A quicker update then normal but I felt bad so I did this one up as quickly as possible.

You know the normal warnings Drug use and such.

And I am sad to say I will never have Criminal Minds. They just had too many lawyers.

Hope you like it!

Reid felt like everyone was tearing at him. He just needed to go home. He could feel them calling to him and all he wanted to do was reply and indulge in the sweet release that it brought him. But one half of him told him that not to give in. Damn it! He felt himself scream inside. It was eating away at him, he just had to have a little bit, just a little would be enough. Of course he knew that wouldn't be enough, after that he would want more and then more. When he had finally succumbed to the much needed rest, he felt himself go into terror. Flashes and images ran through his mind. Two men standing in front of him, laughing at him, telling him he was weak and that he deserved it. What? What did he deserve? This was too confusing for him; this only made the urges stronger. That release he used to get was so unimaginable. When he could just slip away from it all and be free, just free. Then it came, the scene that revealed all, the man plunging the syringe into his, oh god he could feel the pain he was in and yet there and then he didn't want the release. But now it was like it was the only thing he could think about.

Morgan's and Garcia's eyes couldn't stray from the figure on the couch; Reid laid there, moving every two seconds, unable to stay still. Morgan knew what he had to do now, the team had to know but the thought couldn't be kept aside that maybe there was a chance he would never have to tell them, that maybe he could keep it under control but Reid needed the support and he couldn't deny that from Reid.

"Should we tell them?" Garcia's voice was faint. Her face was sad. I couldn't her though, this was hard the first and with what had just happened to Reid, this was becoming harder for all of us, it was selfish to think that way but it was. The stress of finding Reid and then having to keep him from the truth and then this, it was selfish! How could he think like that when Reid was the one going through all of this!

"Yeah," He turned to face his Baby Girl, "I mean we have to, Reid won't be able to do this all of this on his own, he need the team this time."

"Morgan we were there last time," Garcia turned to him.

"No we weren't, not like we should have be, I mean I was there a few times but not enough, he had to do it all by himself," Garcia was on the verge of tears now.

"We didn't mean too," She was now into tears as she yet again embraced Morgan.

"I know," He held her tightly, "I know."

Hotch's POV

Jack's smile was what was keeping me through this; it was what reminded me that there was still good in this world. With everything that has happened I had started to lose my faith in that but seeing Jack brought back the faith that was falling apart.

My phone started buzzing, I honestly thought of not answering it but the habit took over and I immediately answered it, "Hotchnner."

"Hey Hotch, we've gotta problem," The unmistakable voice of Morgan was on the other end, I could sense something was wrong.

"What is it? Is it Reid?" My mind went directly to Reid, why else would Morgan call at this time.

"Hotch, I what the signs are, mostly because of my beat cop days but because I've already seen Reid act this way, he's going through withdrawal man," I couldn't help but feel a surge of guilt run through me. The thought of Morgan being wrong was consider but out of anyone Morgan would know the signs and I trust his opinion on this.

"Have you informed the rest of the team yet?" Knowing Morgan, he would've told Garcia before anyone else, no doubt she was already over there against Morgan's protest.

"Well Garcia's here with me but beside that, I thought I should tell you first," He knew that Morgan had hesitate in his voice; he properly didn't want anyone else to know about it.

"OK, we'll tell the others in the morning, are you going to be able to handle him tonight?" Morgan wouldn't say no, he was Reid's best friend.

"Yeah, seeya Hotch," And with that the phone went to a dull tone. Hotch had so many different emotions run through him, this man didn't film all the torture; he left some of it for the rest of the team to see first-hand.

I sat down on the couch and stared, I don't know at what but I just stared. Thinking, considering. Reid got through it the first time, he'll get through it again.

Morgan's Place

Reid's eyes started to flutter open. His head was pounding and his body felt pain surge through it with each movement it made.

"Hey man just stay still for a moment, you're in a lot of pain right now," Morgan rushed over to Reid to help him.

"No you don't say!" Reid murmured before taking in a deep breath.

"Hey I'm just trying to help you here," Morgan was irritated but kept a calm voice, he was expecting this and he knew it wasn't really Reid at the moment.

"Well why not next time you try not stating the obvious!" Reid leaned backwards and put his hands in front of his eyes.

"Garcia's here, do you want to talk to her?" Reid might open up to her a little bit more than he was with Morgan. Reid relieved his hands from his face and glared at Morgan.

"Why not just broadcast this on national T.V," He growled, "Morgan I'm going home."

Reid was about to get up before Morgan put a firm hand on him making sure he didn't go anywhere.

"No, you're not Reid," Morgan said in a deep and firm tone, "You are staying right where I can see you."

"Take your hand off of me!" Reid placed his hand on Morgan's in an attempt to remove it but it was no use, Morgan didn't move at the least.

"I will once you say you are staying here," Reid continued to struggle until he thought of something and then stopped struggling.

"Fine," Reid held his stare until Morgan finally released him.

Reid slouched back into the couch and watched Morgan walk out of the room. Reid had a plan that was going to get him what he needed and he wasn't thinking about Dilaudid, it was something else that was eating him alive.

Thank you for reading and don't forget to review. Little cliffhanger there. Still have big plans in store!