Chapter 4
EPOV
I ran out into the woods, and started to just walk and clear my head when I heard someone call my name behind me. I then noticed that it was a mental call not verbal. The voice was Jasper's and I could tell by his thoughts that he feels guilty and hurt. I guess his conversation with Alice wasn't that , why should she feel sorry for him or give him a chance to explain, he kissed Bella! My Bella. Alice's best friend. His soon to be sister-in-law! Eww. I cant think about the sister in law part or else I might puke up mountain lion blood.
Why would he do such a thing to Alice? I thought he loved her? But he has been a little weird and on edge around Bella and I thought that was because he was on our new diet but maybe it was something different. Maybe I over looked it. Well whatever it was I will find out now. Perfect opportunity because her comes my ex favorite brother Jasper was walking up to me I noticed he was blocking his thoughts from me now and I wonder why?
I assume he has come to apologize for the intimate scene I witnessed between him and my girlfriend. Well he wont have a chance to apologize, not before I smash his face in! He approaches me and I growl at him in anger.
"Easy Edward. I just came here to apologize to you, and Alice asked me to get out after I explained to her what happened" Jasper said to me. He let me scan his thought as he replayed the scene between him and Alice. I listened to his explanation and got more nauseated from hearing his voice. He was basically begging and pleading Alice with his voice to believe him.
"See Edward? That's what really happened and I am sorry you and Alice saw that in your room. I didn't mean anything by it I just thought I should tell her how I've been feeling. Get it off my chest. I still don't know how I really feel about her, though" he confessed to me.
I had to stop him there."YOU WILL NEVER FEEL ANYTHING TOWARDS HER OTHER THAN WHAT YOU SHOULD FEEL WHICH IS FRIENDSHIP AND ONLY THAT. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME!" I growled at him. How dare he stand here in front of me and say he doesn't know what he feels for the woman I love and the woman I'm suppose to marry? I should rip him to sheds and burn him right here and now but Bella wouldn't want that. And I couldn't live with the guilt that would consume me after.
"Edward, I didn't meant to make you angry just to ensure you that I don't think I feel and anything real for Bella just what you said friendship" he said.
"So you used her!" I yelled.
"No! I meant I believe my emotions are just mixed up and that I don't feel anything for Bella. So it didn't mean anything when I kissed her." he said to me. I would have responded but a bell like voice and two shadows interrupted me.
I then saw Alice and Bella looking at Jasper and I. I also noticed that Bella had tear running down her beautiful cheeks which meant she heard what Jasper said to me.