[The handwriting is large but packed together.]

I'm irritated. Fucking irritated.

I want to fight. I want to move. I want to do something. Doing nothing is killing me. Sitting still is killing me. Thinking is killing me.

People irritate me. They're so stupid. So inconsistent. Could you for once just say what you mean? Just stop with the bullshit.

Fuck, I want to punch something.

The president knows it too. I spotted Ruto around downstairs. I'm not stupid. I know the boss sent him to spy on me. Well, screw him. He can't stop me.

[The handwriting is somewhat calmer, but still tightly packed.]

Okay, maybe he can. Whatever. I've got a stash of alcohol for a reason.

[The handwriting is mostly normal]

Ruto is very unhappy with my life decisions. Story of my life, right?

I just keep disappointing the people who have faith in me.

Just a disappointment.


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