Chapter 7

Epov

The moment I heard Carlisle say that he couldn't save Bella's human life I ran towards the house in vampire speed. I never wanted this kind of life for Bella. I knew that she longed to be like me and that is my greatest fear besides her death. Now she will wither in pain because of my stupidity. I will never forgive myself for what as happened. I didn't expect this at all. It got blind and now I will have to deal with the consequences. I just hope that she can forgive me for having to force her into this life style that I never wanted for I ran towards the house at vampire speed I kept on thinking about what her reaction will be and how she will look when she is awakened.

Bella was already beautiful but as a vampire all sense are heightened. so I have no idea what to expect now but whatever and however she turns out. I know one thing, and that is that I love her and never want to be without her in my existence. This is the only thing that matters.

I entered the house and rushed past my sisters who were in the living room. I took it on instinct that Bella was in Carlisle's study so I headed in that direction. I prayed that what I was walking into wasn't completely horrible and I hope that Bella and I relationship can survive I was in front of the door that lead to the study I hesitated.

I couldn't enter that room and look at what I've done to my a deep breath, I opened the door and entered the study. When I looked at Bella I deliberately gave up.

JPOV (Jasper's point of view)

I followed Edward the moment he sped off toward the house. I could hear Carlisle and Emmett's foot steps behind me. As I was running all the confused feelings I have for Bella and predictions about what might happen to Bella and I or Bella and Edward after her awakening. I pray I have my feelings sorted out before then.I was a couple feet behind Edward not and I could see him enter the house now.

What was inside that house and what I might see or feel scared me to no end. I was afraid of the up coming events.I followed Edward into the house but stopped when I saw Alice with Rosalie in the living room. I stared at her wondering what has happened since I've talked to her. All I got from her feelings was hurt and hope. I already knew where the hurt was coming from but I couldn't understand why she would be feeling hope.

I wonder if it has anything to do with Bella's condition or with another matter all I wasn't getting any clue from either Rosalie or Alice I proceeded to follow Edward. I could no longer see I'm so I followed his scent to the study and there is where I saw Bella lying on the hospital bed in the middle of the room. And Edward was by her bed side, on his knees weeping silently at the scene in front of him.

I would have done the same but I tried to calm Edward down because his agony combined with mine would not be a good thing right now.I slowly approached Edward but stopped when I saw him go stiff and then he spoke. " Get out, Jasper" he whispered.

" Excuse me" I said a little confused by his statement.

"You heard me. Get out Jasper. I don't want you here" he said, more audible now.

" I know Edward, but I want to be here. I wanna be here for Be-" I started but stopped when he started to speak again.

"Don't you dare say her name. This never would have happened if you would've just kept your mouth shut about your feelings for her" he spat at me.

I looked at him surprised at his statement. He said that as if he knew how I felt about Bella before this evening. I was shocked at what he had said and a bit confused too." Yes, I knew about your feelings for Bella before this all happened. I heard you one day" he confessed.

" Why didn't you say anything before tonight?" I asked him.

" I love Bella with all my heart. Why would I tell her that my brother loves her too? I don't want her to have to choose" he said to me.

" I think she should have that right Edward. Or she should at least know how I feel about her instead of me keeping it locked up inside for eternity" I stated.

" Do you not realize that you just made this more difficult for Bella not better. She has me, you, and Jacob Black. This a unnecessary love triangle" he nearly yelled at me.

"What does Jacob Black have to do with this?" I ask confused.

" He loves her, that's what he has to do with this" said a husky voice and we both looked towards the doorway and there stood a very stinky dog. Jacob