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Chapter 15
BPOV
Esme and I struggled for awhile to pull Edward and Jason apart, when they finally were Carlisle took a walk with Edward trying to calm him down a bit. Meanwhile Jason is up in his room.I was shocked at the turn of events that I had no idea what to say or think about them. I decided that maybe I should go and talk to Jason and figure out why he thinks Edward just tried to kill him.I get up from the sofa-where I was stationed since after the fight- and head up stairs. I walk in the direction of Jason's room, which sound completely silent- and knock on the door. I only had to knock once when he opened the door for me and plopped on the bed which previously laid.
" I know what you're here for" he exclaimed. I was taken back or a second not realizing that he was talking to me.
" And what do you presume I'm here for?" I asked a little curious to how he seems to know things automatically like that.
"You, Bella Swan, came here to see if I knew why your boyfriend attacked me. The answer is no I don't. Also I'm not cocky I just know thing, that's all" he explained.I stared at him sensing that something is wrong with him and he's not talking about it or just isn't telling me the entire thing about his powers.
" Did you have these powers before you were turned into a vampire?" I asked him, interested to know the answer.I tried to read the expression on his face, though it looked as if he was in the past and not the present. When he came back he looked at me and started to explain.
" You remember what I told the family downstairs that evening?" he paused and asked. I nodded in response, " well these powers I have were at a low level then and I could just sense stuff instead of knowing exactly what will happen or be said. Back then- when I was human and before my dad died- I had these bad feelings about my father" he paused and sighed at the thought of the painful memories.
"My sister and I knew he wasn't right but my mom stuck with him. She wanted to help him even though he would beat her sometimes. I could feel her pain and I could sense that something was gonna happen nights when he came home late. My dad died of an illness but no one mourned him, especially not me" his what he eyes were glued to his face after he was done. I couldn't fathom the emotions and struggles he went through with an abusive father and poor family.
Jason wasn't cocky at all, he just had a huge brick wall up and I think I could help him tear it down.
EPOV
After my confrontation with Jason, Carlisle took me into the woods to talk seeing as how he is the second person who could ever calm me down-Bella is the first. We have been running for about ten minutes- in vampire speed you can go far- until we stopped to a steady walk, there is silence between us.
"I'm sorry for my childish behavior back there Carlisle. I don't know what came over me" I apologized, it was clear how shameful I feel.
" I don't know why you did what you did in there, Edward. But I do understand it" he paused and looked at me to see if I was following- and I wasn't totally clear on what he meant. " You love Bella, Edward. Anyone could see that, but you react too strongly to subjects related to her. Bella can take care of herself if she needs to, Edward. She'll always need you and love you but she needs you for support not to fight her battles for her. Remember that before lunging for someone's throat again" Carlisle stated.
"Thank you for the wisdom, Carlisle. I needed that…reassurance" I told him. He smiled and nodded in response then he caught me in a walking a few ore miles in the woods we started to run back in the direction of the house. Once we entered the house, Carlisle and I both entered the kitchen finding Esme and Alice there. I greeted Esme and Alice, as did Carlisle.
"Esme, do you know where Bella is?" I asked her. I wanted to talk to Bella and apologize for what happened earlier.
" I think she went up to her room. You could check there" Esme answered.
I raced upstairs to check Bella's room but she wasn't there. I was about to head back downstairs when I heard talking in Jason's room. So I changed direction and saw- through his ajar door- Jason and Bella cozy and talking.I stood there looking at them thinking how could she be in his room after hearing that he is developing feeling for her? I feel as if I'm losing my wife, my love, my life to a newcomer. I walked at a human pace downstairs an out the door to the cottage Bella and I owned.
