Host Club Love
Disclaimer : I don't own Ouran Host Club just the Ocs and the plot.
Don't you just love how Kyoya's going after her? LOL :D.x
Sparklefaith, I was thinking I might have some MorixOC so it's sweet and sad, it'll all be one-sided but I thought it might be sweet! Miikachanx I'm glad you feel sorry for Yuki, she needs some more sympathy in her life and boy Kyoya doesn't make it easy :D.x
Thirteen
(YUKI'S POV)
I cried as I ran out of the door. I can't believe I did that! I just told him I loved him and I hated him because of it, he'll hate me for sure now. I wouldn't be surprised if nobody finds me, it's just too much! I continued to run in the direction of the beach, I just wanted to get away, I was surprised I could run so fast in such a short amount of time. Must be adrenaline.
For a while I just ran and ran, eventually I slowed down to a stop and dropped to my knees on the cliff I'd gone to earlier with Haruhi. I breathed heavily before bursting into tears, they kept coming and wouldn't stop. At some point I ended up screaming and crying together, it wasn't long before I was coughing too, I cried more when I coughed and brought up blood. My barriers were breaking down, all of the emotion I'd kept locked away just poured forth. I lost it.
All of my hatred and fear from being raped came out, all of my worries and fears for Mai came out, all of my confusion came out, my depression came out and all of my normality went, I went insane and whirled around punching the first thing I came into contact with, it was unfortunately a surprised Mori. He looked at me as if I was insane, my eyes full of confusion and fear I forced myself up and ran to a nearby tree upon which I started hammering my fists crying and screaming and frantically trying to get rid of all the emotions inside of me.
I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around me and pull me away from the tree with ease, it of course was Mori. Wordlessly he held me as I burst into tears and broke down, it all hurt so much, I stood there crying into his chest and eventually I began to cough again although it was more violent than before. This time, blood was practically pouring out of my mouth and soon it covered Mori's shirt, still he held me gently in his arms, comforting me. I wondered why but never thought to ask.
Eventually I fainted into Mori's arms, I know that because everything went black and I could no longer see any more. I could sort of feel though, he gently and carefully carried me to the mansion. I knew no more.
(NEXY DAY)
(YUKI'S POV)
I stretched, yawning as the sun fell on my body. I scrunched my eyes for a moment before opening my eyes and looking around. It wasn't my room I was in, god knows who it was. I sighed and clutched my head in pure agony, it hurt like hell, major headache and my throat was sore. I guess I must have coughed up more blood than I usually did when I'd get into that state.
Groaning I rolled onto my side, my hand touched something hard and warm, I opened my eyes and ended up staring straight at a chest, unfamiliar might I add. My eyes followed the chest up to it's owners face and I was shocked to see it belonged to Mori, he was watching me with unwavering eyes. I blushed and went to pull my hand away only to have Mori put his on top of mine, thus rendering it immobile meaning it had to stay in the same place.
Blushing I looked at Mori again. He was closer than before, what was he doing? I was confused, not scared though, something told me Mori would never try to intentionally hurt me, he was too sweet a guy for that in all honesty. I looked at him though, still confused. His hand cupped the back of my head, I froze, he couldn't be honestly thinking of? Could he!
My answer was the feel of his lips crushing against mine and the sudden weight of his body on top mine. I looked at him wide-eyed, he … he was kissing me! I blushed really badly when I felt Mori getting aroused and I began to try and wriggle out from under him, he seemed to get the hint because he pushed himself up into a sitting position on the end of the bed.
"You love Kyoya don't you?" his voice was sad but soft. He didn't seem angry with me, just a bit let down.
"I'm sorry. Mori-kun … I think of you as a … a brother … sorry." my voice was cautious and I could feel the tears threatening to get out, I barley held them back. He nodded and pulled me into a one armed hug.
"Can I be your Mori-nii?" his voice, ever hopeful calmed me somewhat.
"Of course Mori-nii." he smiled and helped me out of his bed, I looked down at myself and saw I was still in yesterday's outfit though now it was slightly ruined. Smiling I was walked to his door, he ruffled my hair and let me leave.
I stood outside his door and sighed. What a complicated situation. Why did it always have to be me who had this crap go on? As if on cue I heard footsteps and taking a quick peep I nearly freaked, why did it have to be Kyoya! I was waiting for him to say something but he didn't … no instead he gave me a filthy look and stormed past me and into his room. I stood there wide-eyed, Kyoya … glared at me!
"Oh hell no!" I whispered "I've had enough of this! If it's not one thing it's another and there's no way he's joining in!" furious I marched to his door and banged on it. This new found courage was probably only induced because of my recent loss of control, it usually left me like this for a few days. Furiouly I kept pounding on his door till it opened and Kyoya stood there glaring at me, I glared back.
"What do you want?" he practically spat after a minute. That just pissed me off and much to his surprise I pushed him backwards into his room. Glaring I stepped in and slammed the door shut behind me ignoring the fact that everyone and I do mean everyone was stood in the hallway looking at me wide-eyed.
"WHAT THE ABSOLUTE HELL KYOYA-SENPAI!" I shouted, he looked at me shocked for a moment before regaining his composure and standing up. He glared and I glared right back.
"You shouldn't play around with people's feelings Amaya-san!" I froze my eyes wide with shock, never had he called me that. I snapped and slapped him across the face, an angry red hand print resided there.
"WHAT THE HELL IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN!"
"You ran off and Mori-senpai came in with you, you were clinging to him like your life depended on it!"
"DID YOU EVER THINK TO SEE WHAT HAD HAPPENED! I LOST IT AFTER I CONFESSED TO YOU! I WAS FIRGHTENED THATS WHY I SAID WHAT I DID AND RAN! WHEN MORI-NII FOUND ME I WAS A MESS YOU IDIOT, HE CALMED ME DOWN AND I FAINTED!"
"Maybe he shouldn't have found you. It would have been better if he didn't."
I stared at Kyoya in disbelief before my hand went across his face again and tears rolled down my cheeks. He looked at me wide-eyed, in shock most likely.
"How … how can you say that. You-you've kept teasing me and flirting with me and god damn it Kyoya-senpai, I LOVE YOU! HOW CAN YOU TELL ME IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF I HADN'T BEEN FOUND!"
"You'd have been fine is how. I doubt you'd have done anything other than scream and yell and cry before coming back home."
"LAST TIME THAT HAPPENED KYOYA-SENPAI I NEARLY KILLED MYSELF! I COULD HAVE DONE THAT LAST NIGHT! I COULDN'T STOP COUGHING UP BLOOD, I WAS ON THE EDGE OF A CLIFF, I WAS THINKING ABOUT JUMPING BEFORE I BEGAN PUNCHING THINGS! I ONLY DIDN'T JUMP BECAUSE I WANTED TO SEE YOU AGAIN BUT I WAS SCARED I WOULDN'T!"
He looked at me in shock before taking a step towards me. At that point I was beyond wanting to be calmed down and I took a step back glaring at him before starting my verbal assault again.
"I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU AND YET YOU ONLY PLAY AND TEASE WITH ME! I WANT IT TO BE REAL WHEN YOU PULL ME INTO YOUR LAP OR WHEN YOU STROKE MY HAIR OR LIKE WHEN YOU GAVE ME THE LOVEBITE! I WANTED IT TO BE REAL NOT SOME LITTLE GAME OR JOKE TO YOU! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I LOVE YOU KYOYA OOTORI! I LOVE YOU BUT YOU NEVER NOTICE!" I fell backwards, whilst I'd been yelling he'd been walking to me and I'd been going back until I fell over, I was starting to cry but I didn't care, I carried on and I kept scooting back.
"ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO LOVE ME BUT YOU CAN'T AND YOU WON'T! I'M JUST SOME STUPID BITCH WHO YOU KEEP TOYING WITH AND I HATE IT BUT I LOVE IT BECAUSE YOU DO IT TO ME AND NOT SOMEBODY ELSE! I'M SO CONFUSED AND I JUST WANT YOU TO LOVE ME! WHY CAN'T YOU LOVE ME GOD DAMN IT! MORI-NII DOES, HE TOLD ME IN HIS OWN WAY THIS MORNING, HE KISSED ME, HE ACCEPTED THAT I LOVED YOU AND EVEN THOUGH IT HURT HIM BECAUSE HE KNEW HE WANTED TO DO IT ANYWAY, TO SHOW ME HOW HE FELT! WHY WON'T YOU DO THAT! EHY CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME IT'S ALL A GAME, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO TOY WITH ME! I LOVE YOU KYOYA-SENPAI! WHY!
I lay on the floor crying, my back against the wall. I cried and shook from violent trembles but I still looked at Kyoya, he had stopped in front of me with such a pained expression on his face I almost felt bad. He sighed and knelt down beside me, he grabbed me when I tried to move away and pulled me into a hug. I cried but didn't make a move to cling to him like I usually would, I heard his pained sigh. He stood and picked me up before gently depositing me onto his bed. I watched him through a veil of watery tears as he stood above me a look of indecision on his face, in the end he sat down next to me and gently hugged me to him.
My tears carried on and I just couldn't stop, it had been too much for me to handle. Last night I had broken down in anger and confusion now I broke down in fright and sorrow. Kyoya hugged me to him and rocked me back and forth gently and lovingly before eventually turning my head to face him, a gentle smile was on his face and he leaned in. I pulled back but Kyoya followed until I was laying flat out on the bed with Kyoya's lips atop mine. It was gentle and he didn't try to do anything else, he just stayed there until we needed air, but even then he kept his forehead resting on mine. He spoke in a soft voice though I could tell how much he had wanted to say this for a while.
"Yuki-chan, I love you. I … I never intended to play around with you, I never wanted to hurt you and believe me, I've wanted to do the things I've done for real not as some tease or flirt, I've wanted you to be mine since I first met you but it took me ages to figure it out. I got that when we came here, or I sort of did, it solidified until I could only think of you. When you ran last night, I went after you but Mori-senpai found you first, he brought you back and I was angry, angry that I hadn't been the one to do that. I never knew you would have possibly killed yourself, if I had known I wouldn't have let you run Yuki-chan. Really, I mean it, I love you and I want you to only ever love me. I promise you Yuki-chan, I won't hurt you any more, I mean it and I will stick by it. I love you!"
He pulled me in for another kiss, this time I responded. Our lips met in a war of passion and when I cautiously nipped his bottom lip for entrance he granted. I explored his mouth for a while, both of us moaning in pleasure and then we began to battle for dominance, I smiled and in the end I gave in. Kyoya's arms were wrapped around me and I snuggled into his warmth, he smirked and pulled away from our kiss for air.
"I love you." his words, the three words I'd wanted to hear for a long time put a new life into me and I burst into tears as I hugged him crying that I loved him too. Kyoya smiled and rolled over so I lay on top of him crying into his chest as he wrapped his arms around me. We stayed like that for ages until I suddenly shot up and collapsed on the ground coughing up blood, there was lots of it and Kyoya bolted off the bed putting an arm around me staring frightened at the mess on the floor. I gave a last small cough and wiped my mouth on the back of my hand, it was covered in blood, slowly Kyoya led me to the bathroom where he helped me to rinse my mouth out, truth was, I was feeling to weak to do it on my own.
Carefully Kyoya led me back to his bed and got me to lay back down whilst he sat next to me talking and apologizing to me.
"It's not your fault."
"Yuki-chan it is my fault!"
"It's not. I've had it ever since I was little, it's part of my illness, my family never told anyone about it though. They had enough trouble keeping me out so I could have a normal life. It only happens when I get too worked up over something or when I go over the top." I smiled weakly at him and took hold of his hand.
Kyoya looked at me troubled but linked hands with me and lent down to kiss my forehead. I smiled and pushed myself upright, he gave me a startled look and before he could say anything I was kissing him again, Kyoya sighed into the kiss but returned it non the less. I think he enjoyed it.
"We should go meet the others Yuki-chan." Kyoya breathed when we drew apart. I sighed and pulled him in for another more forceful kiss. He smirked and pulled away laughing when he saw my pouty face.
"I don't wanna go see the others though Kyoya-senpai!"
"Yuki-chan, don't call me Kyoya-senpai anymore. Also we have to go see them if I don't want to end up dead."
"Why not and they can wait."
"I don't think they'd agree with you. Also because you're my girlfriend."
"Well I need to tell you something … wait … what? Really? Am I your girlfriend?"
"Yes really" he chuckled and kissed my forehead again "Now what do you have to tell me?"
"I was raped." silence then followed by …
"Who by? The bastard's dead."
"It was a long time ago, a bit over a year and a half ago Kyoya."
"I don't give a shit how long ago it was, who did it!"
"There wasn't any trial, he keeps away from me though, it's alright."
"Yuki it's not alright!"
"It's the son of my old boss, but he keeps away from me. Plus, I don't care about him, I care about my daughter … Mia." Kyoya froze and looked at me before nodding slowly.
"Would it upset you if I did something?"
"Only because you could get into trouble."
"Fine."
"Thank you Kyoya. Uhh … w-would you be Mai's D … Daddy?" he looked at me before smiling and leaning into kiss me which I took as a definite yes. I was happy, or at least I was until he pulled me up and began leading me to the door.
"I need to shower and change."
"I'm coming with you."
"No bloody way are you seeing me naked Kyoya Ootori!"
"Yuki, I'm coming into your room and I'm waiting whilst you wash and change."
"Fine."