38. Abandoned

I feel so alone. I never thought that I can't be so weak. All I know is that I woke up in a base after something took control on me.

I dreamt something horrible; I stood next to Setrakus Ra, I saw Six dies, Sam screams and Five in a Mogadorian uniform.

I'm sure my friends do their best to save me; maybe they're here, right now. I know they will never leave me.

I've been counting down the days I'm here: A week and a half. It feels like a month.

I miss Marina, she's my best friend and I love her with all of my heart.

I miss John, he's like a big brother for me.

I miss Six, like Marina, she's a big sister.

I miss Eight and his jokes.

I miss Nine, I really like him.

I miss my friends. Have you forgotten about me? I'm right here, calling out for help because I can't take it anymore.

Xxx

My whole life I watched people I love die. It will stay with me forever.

I had a guide who lost her hope in our ruined planet. I had a best friend who died in my own war. I watched my best friend's father-like dies. A war took me away from a family.

I could take it because I met my friends who helped me and understood me because they know what pain is.

I had a boy I loved. This boy is gone.

I could take it all because Eight was there. To listen, to understand, to hug me, to make me feel okay.

But Eight is gone. I have a painful scar, meaningful memories and a harmful power to remind me of him.

Now I left alone, without hugs, kisses or a warming heart to understand. I am not myself, this isn't me.

There's a giant black hole inside of me that only Eight will make go away. How do I save me from myself?

Xxx

I wake up in the same gray room. On the last time I woke up, I passed out a few seconds later. I managed to think "Where am I?" then everything went black.

The first thing I think is "What happened?" The second: "Where am I?" the third one makes my mind clears and panic takes over, "Where is Marina?"

I know what happened, sure I know. I died. I think I'm happy that I'm alive, I mean, it's better than be dead, right?

The last thing I saw was Marina; Tears and a horror look on her face- I caused these things.

You are stupid Eight! I shout in my mind and grind my teeth. I couldn't even told her what I wanted to say!

Other people would be sad or angry to wake up without their friends around them, knowing that they abandoned them; however, I'm happy Marina, Six and Nine ran away. Or at least I hope they did. I don't want them to die.

After a few moments of breathing and getting my energy back, I find out that the Mogadorians didn't take my Legacies.

Setrakus Ra is such a coward, didn't even visit his old "friend" from the dreams he made. So, um, great I have my Legacies with me. I rip off the chains that tied me up to a chair. I have a promise to fulfill.

39. Dreams

"How are our lovebirds doing in the back sit?" Nine calls out from the driver sit.

"Shut up, Nine!" I quietly yell at him. "Marina healed all of us today because of the stupid battle we had with the Mogs. You should be thankful!"

I look to my side to see Marina and Eight still asleep. Marina is leaning on Eight's shoulder and her arm is wrapped around his arm. I have to admit, it's kind of cute. Marina frowns, probably dreaming something and Eight holds her hand tighter.

"I have no idea why they aren't together yet," John says, calmly, like he's going to roll his eyes. Adam snores in respond, looking like oh-no-not-again.

"It doesn't matter, it's not our business. They will do what they want to do." I say, pulling the sleepy Ella close to me.

Marina and Eight love each other; we all know and see it. They're just too shy to admit it. Anyway we shouldn't talk about what's going on between them; it's private and not respecting our friends.

Xxx

"This sleep was awesome! The best I had in years!" Eight calls out happily as he gets out from the car and stretch. I can't help but look and him and laugh.

"You're right, I slept well, too. I feel amazing," I agree with Eight and grin at him. "By the way, did you have nightmares again?" I gently ask.

"I did dream something, but it was a nice dream." Eight smiles and stares a little at my eyes.

"I'm glad to hear it." I smile. Eight looks at me with a mysterious smile. "What?" I ask nervously.

"Nothing," He says. "Maybe I'll tell you about the dream later." Eight walks away, leaves me dumbfounded.

"You're not the only one who had a good dream!" I yell and run to Eight.

I felt like putting these two drabbles together, I like them and they're pretty long :3

hope you liked them, thanks for the reviews :)

-Elinor