Thank to my friend Léa which was helping me a lot with this chapter.~

Previously..

"The poeple are danger! You.. - Ziva run!" - "I found a match with the blood... - It belongs to Ziva, Gibbs."

Now..

"Lo thihr!" She shouted and had the men put their guns down.

"Ziva? I do not understand..." he whispered still aming at these two. She looked at him knowing this is the moment to decide.

"You have to go, now."

"But.. you.."

"Get out of here Anthony DiNozzo!" She yelled and her voice echoed trough the room. He nodded and turned to her for a last time as he was passing of Norman and his friend at the door. Ziva saw a pain in his eyes and this was hurting her more than anything. She wanted to explain him so many things but couldn't. He must love me.

He left his car parked as it was and walked. He did not know if he is more lost in this whole thing or pissed because of Ziva. He came to the near bench in a park few blocks away and sat. Gibbs must be waiting for me.. but how can I explain it when I don't undestand as well..? The mobile started ringing. McGee.

"Yes.. What? Ziva? I'm on way."

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"Where he is?" Abby asked McGee while she was tapping with her fingers on his desk. It was almost two hours when he disappeared. "Call him." She ended up.

"Abby I called him already. You heard it."

"And Gibbs?"

"I don't know! Just calm down." he said stopped his searching. Elevator rang and Tony with Gibbs walked in. DiNozzo didn't tell them anything.

"Tony I'm so sorry." Abby hugged him. "How are you feeling?"

"I am fine I guess."

"We can't explain it and... where have you been by the way?" She smirked. He did not answer and she understood. Better to do not ask. "Never mind. I wanted to say that the blood..."

His heart stopped beating nearly and everything he could see was Abby's mouth opening because he started realizing. He shot her...! If he understood and Ziva was the killer of terrorists then he shot HER.

"...Can you promise me that?" Abby asked him in the end and he just nodded didn't know for what.

Three days after..

Tony was feeling helpless even FBI and CIA were already looking for her. He needed to talk with her. But she could be everywhere. McGee was just helping in the lab and Bishop was sitting at her desk typing on a keyboard. DiNozzo was sympatic but his behavior was more than just strange. Ellie knew that was because of the agent she replaced. That's normal or not? People sometimes leave but life's go on.

Tony was still replaying what happened in the apartment. She was hurting him but he didn't know why. Everything looked normal there only the table... The table.. There was a paper.. Monday, 17:30, parking in a Russel's Company as he remembered. He had about fifteen minutes. Anyone would be there, he had to try it. He jumped up. "I'm going to find Gibbs." he mumbled on a Ellie and disappeared in the elevator.

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"What the hell are you doing here?" She said pulling a backpack from a trunk of dark blue car which was parked in a corner. She didn't even look at him.

"I am so sorry at first. If I would know.. that's you.. I.."

"I'm okay Tony." She sighed and closed the trunk. "Don't be worry. Now you can go."

He felt maybe worse than before but that wasn't everything he wanted to say. "Listen, everybody is searching for you. Tell me, what's happening here? I want to help you."

" I don't need help! I don't already know how should I say it you to understand." She said immediately and throw the backpack on her shoulder.

"What's wrong with you? Where is that nice and honest Ziva I knew?" She froze on a place for a minute and then continued walking to her car. "She's gone like everything she loved," said cold. He was still standing behind and watching her.

A key almost unlocked the car but someone's hand stopped her from doing it. She looked up on Tony. "Please let me to take you to NCIS. Everything will be explained, because you're a good person. You don't hurt people you help them."

"I'm not federal agent anymore! And I'm not here to clear myself."

Tony turned her to him and took a breath. "I love you Ms. David no matter who you really are or who you want to be." He guessed he saw a little smile on her face but that was probably just his wish.

"I.. I love you too.. " she mumbled. "..and that's why.."

"Then come with me!" He said quickly before she could say something more. She looked down on the ground. Tony saw her thinking and wanted to kiss her on a forehead but when he got closer she stepped back. That hurted him but did not say anything. Her eyes filled with tears. She grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer again. Their lips met. Both forgot about their worries as they kissed each other so hard. He tasted her salt tears as they're falling down her cheeks. He would never expect what a bittersweet love he will have to cope with for a beautiful woman like was Ziva David in his life.

"I can't," she whispered as she was coming back to the reality and pushed him back. The sound of her car noticed unlocking. She got in and drove away leaving him alone in the middle of a parking.

Sorry if you're confused.. It will be worse;) But don't worry in the end everything will come up. ~Lucy