Hey guys sorry for the long wait! But I am having a crazy obsession with Supernatural's Castiel! Yummy! Anyway I think I am finally coming to an end with this story, maybe a few more chapters but basically the end. But don't worry I will be, well most likely be creating a sequel so tell me if I should and such and please enjoy this chapter and such!
Now I am sorry for the shortness for this chapter but I just had to get this out there! So please enjoy this.
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30 Minutes later
Reid's POV
"Reid please step away from the edge," Hotch order, oh I will I thought before turning my head to face him.
"I will Hotch just as soon as you tell me the truth," My eyes glared at each member of my team, they all looked worried. I feel a rush of guilt flood me, then I snap myself out of it, they deserve to feel this way. All they've done is cloud me from the truth, they've kept me from knowing.
"Reid man, we will tell you everything just as soon as you get away from the edge," Now Morgan's voice sounded more sincere then Hotch's but I knew better then that, Hotch pretends, he lies about his emotions. I suppose that's what the team does best, lie.
"And then you take me as someone who is that stupid, I step away then you just lie again," How was I suppose to any better then what they have shown me, how was I suppose to trust them anymore?
"Reid trust us, we promise to tell you everything," Emily was putting on a facade now as well, what did I expect, something else for a change. For her to show true emotions, for her to stop lying? No, no, no they are the root of every lie I've ever heard, the root of all the pain I am going through, they are the reason why I am doing this.
"You promise? You Promise," I started to laugh, "That means nothing to me now, nothing!" I turn my face to the city that lay before me, it was beautiful on the eyes but I knew the truth, it stank of evil. Everyone down there is filled with lies and dishonesty that it made me want to vomit. Even the innocent children that walk will fall victim and will soon be devoured by it.
"Reid please," Was that JJ? Of all the people, I thought I could trust, I never expected JJ to lie to me. Never but I guess I was wrong.
"Don't, don't pretend you weren't in it as well, just don't," I could feel burning hot tears run down my face, damn my emotions! Well at least I hadn't pretending to be something I am not.
"Reid please we just want to help you, don't do this again," JJ covered her mouth and looked at the rest of the team who now had wide eyes staring straight at her. I started to connect, JJ's slip of the tongue, the glares that were given to her afterwards, did they know?
"What do you mean 'don't do this again'?" I glared at her, in rage, wanting to know whether it was true? Whether they have yet again been lying to again!
"What I - I meant was that..." JJ was frantic, this only proved my theory even more.
"No, I know exactly what you meant JJ," I snarled, "Who told you?"
They were all deadly silent. No surprise, they properly knew all along and without telling me, without consulting me! The lies just keep on piling up, one after the other.
"You will bloody damn well tell me who told you!" I could actually feel raw blood inside my throat crawling down my throat.
"It was while you were kidnapped," Hotch spoke up, what did they look through my files, no they wouldn't do that.
"What you looked through my files!" I couldn't believe it! I felt the emotions in me boil.
"No we didn't, the person who kidnapped you Reid," Morgan's eyes were full of sorrow, so were the rest of the team's but for the first time he felt as though they were actually telling the truth, "He told us everything."
"H- how much?" I felt myself breaking, they weren't suppose to know, they weren't suppose to. What will they think of me now, a weak pathetic piece of shit.
"The truth about the Riley Jenkins case to how you came to the Academy," Hotch's stare had soften, it seemed to look deep at me.
"No, no you weren't supposed to know," I mumbled before looking over the edge.
JJ's mind racing, she had to do something, anything at the moment would be good and the one thing she could think of would change Reid forever.
"Henry is your son!" She shouted and Reid snapped his head towards her, his face in pure shook as sweat dripped heavily down his face.
"What?" He raised himself from the ledge only to stumble down to the floor and fall into the darkness that had been longing for him.
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