hey guys this chapter is intense. i have been in a writting mood so there will be another one tonight i can promise that maybe even more than one

Chapter 34

Lexy pov

baby Seth ended up with a chest infection, which wasn't good because he already had hard time breathing. He got put back in the hospital, he has already been in there for 2 days. I hated when he was sick, I always feel so defenseless in times like this. Carlisle told us he was doing better and his lungs were clearing up with some anti-biotic and lots of care.

Jpov

I made arrangements out in Seattle to rent out a whole restaurant for me and Nessie tonight. She doesn't know what I have planned but I had flowers put all around and them dim the lights with candles everything she could ever want. It was a higher class restaurant so I had to get dressed myself I put my suit to get ready to go pick her up. Pulling up outside her house was really something. I didn't even make it to the door before it opened and there stood my beautiful amazing looking fiancé. I honestly couldn't even think of something good enough to say

"hi" smooth one Jake. I thought in my head

"hi" she said smiling like that's it

"you look umm wow" I still couldn't figure something to say

"well thank you I guess you look umm wow too" Nessie was always a little smart ass

"well shall we get going my dear" I extended my arm

"we shall" she wrapped her arm around mine and just like that we were off. It took a little while to get there but it wasn't a bad car ride , the first half those Nessie kept asking were we were going and why she couldn't know.

Once we pulled up I got out of the car rushed to the other side to open her door, giving her my hand to help her out her heel were pretty big. We went throught the front door

"awe mr. and mrs black nice to see you everything is in order let me show you to your seat"

It was going to be a wonderful night with my girl. And that is all I care about.

Bellapov

It has been so quiet at the cottage I'm not use to it. When lexy was here we had interaction with her and Seth but now they are off on their own with the twins. Renesemee was doing her own thing with Jake, she hasn't even been staying at the regular house. She is with Jake almost every night at the wolf house and soon I wouldn't be surprised if they got their own place.

"Honey, do you miss her?" I asked Edward

"Miss who Nessie? She is still here, probably at the house right now" he seemed confused

"Yes Nessie but I mean when she was little and thought we were the best things in the whole world"

"She still thinks we are Bella, she has Jacob now though just like when you had me. Your dad was still your everything wasn't he? But you had me too; she is starting her own life now. We need to understand that and be there for her, Jacob is her soul mate there is no changing that." I understood where he was coming from but I wanted to be selfish I wanted her I missed her so much.

"I know it is a part of life but normally it isn't so quickly. Parents normally get like at least 18 years we have had like half that. Than we had lexy which I love her like my own and we only had her for like 8 months and now she is moved on to"

"Bella we have forever with Nessie, most parents don't have forever. And lexy had to move on she has two babies and a husband, there wasn't enough room here for her and the babies you knew that. That is why we bought the house for her and Seth" he was right we would have forever well besides with lexy, lexy was human she would leave us one day. She isn't like when I found Edward and wanted to be turned well at least she hasn't said anything. I had two daughters who didn't need me anymore and it killed me.

"I know Edward it just sucks having two daughters who don't need us anymore"

"Bella they will always need us we are their parents" he gave me a hug and we sat there until there was a knock at the door, I got up to answer it. It was lexy with Ella.

"hey Bella I was wondering if you could watch Ella, Seth is at work and baby Seth is getting out the hospital today. I tried calling but you didn't answer" she said

"of course ill watch her I have no problem doing that." I took the baby from her and brought her inside away from the cold.

"I couldn't thank you enough Bella your always there to help me when I need it you truly are my mother" she said that and the tears wanted to fall from my eyes.

"I will always be here lexy no matter what for you the babies even Seth you are my daughter and they are my family now to" I paused "now get to the hospital and go get my other grandbaby"

Lexypov

I was on my way to the hospital, driving traffic was busy toady they were doing road work. Some guy was riding my ass though the whole time. He kept trying to get around me like it was my fault, when we finally started driving again he didn't back off like I thought he would. Suddenly a car caught me of while it was pulling out of the diner and I had to slam on my breaks. Next thing I knew I was in the air, I felt a sharp pain in my neck and people were all around me. I felt like I couldn't move I was in so much pain.

"don't move lexy I called an ambulance and the guy who caused this is in my crusier" I didn't know who was talking to me. I felt pressure on my neck like someone's hands

"we have to stop the bleeding or she is going to bleed out right here someone get me a rag or something" all I heard was yelling .

"you need to get here now" I couldn't hear the full conversation this person was having. All I knew was that I had a lot of pain in my body

"hold on honey the ambulance is almost here" that voice sounded familiar it was a woman's. I than passed out, still feeling all the pain. I was dreaming that I was in a meadow though, Seth was there.

"you need to hold in there lexy, for me please. Stay strong and make it through this please darling" I felt like I was moving there was light behind Seth in the meadow.

"stay away from there babe please don't go in the light stay away" I couldn't talk back to anything he was saying

"I have to go now lexy just please pull through this I love you" I wanted to say I love you back but he was fading away and it wouldn't come out finally I yelled it once he was gone

"I LOVE YOU SETH" he wasn't there.

poor lexy, she was just on her way to the hospital to get baby seth and some guy was riding her ass and when she had to slam on her brakes he slammed right into her sending her through the windshield if you guys didnt understand why her neck hurt so bad. tell me what you think in the little box down below