A/N: I know I'm such a horrible updater and I greatly sorry for that. Here's chapter 9 and I hope you guys like it cause I'm meh about it.
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Chapter 9: Please forgive me Beck
"You reached Beck's phone, sorry I'm unable to take your call now, so deal with it" (beep).
"Hey Beck this is Tori, your best friend that you have ignored for the past three days. Look I know you're upset about Jade, the breakup, and me lying to you, but please Beck I'm begging for you to talk to me. Don't shut me out and again I'm soooooo sorry Beck".
That was the twentieth voicemail Tori left on Becks phone. For the past three days he's been avoiding her ever since she told him about Jade cheating behind his back. At first He didn't believe Tori and accused her of lying to him, but as soon as he stormed off and called Jade for his self, she had no problem confirming that everything Tori said was true. Putting her cell back on the desk, Tori lied on her bed replaying the events over and over in her head.
Beck grabbed Tori's hand and lead her through the crowd until they reached the outside of the club. Letting go of her hand, he turned to look at her. "Now what is it?"
Tell him! Tori sighed heavily, closing her eyes then opening them again before answering, "It's about Jade".
"What about Jade?"
"Earlier today when you asked if I talked to her... I lied" Tori began nervously looking at him.
Beck's face turned into disappointment. "Tori why would you lie about that! You know I been trying to get in contact with her!"
"I know and I'm so sorry about that, but I just didn't know what to do Beck" Tori said.
"Do about what Tori, what are you talking about?" Beck questioned.
Tori found herself sighing again "about Jade cheating on you".
Becks eyes lit up with shock. "Jade cheated on me?"
Tori nodded her head, "yeah with some guy in a band. That's what I found out when I talked to her, and I didn't know how to tell you because I didn't want you to get hurt".
Beck stood in front of Tori silently processes what she just told him. "I don't believe you" he spoke quietly.
"Wait what?"
"I don't believe you Tori" Beck said louder. "Jade loves me and she would never do that to me".
Tori couldn't believe her ears at the moment. Was Beck really saying that she's lying to him about this? "Beck I'm telling you the truth! Jade flat-out admitted that she been cheating behind your back. I wouldn't lie to you!"
Beck scoffed at that comment. "You lied to me today and you're lying to me now! Plus if it was the truth why would Jade tell you huh? she hates you!"
"I don't know!" Tori really not knowing why Jade confessed that to her out of all people. "Look Beck" she moved closer to Beck to try to comfort him, "I know finding this out hurts, but you gotta to believe me".
Beck backed away from Tori "Just stay away from me ok! You're a horrible friend, a liar, and you're just doing this to hurt me" He said with real anger in his eyes that Tori have never seen him looked before, and stormed off leaving her alone in front of the Jump. Calling her a horrible friend really stung Tori, but she knew he didn't mean what he said. Even though he said he didn't believe her, she knew deep down that he did.
"Wheres Beck?" Dj came outside to check Tori and Beck.
"He left to go face the truth" Tori replied and walked back inside the jump, leaving Dj guessing on what she was talking about.
"TORI!" Tori finally hearing her roommate call her. Tori looked up from her bed and saw Raven standing at her door.
"Girl what you doing, daydreaming?" Raven asked.
Tori looked at the ceiling, "No just thinking".
"About Beck?" Ra questioned.
Tori didn't answer, and that gave Raven all she need to know. "Girl you need to stop worrying about him and his problems. If he chose to defriend you just because you told him the truth about his girlfriend, then he's the 'horrible' friend not you!" Raven sat on Tori desk chair.
"I know" Tori sitting up on her bed so she can eye Raven. "Its just that he's still my best friend and I know he just hurt that's all. I wish he would just talk to me and let me be there for him".
"Tori he accused you of lying to him"
"Because if he believed it then it would make it true and he didn't want it to be. He loves Jade and look what she done to him".
Raven eyed Tori very closely. "You're in love with Beck aren't you?"
"What?" Tori caught off guard by the question.
"You're in love with him Tori!" Raven said again. "The guy said all these bad things to you and your just brushing it off and defending him. Nobody does that unless they feel some type of way about that person".
"Ra I'm not In love with Beck! I'm defending him because he's my best friend and nothing more" Tori said trying to convince Raven, but now it felt like she was trying to convince herself.
"Alright whatever you say" Raven getting up from the chair and walked to the door and paused. "I'm going to go meet Dj at the library. Do you want to come?"
"No I'm gonna go to Becks dorm and see if he's there" Tori putting her brown boots. Raven shook her head and left, closing the door behind her.
Since Becks dorm was in the same building as Tori's, it didn't take long to get to his room. She stood nervously at his door preparing her speech to him before she softly knocked on his door three times, but no one answered. Knowing her best friend, Tori figured the next best spot to find Beck was where he can be his self and clear his head which was drama class. Whenever things was at a time low for Beck he would put all his anger and emotion into his acting. Its his therapy, and its set him free from all thats bothering him. Reaching drama class Tori looked through the glass on the door spotted Beck on stage with Charla, and Mr Benson sitting in one of the classroom chairs watching them. Tori walked in and sat way in the back waiting patiently for him to finish. Paying attention to what he and Charla was quoting, it appeared that they were practicing lines from Romeo and Juliet.
"Oh, she doth teach the torches to burn bright!
It seems she hangs upon the cheek of night
Like a rich jewel in an Ethiope's ear,
Beauty too rich for use, for earth too dear"
Beck quoted, staring longing at Charla with his chocolate-brown eyes. Tori watched with amazement as he grabbed Charla hand and said the next lines.
"If I profane with my unworthiest hand
This holy shrine, the gentle sin is this:
My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready stand
To smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss".
Moving away from Beck, charla turns to face him.
"Good pilgrim, you do wrong your hand too much,
Which mannerly devotion shows in this;
For saints have hands that pilgrims' hands do touch,
And palm to palm is holy palmers' kiss."
"Bravo guys!" Gushed Mr Benson. "That was an awesome job you two did and with such emotion".
"Thank you Mr Benson" Beck and Charla said in unison.
Tori could see them both grinning from ear to ear from being praised by Mr Benson. "If we do Romeo and Juliet for the winter play, I think you two will be the lead" Mr Benson picking up his clipboard and jotting it down.
"Your an amazing actor Beck" Charla complemented with a flirty tone which made Tori blood boil a little.
Beck chuckled and smiled, "Thanks you are too".
Charla stepped closer to him, "soo do you wanna go out sometime?"
"Um not really the best time for me now" Beck said clearly not fazed by her invading his private space, "Just got out of a relationship".
"Oh well when you're ready to mend your broken heart, give me a call" Charla slipping a card with her number in his hands and walked off stage leaving Beck standing there shaking his head. She smirked at Tori going at the classroom, and Tori rolled her eyes at her. Tori still couldn't pinpoint why that girl didn't like her, but whatever reason she didn't like her either. Watching Beck gather his things Tori got up from her chair and walked up to the stage to talk to him.
"Hey Beck" she greeted nervously.
He stopped what he was doing and met her eyes which had worried in them. "Hey Tor" He said lowly and hopped off the stage to start heading towards the exit.
"Can I talk to you?" Tori asked, not really liking that he was just gonna leave without saying another word to her.
He turned around and faced her, "Talk".
"How are you? I been trying to get in contact with you, but you been ignoring me"
"so called best friend lied to me, girlfriend or should I say ex girlfriend cheated on me. How you think I'm doing?" Beck said.
"I know that your hurt and I'm sorry Beck" Tori suddenly starting to feel her eyes tear up because she wants so badly to be forgiving by him. "Its just that was not an easy spot to be in and I didn't want to see you in pain like you are now"
Noticing that Tori was on the verge of crying Beck put his hand on her shoulder. "look Tor I know it's not your fault and I forgive you , but I'm just messed up now because of Jade and I need space and time to think ok?"
Wiping the tears from her eyes, Tori nodded her head in agreement to give him some space. Beck gave her a small smile and pulled her into a hug, one that Tori misses a lot.
"I forgive you sweetie" he said and kissed her forehead. "Alright I gotta go help my roommate with some project" Beck let go of the hug and walked to the door again and exiting out.
Never have been on Becks bad side, Tori vowed to herself to never get there again. He one hard shell to crack when he's pissed off at you.
He forgave me, so why I still don't feel any better? Tori wondered
A/N: I'm not really happy with this chapter, but I tried to make it as perfect as I can for you guys. I hope I havent lost any of you because I appreciate and cherish all of your reviews and follows. Hope yall liked it and tell me what you think please :)