We clambered into Liam's huge Land Rover to get to Starbucks and then further onto London.

"So... When did you move out your parents house?" Liam asked.

"16th birthday, after Gran died I got enough money to rent the flat. I think you had finished Xfactor by then." I explained. "It would be nice to live with a guy that could help though... I guess I still haven't found that guy..."

"You still haven't kissed anyone?" Liam asked, almost in a hopeful tone.

"Well, no. Considering I didn't have a boyfriend till I was 14 and then he cheated on me, I was sort of put off... It sounds stupid. 19 year old girl still a lip virgin. And a virgin altogether." I could tell Li anything. He already knew all of that, but I felt like telling him again.

The rest of the journey was us laughing at the weird guy on the radio, but it was normal.

But he wasn't the same as he used to be.