Chapter 2
(Written by: Alexis B)
JPOV
(Jasper point view)
I immediately stopped kissing Bella reluctantly, to look at a shocked, hurt, and confused Edward. Looking at him now I regret ever having told Bella this weird feeling that has stirred inside me ever since she announced that she would be marrying could betray my brother after all of his support with me struggling with this change in "diet". But most of all how could I do that to Alice?
All she has done is love me and encourage me to fight the bloodlust inside me. She doesn't deserve this. I'm suddenly overcome with is just staring at me and Bella. I cant read his face but I'm feeling anger at me, he is heartbroken, sad, confused and more. Now I really don't know how to approach the situation. I cant ignore my feelings, so what do I do?In walks Alice taking in the scene and interrupting my thoughts.
Looking at her I feel a million times worse. I am now feeling guilt from Bella and wish I could tell her not to feel that way but how can I? She is kissing her best friend's at everyone I quickly decided that I should talk to Alice first in another room. While Bella and Edward talk. After that I have no idea what come happens. I'll talk first and think this doesn't go too bad. I don't want to hurt Alice but I cant lie to myself or her anymore and say I love her when really I don't know what I feel for her anymore. Here goes nothing.
" Edward, Alice, I know your feeling really confused and hurt by this scene and that is why I believe that we should talk before anything else happens." I say while getting off the bed and stand next to hit while Bella fix her wrinkled speaks first," I don't want to talk to you, not now." he growled.
I know he is mad so I will let that slide but next time I will warn him before I Alice spoke, "Yea, I agree with Edward. How could you two do this?"
She looked like she was in a lot of pain and if she could cry she would. I automatically felt a sting of guilt at her words.
"We will answer questions but I think Bella should talk to Edward in private and I should talk to Alice in private. I know you probably don't want to but give us the chance to explain things first before you jump to conclusions, please?" I said to both Edward and both thought it over and I think they even had one of there private conversations in there heads. When they were done they both nodded.
So I took Alice into my room and Bella and Edward stayed in his room.I really don't want to lose Alice but I know I cant stay with her. But what do I do with my feelings for Bella? More importantly what do I feel for Bella?