''Dean,there's something I need to get off my chest.'' I say as we walked past Marilyn Monroe's star.
''What is it?''
''I don't know,it's just that last night and this afternoon,it made me feel a little like a rat.''
''Why? You're obviously not a ringrat.''
''I don't know,I guess because we got sexual even before our first date. I'm never like that.''
''I guess I just bring out the animalistic lust in you. It's nothing to be ashamed of.''
I shrugged and gave half a smile.
''You haven't been with very many men have you?''
''No.''
''How many?''
I hesitated for a moment.
''Only one.''
''Really?That wrestler guy?''
''Yeah. And to say it was unsatisfactory would be an understatement.''
He stopped and got very close to me and said in quiet voice.
''You deserve better than that. You deserve a man that can make you feel like a woman. I can make you come so hard you pass out.''
I answered with a blush.
''You're blushing? The same woman who gave me a blowjob in the hotel gym is blushing when I say I can make her come like no on else.''
''It's just that my last boyfriend never talked about sex so bluntly,even though I wanted to,sometimes.''
''I'm a very blunt guy.''
''I can tell.''I smiled.
''Well,here it is. Jim Morrison's star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame.'' He said,pointing to the ground.
''Wow.'' I stood there a couple of minutes,not even thinking about Jim Morrison,I was thinking about what Dean had said.
''Well,we should get back to the hotel,Jane.''
''Okay.''
We leave and walk back to the car.
''I meant what I said,by the way. You deserve more than just average sex. You deserve to both be fucked until you can't sit down and you deserve to be made love to,to feel wanted.''
I surprised myself at the tear that ran down my cheek,and the small sniffle I let out.
''You've never really felt wanted,have you?'' He asked.
''Not really,no. With Joe,the wrestler guy,it was just get in the bed,have sex,come,then sleep. There was no holding one another afterwards. He wasn't even romantic outside the bedroom. No flowers,no cute texts,he barely even called when we were in different cities.''
''I don't know what to say except you deserve so much more than that.''
''How would you know? You've only known me two days.''
''I just know,baby.'' He reached over and held my hand.
We get to the hotel and walk in.
''Um,Dean,do you think maybe we could go to your room for a little while?''
''I thought you'd never ask.'' He smiled and led me to the elevator.
We walk down the hallway and to his room. I was nervous,but I also really really liked Dean. Hell,I'm pretty sure I was falling for him.
