The next morning when I wake up I find my eyes red and dore to touch and for a moment I don't understand why then I remember that I am going to be an older brother when I have only had my parents back in my life for three days and only really spoken to them once which was my first meeting with them in fifteen years so it was not the best conversion ever.
I sit up in bed and look over at Hedwigs cage where she sleeps and that's exactly what she is doing now. I guess I wanted her to be awake as she comforts me as I found out during the many times that Uncle Vernon locked me in my room ovet the holidays but for now I'm kb my own.
There is a knock on the door then I hear someone mutter a spell then there's the sound of the lock clicking open and a very happy Tonks comes skipping jn with two plates full of food in her hands.
"What's up hummingbird? " she asks then hands me a plate of food with a smile on her face that I am guessing is because she made it all the way upstairs without dropping any of it
"Nothing much Dora, is it okay if I call you that?" I ask her making her smile more because I trust Dora and she is the only one apart from Ginny who bothers to see if I'm okay
"Yeah! Just you though" she says then ruffles my already messy hair that is sticking up all over the place but I guess I'm just to upset to care. Dora and I eat our food whilst talking about everything and complaining about things that get on our nerves so it was was pretty enjoyable breakfast.
"Thanks for making me feel better Dora" I say then ruffle her hair like she had done to me just to get on her nerves but to my disappointment she only laughs and then her hair flattens itself back into her pink spikes
"No problem honeybee" she says then sends the plates back downstairs with a flick of her wand then she turns to me with a serious look on her face showing me that fun time is over and that she means business
"Now Harry tell me what really is wrong with you" she says with a stern look telling me that there's no way out of this and that she will make me tell her even if it is stupid
"I just don't want a little brother or sister right now I just got them back and now they are going to be pre occupied with the new baby who is going to have everything I didn't it is going to have a family and a proper childhood and be surrounded by people that love it whilst forgetting about me" I tell her and by the end I'm sobbing into her shoulder as she holds me close
'I know how you feel Harry ever since your parents got back Sirius and Remus have been forgetting me and it hurts doesn't it but don't worry I'm here for you and I wint be forgetting you any time soon" she whispers softly then strokes my hair until I cry myself to sleep knowing that I will always have Dora.
She may not be my parents but she is the closest thing that I have right now and I'm so thankfull that she is here and won't leave me like everyone else.