way of his before whispering rather darkly " You spreading your legs for me is not your choice . It's because you are mine. "
He spoke up seriously , dragging his nails along the younger's back , not missing how such action made Zero shiver and bite back a moan.
The younger's back was a canvas profusely decorated with angry marks and scratches.
It wasn't the first time Kaname claimed Zero as his.
It wasn't the first time Kaname ran his nails harshly against Zero's back . Yet it still turned him on like no other . He never learns how to keep his mouth shut even though he knew what provoking Kaname would inspire .
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During breakfast , they would obviously be eating but mostly trying to find excuses to touch one another , for they have become each other's wine .
scratch that . During anytime of the day , they would be teasing and tempting each other and they never grew tired of it .
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One day , Kaname came back to find a very familiar silver haired male standing by the door , kissing a random stranger .
He furiously grabbed the guy by the collar and hit him before dragging Zero inside and shoving him to the ground , barking " What part of 'you are mine' did you not understand ? "
His voice was calm but Zero knew better . That was the calm before the storm .
And true enough , few seconds later , Kaname was yelling at the top of his lungs like a madman . He was practically radiating flames of anger .
" WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING ? " He let out a snarl , furiously waving his hand about .
" WHY WOULD YOU DO SUCH THING ? "
Kaname never felt so angry in his life , especially with how Zero looked so calm about it.
Shouldn't he feel shocked he got caught ? It's like he actually wanted to get caught.
" You wouldn't believe me . " were Zero's first words .
Kaname furrowed his eyebrows , his expression livid as he waited for the younger's words .
" I wanted angry sex .. " Revealed the younger , quite shamelessly at that .
The brunette could only pale at that .
So Zero had it all planned ?
Kaname didn't know whether he had to scoff or chuckle in disbelief . He found himself staring blankly at the other .
" Is this some sort of a joke to you ? " he asked , dumbfounded , before silently marching towards his room .
Few seconds later , Zero emerged , asking " won't we have sex ? "
Kaname 's face showed no emotions and he didn't reply.
" Kana ? " Zero softly called , sitting on the bed as well.
He lifted the elder's chin and gazed at him , his eyes traveling lower to those red lips Kaname was just biting seconds ago.
What goes around comes around .
Kaname recalled his past relationships and how he was never serious about anything but now that he was serious about Zero , the latter was obviously not .
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After few days of silent treatment , Kaname sleeping in another room and sometimes , away , Zero couldn't take it anymore and realized how wrong he was to only think about sex to the point he was ready to do anything to get what he wanted .
In the kitchen , Zero tried to initiate a conversation which obviously failed .
" Hey ! Can't you see you are magnifying it ? " He yelled , snatching the plate away from Kaname , demanding his full undivided attention .
Startled from the action , Kaname blinked multiple times , processing it , before he snapped .
" Magnifying it ? MAGNIFYING IT ? "
The anger that once reigned his being instantly resurfaced , that time stronger . He wasn't magnifying it , it was already a huge issue and he didn't like how Zero made it seem like it was childish or nonsensical of him to stay mad at it .
The silverette was either testing his patience or being exaggeratedly open-minded . But then again , it did not make any sense .
No matter how open-minded you are , you wouldn't just kiss someone in front of your lover just a step outside his own house !
Something must have gone terribly wrong in Zero's head for him to deem such thing as normal .
If he really wanted angry sex that much , he could have thought of any other issue worth arguing over but not that !
That's border line , man ! Cheating !
Zero had to be mentally unstable to go that far !
And wait , wait !
WAIT !
In the past few days , Kaname was more than sure he had heard nothing remotely close to the commonly accepted means of apologizing .
That was just ridiculous . It showed how much the younger underestimated everything . It made Kaname feel stupid ..
He gave Zero his heart , put it in his hands so he would keep it safe but the latter successfully crumbled and crushed it in his grasp .
He felt a throbbing pain in his heart because Zero 's eyesight was veiled . He couldn't see the pain beyond Kaname's anger .
And even though there was this flicker of guilt shining in Zero's eyes . It wasn't the guilt Kaname wanted to see . It wasn't the guilt you'd expect to see in a lover's eyes .. Not the eyes of someone desperate for forgiveness .
There was no way Zero loved him .. But he realized it too late ..
Kaname's emotions nearly choked him at that point . And he needed to give the younger a piece of his mind .
" How far are you willing to go to evoke jealousy in me ? " He narrowed his eyes , partially feeling stupid he was actually exchanging words with the other male and partially feeling extremely curious . He wanted to know what circulated in Zero's brain .
Kaname wasn't just dating for fun . he really came to love the younger and that wasn't helping .
Even if you are dating for fun , cheating is not okay .
Making your partner look like a fool is also not okay !
Breaking their heart is definitely not okay !
" That time it was a kiss which is not okay but it could have been worse ! " stated Kaname , trying his best to control his anger but he was actually boiling inside to the point his hands started trembling .
" Do you really only think about sex ? "
Zero accepted the scolding until he heard that .
Insulting and humiliating but true .. And that aggravated him .
" HOW ELSE am I supposed to get angry sex ? " the younger exploded , like he had all the right to .
Kaname looked dumbfounded and kept staring wide-eyed at the younger , swallowing the lump in his throat .
" You are a hopeless case . " said the elder as he abandoned the kitchen , his appetite long gone .
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Kaname , being a rich young man , sometimes paid his father's company a visit to monitor everything there .
But one day , he went home earlier than expected, only to find Zero dragging his luggage outside and so , he raised his eyebrows before asking " What is that ? "
The silverette gasped , not expecting Kaname to be back so early but then he mustered enough courage to speak .
" How does it look like ? I'm Leaving ! " He blatantly replied , sarcasm dripping from his tone .
" I'm sick of this whole act . you weren't jealous because you love me , you think of me as a possession ! "
Kaname's face distorted in disbelief as he narrowed his eyes .. How could Zero even think like that ? Was he that desperate to let everything go ? He was going out of his way , finding excuses to leave ..
" And to answer your question .. yes , I only think about sex .. After all , I could never believe anyone would want me for love .. only sex . "
Zero was rebellious by nature .. But something felt different about him in that moment , like a fracture in him had just shattered . Neither his eyes nor his lips could hide it .. The pure bitterness nearly popped out of his face ..
Only then did Kaname realize how Zero 's mind worked .
He was keeping his emotions in a safe haven , locking and denying them so he doesn't get hurt in case Kaname was not serious .
" From the first moment I met you , I knew you were just going to treat me like a possession . once I go out of control , you would ignore me . "
The thing Zero wasn't aware of was that he was crying while saying that.
Kaname glanced at their surroundings before saying " We will speak inside. "
He tried leading the other male inside the house , but Zero refused " No . we won't ! "
Kaname grew frustrated and ended up carrying the silverette by force , the younger screaming " let me down ! " all the way .
He didn't like being treated as if he were a child .. He had made up his mind and was gonna leave no matter what . But Kaname carrying him inside would surely ruin his plans .. It also confused him even more ..
Kaname did not like Zero . He liked his body . Kaname only saw him as a possession .. A toy . Special one but still a toy .
Then .. Why would he go against Zero leaving ?
He could get himself another toy !
After Kaname carried Zero inside , he confessed " You don't fight for someone you don't care about. "
As the elder spoke in riddles , Zero didn't get a thing so furrowed his eyebrows . " Eh ? "
Kaname then inhaled deeply before revealing " I fought back against myself for you . " , making Zero even more confused .
" If it was anyone else , I would have broken up with them .. but I can't seem to find it in me to leave you .. I'm in conflict , fighting myself because my heart and mind think differently . "
" Plus .. " He trailed off before adding " You were supposed to be the one fixing it between us.. " He whispered softly , a smile evident on his face .
Zero's heart skipped a beat .
Though he didn't want to admit it , he knew Kaname's words made sense .
Nothing obliged the elder to allow Zero in his house after that betrayal unless he truly loved him or wanted revenge which he never did .
Kaname could read the hesitance in the younger's eyes so he proceeded washing away any doubts circulating about Zero's head .
" I love you , stubborn little diva . " Confessed Kaname lovingly .
Zero lowered his gaze , face flushed red as he faltered " Really ?" , still suspecting Kaname might not actually love him.
" Really . " confirmed the brunette , smiling in a way that could put the sun to shame as he ruffled Zero's hair affectionately .
He felt overwhelmed seeing a different side of Zero.
, a rare side . It was rare seeing Zero all shy and flustered .
So rare that Kaname craved such moments .
Because it made him feel special he was the only one capable of doing it ..
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Kaname was driving back home , a hand on the steer wheel and the other dialing Zero's number .
" Hello ~ "
Kaname heard Zero's voice and bam , he almost got into a car accident as he drowned himself in that sinful siren-like voice .
Maybe he was too nervous about their dinner outside after all .
He had apologized to the car next to him and heard Zero chuckle .
" What ?! " Asked Kaname , feeling a little bit annoyed .
" Nothing .. Did you almost collide with someone ? " Despite denying it , Zero was still chuckling over the phone as he pictured Kaname 's situation .
The elder rolled his eyes but smiled nonetheless as he thought of flipping the tables .
" Well , yea . I can't help it . your voice makes me horny and distracts me , love . " Said Kaname huskily , knowing Zero must be blushing hearing those words .
There was a temporary silence until Kaname confirmed Zero must have been blushing , not knowing what to say . he must be imagining stuff .
" Aw , babe . Are you perhaps blushing now ? I just called to make sure you are ready for our dinner .. Are you ? "
Kaname's voice was so teasing that Zero could only interpret it in a dirty way .
" I am . Make sure you come back in one piece , Kana ~ "
The younger had deliberately moaned rather than called the elder's name , sweet revenge for the previous teasing .
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Kaname had finally arrived back home , opened the door , and called Zero but got no answer ..
Then he heard steps approaching and moji appeared , bouncing , excited to see its owner.
Kaname sat down , chuckling and playing with it until Zero emerged and practically jumped on Kaname as soon as the elder motioned for Moji to go play around.
But since they couldn't leave the puppy alone , they took it with them.
The whole ride , Moji sat on Zero's lap , moving and rolling from side to side , making him fight back a gasp as the puppy poked his groin .
Soon enough , Kaname started noticing Zero's discomfort and smirked , thinking of " Dinner " in a different way .
As soon as the pair arrived at the restaurant , Kaname whispered something in Zero's ears before urging him towards the restroom .
The two did their best trying not to look too obvious as they got inside , made sure no one else was occupying the place , and got inside the last cubicle .
" Are we really doing this ? " Asked Zero , hesitant and shy but mostly sarcastic . He couldn't believe they were going to do that in public .
Kaname chuckled in response as he drew the silverette closer to him , titled his head , and closed his eyes before capturing the younger's lips in a slow passionate kiss .
They had soon started smiling in their kisses , pressing their bodies closer and rubbing their erections .
It didn't take long before Zero started moaning , the kiss muffling most of it but when Kaname parted , aiming for the younger's neck , gifting it with kisses and bites as he palmed the silver haired male's erection , Zero could do nothing but bite on the middle phalanx of his index .
" K .. Kaname ! " He had moaned a little too loud and grabbed the elder's neck tightly , warning him .
" Shush ~ I'm gonna be real quick . " Said Kaname , placing a peck on the younger's lips before kneeling down , undressing the said as he licked his own lips .
Zero threw his head back and closed his eyes as he let Kaname pleasure him , recalling how the elder usually moans when pleasured .
They left Moji outside in the restroom as well but in the bag designed for it so the puppy doesn't run away .
After the heated moment , Kaname and Zero got out , only to find a guy playing with moji as it stayed inside the bag . he turned to see two guys getting out of the same cubicle .
And then bam !
" Zero ?! " Exclaimed Akatsuki , recognizing the host.
The said widened his eyes , not expecting such coincidence .
Akatsuki's eyes traveled to Kaname . then , he started processing the scene.
According to Akatsuki , Isaya had shut down the nightclub after Zero left his job .. Yea , he had many other hosts but somehow he felt like shutting that page and whole book .
But before Isaya did such thing , Akatsuki had managed to meet the newest host , Takuma .
Turns out that the flame haired male was actually going out on a date with Takuma ..
Seems like Kaname and Zero will experience a double date .
The silver haired host started wondering about Takuma's friend , Hanabusa .
Did he manage to hook up with someone as well ?
Well , Zero figured he would have to chat a lot with that Takuma guy .
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