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Warnings are the same as the previous chapters and such!

Reid sat on the edge of the building; he grabbed his phone and turned it on. This was all falling into place. Now all he had to do was wait, wait for everything that was clouding him to finally be revealed. He felt himself break out into sweat, maybe, he thought, he shouldn't have thrown out the vials? No! He was sick of not being in control! He looked down at the street below him, it wasn't much different than last time, except last time he was standing and had actually meant to jump off the building. Everything he had been through was catching up on him then, he had taught himself to bottle it away, to worry about another day. But the day that came was too much, if it hadn't been for Gideon, he wouldn't have gone into the FBI and joined the BAU. Once Gideon left, he thought of leaving, he felt if Gideon, the man who convinced him to give life another, wasn't able to handle the job then maybe he couldn't.

Reid felt his skin begin to crawl and itch. He couldn't get his mind off him throwing the vials at the wall and the liquid creeping down the wall, forming little rivers. The urge to just get some more was overwhelming, to just forget this and find some more but then the thought of not knowing scared him. Everything was scaring him now, going to sleep, closing his eyes. It brought unwanted images to his head that he just couldn't control. He shook his head, trying to regain focus at what was happening there and then.

He looked carefully over the edge; two black SUVs were pulling up. That had to be his team, who else would it be. Now it was time, he was finally getting what he wanted, the answers.

The team was racing into the building and up to Reid's level. Morgan approached Reid's door and pushed it open. The door slightly creaked; Morgan and Emily exchanged worried looks as they turned back to the rest of the team and nodded them to go in. They all scanned the apartment. It was considerably small and was what they expected, books were everywhere you looked basically and they saw a collection of Doctor Who DVDs placed near the TV. It had would they would have expected to come from Reid but something deep down in them suggested that that wouldn't be the same anymore.

"Morgan how else was Reid acting when he was with you?" Hotch turned to Morgan as the rest of the team tuned into the conversation.

"I know he was pretty pissed off that he didn't know what had happened to him, even more when I told him I couldn't say that he had to remember by himself," Morgan shook his head, "I should hav known he wouldn't have given up that easily, I should have known!" Morgan was close to slamming his fist.

"Morgan calm down," Hotch didn't shout but said it in a flat voice, "You couldn't have known this was going to happen, none of us would have."

They all split up into the rooms. Although, there weren't that many rooms to explore, they all looked carefully at every detail before them, not wanting to miss anything that could lead them to where Red might be.

"Hey guys, I think I found something," Emily shouted from another room. We all gathered around the bathroom and found what she was talking about. Two broken vials were shattered on the ground and liquid was seeping into the grooves of the tiles.

"Well we could take that as a good sign," JJ suggested, looking at everyone hopefully.

"Or we could ask ourselves why isn't Reid here?" Rossi was right, why wouldn't Reid be here? But he had to be here, we found no trace of his phone in the apartment which meant he might still be in the building but now they had to figure out where he might be in the building.

"OK, Morgan, Emily and JJ I want you guys to continue to search Reid's apartment, Rossi and I will go to Reid's neighbors, see if they have seen anything," They all nodded before getting to work at their assigned tasks.

Hotch and Rossi

"Do you think Reid's here?" Hotch asked while they left the apartment.

"I've got a feeling Reid's here and he wants us to find him," Rossi turned to Hotch as they stopped at the apartment door next to Reid's.

"Yeah, it's almost as he's planned this all out, he makes sure Morgan's asleep before leaving with his phone and keys, he makes sure he only turns on his phone at a certain point but first he goes into his apartment and gets rid of the two vials, why would he do that? Why would someone going through withdrawal want to do that?" Hotch's stare was hard on Rossi, as they were profiling the situation.

Rossi stared back, in deep thought. Then his eyes widen, "Think about what Morgan said, Reid was shouting at him, begging him to tell him what happened," Hotch then caught along.

"He doesn't have control over it, he knows he's going through withdrawal and he's sick of not being in control, comes to his apartment and throws away the vials, gaining control over that but there's one last thing he still doesn't have control over," Rossi nodded in agreement.

"What he remembers," Hotch finishes off, "I think Reid's still here and I think we have to tell him."

Rossi turned to the door and knocked on it, "FBI," he called at and lifted his badge to the peephole.

The door open to the view of a nice looking elderly woman, who gave them both a smile, "How may I help you?"

"My name is Agent Hotchnner, this is Agent Rossi, may we come in?" She gave them a wider smile before opening the door wider and allowing both of them to enter the apartment.

"Oh yes I remember, you work with that sweet buy next door, Spencer right?" She offered them both a seat on the lounge and she sat opposite to them.

"Yes ma'am, that is actually why we're here, did you see him today?" Rossi asked, looking straight at the lady opposite to them.

"Oh yes, when he came by, the poor thing was so jumpy he couldn't even open his own door," The lady looked down; she knew something was wrong with Spencer when she had seen him earlier but ignored it.

"Did you happen to see where he went after he left his apartment?" Hotch asked.

"Yes I did, he went up the stairs, I don't know why he didn't use the elevator though?" She looked at both of them, "I knew something was wrong with him, I just knew," The woman was on the verge of tears.

"Ma'am you have helped us here, you have helped him," Rossi put a hand on the woman's before standing up.

"You just find that boy," The lady walked us to the door and then gave yet another friendly smile before closing the door behind us.

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