I spent the rest of the day with Ginny helping her with her DADA work that she had decied to keep working on and I was more than happy to help her with the patronus charm as it is to hard for her to do succesfully and as I have done it before I guess I'm the best one to teach it to her.
"You have to think of something Happy, Think of a memory that made you happy" I say as she points her wand into a space in the room and as this is part of the books and not infront of muggles we can use this without any trouble. Ginny closes her eyes and takes a deep breath before saying very clearly
"Expecto Patronum!" Then there is a blue light and from her wand a sleak and beautiful Doe prances around her room before it fades away and zooms back to her wand leaving both Ginny and I gobsmacked. She was shocked because she managed to do it and I was shocked because her protonus matched mine just like how Mum and Dad's matched eachothers.
"Ginny if I asked you to try that again with me would you do it?" I ask and she nods her head. We both point our wands in the same direction she had before then at the same time we yell "Expecto Patronum" And in a flash of brilliant blue light a Doe and a Stag run free and begin to entertwine with eachother before they are gone again.
"What does that mean Harry?" Ginny asks when the shock of the moment is over but I ignore her and run out of the room to find Remus and ask him what is going on and why we have matching Patronus's. On my quest to find Remus I walk past a door that has Ron and Hermione snogging in it so to make myself known I clear my throat before speaking
"Get a room!" I say then I close the door before running up another flight of stairs finding Remus,Sirius and Dad in a sitting room eating their lunch.
"Uhh Remus?" I ask and he looks up from the table "Can I ask you a question" I ask so he sits up straighter then makes room for me to sit down beside Sirius and himself. I cross over and sit inbetween them
"Fire away Harry" he says kindly and I begin to play with my fingers
"Well what does it mean when two people have a matching protronus?" I ask then I look at their faces that show amusement and something that looks like proudness but I don't get why they look like this
"If people have a protronus that match it means they are in love even if they don't know it" Remus tells me. My brain goes into overdrive because I know I have feelings for Ginny but she is Ron's little sister he will murder me and if he is not the one to do it then sure enough Fred and George will, But what if Ginny finds out herself then she will know how I feel oh no I can't let her find out
"Harry come back to earth" Sirius says in my face then snaps his fingers infront of my face to get my attention and bringing me back to face their questions
"Why do you ask" Dad asks with a knowing smirk on his face making me blush
"Well I was helping Ginny with her DADA work when we got onto potronus's and her one turned out to be a Doe and well mine is a Stag so I figured I would ask what that ment" I tell him making Sirius laugh at my embaresment
"So you just left Ginny standing there?" Remus asks then shakes his head "Bad idea she is probably seaking out Tonks now and asking her what it means" He ads
"Do you like the girl?" Dad asks and I shyly nod my head
"But she is my bestfriend's little sister!" I moan then balance my chin in my hands
"Well he is dating Hermione and didin't tell you because he knows how you are feeling so he will understand" Sirius tells me. There are footsteps on the stairs and we all shut up just intime for Tonks,Ginny,Ron and Hermione to arrive at the door
"There he is!" Says Tonks with a massive grin on her face so I'm guessing Ginny told her "Oh and James, Lilly is looking for you" She tells Dad
"uhh Gin can I speak to you?" I ask her shyly
"yeah okay let's go downstairs?" She offers and I nod my head. We go back down to her bedroom and she sits on the bed whilst I shut the door gently
"Okay well I'm just going to get right to the point, Ginny the reason why we had a matching Protronus is because I like you but I was to scared to tell you because of Ron" I say and she gapes at me. I should not of told her because she is going to hate me now and she is going to tell Ron and he will hate me too.
I am rushed back to reality when I feel Ginny press her lips to mine in a kiss that makes my heart beat one thousand per second and beat against my cheast leaving me breathless. My stomach is doing backflips making me feel funny inside and it's a feeling I have never felt before.
Without knowing it my arms wrap around her waist pulling her closer to me while her own arms winde their way around my neck making our kiss deepen. I feel her tounge trace my bottom lip and I open my mouth taking our kiss to a new level.
We walk until the back of my legs hit the bed and I lower down bringing her with me until she is straddling my lap.
Things would of went much further but we broke apart when we heard Molly yell to come down for dinner. Both of our lips are red and swolen and our hair is a bit of a mess making it a little obvious to anyone who pays close attention to us but it we play it casuall hopefully they wont notice.
We get to the kitchen to find everyone sitting and looking at my parents standing at the end of the table
"Nice of you two to join us" Sirius says and I see Remus smiling behind Tonks hand that he is holding against his mouth. We both blush then take our seats across from Remus and Tonks.
"Okay well we have an announcement" Dad says to the room then smiles down at mum
"I'm pregnant" Mum announces and I feel my eyes widening and my mouth opening. Everyone but myself and Ginny got up to congradulate them.
I guess I should be happy but all I feel is crushing sadness that I just got my parents back and now all the attention will be given to this unborn baby who will have everything I never had, A real family.
Ginny turns my face to look at hers and I see understanding in her eyes making me burst into tears. I get up from my seat then I am running up to my room and locking the door.
Laying on my bed I cry until I fall asleep with dreams of a red haired blue eyed perfect baby girl in the arms of my parents with a fourteen year old boy no where in sight filling my dreams.