I was on the roof of Billings. I had to call the police. They killed Thomas! I wouldn't believe anything they ever said again. I saw the picture. Then Arianna was there she was going to kill me. She admitted she killed Thomas. She had a crazed look in her eye. Then Noelle was there. She saved me. But she ruined my life all at the same time.

I woke up in a cold sweat my heart beating so fast I could hear it. Then I burst out crying. I knew it wasn't just a dream like we say to children all the time. Everyone thought Thomas ran away when really they left him tied up in a field for Arianna to go back and finish the job. They got Josh framed for murder. I felt like screaming. They were supposed to be my friends. They got my first real boyfriend killed. I couldn't believe how nice they were when they knew all along! I never even got to ask where Arianna was yesterday. Now I know what happened to her.

I sat there for God knows how long before my heartbeat slowed and my tears stopped. I was mentally preparing myself for when Noelle would come in. I was thankful that my family wasn't here.

When I heard the door open I steeled myself ready to take her on. Noelle walked in with a huge smile and arms open. She took one look at me and haltered her steps. Her smile disappeared returned by a look of concern. She really was a good actress.

"Get out," I stated as calmly as I could. She looked so confused it made me even angrier.

"Reed, what's-" she said coming closer.

"OUT!" I roared before she could take another step. "I remember Noelle. You don't need to pretend to be nice anymore. You killing Thomas," I yelled. Shock passed over her face. She opened her mouth to protest but I cut her out. "You might not have done it yourself but you may as well have. Thomas was a person, my boyfriend, and you .. you abused him. Then you blamed Josh. You nearly got him locked up Noelle! Just to protect yourself. Nobody matters once you're ok. Is that your motto?" I huffed out a breath. Noelle used this opportunity to speak.

"Reed you don't remember everything, clearly. I said I was sorry and I'll say it again. But what we did for Thomas was for you. How were we supposed to know that Arianna was a psycho?"

"You were never my friend. You wanted to keep me close so I wouldn't tell anyone your secret," I sneered.

"I'll leave now because I can see your upset and won't listen to a word I say. Just try to remember everything else," she said matter-of-factly. "Please," she said before leaving with one last sad desperate look in my direction.

Well Ms Noelle Lange begging, that was new. I wasn't sure if I wanted to scream or cry. Both probably.

I breathed out a breath I didn't realise I was holding. Then there was a knock on my door. Please don't be Scott or my parents I wouldn't be able to deal with their sympathy right now. I decided not to shout an answer, hoping they would go away. But of course with my luck the door slowly opened.

Josh stuck his head in with a weary look. I had flash backs to all the times we would sneak away. To the times we would talk, laugh and just sit together. My chest tightened looking at him, remembering us together.

"I heard shouting and then Noelle leaving looking a bit upset," he said remaining outside.

"I remembered things."

"Really? That's great!"

I looked at him and then his face dropped.

"Oh I'm sorry Reed I forget how much you've been through sometimes. Do you want to talk about it?"

"I'm sorry about Billings nearly ruining your life. You nearly went to jail because of their lies," I shook my head. I looked to see Josh smiling. "What's funny?"

"You helped me. You're not like them. Recently they have actually improved on their behaviour towards others because of you," he leaned against the doorway.

"You can come in you know." I noticed he was leaving space between us this time.

"I know but I have to go collect Ivy from the airport."

"Who's Ivy?" I asked. Josh hesitated and looked around my room before answering. He shuffled his feet a little.

"My girlfriend," he softly said.

"Oh," I whispered. I wasn't sure what my feelings were for Josh now. I just knew how good I felt when we were together. He was there for me when Thomas went missing.

"Can I ask you a question?" he asked after a couple of seconds of silence.

"Sure."

"What is the last thing you remember about us?"

I gazed out my window trying to recall the last thing I remember about him before I woke up here.

"We were together," I slowly said trying to recall. "It was Cheyenne's party. We were having a great night. Then we went to the hot tub with everybody. I got a text from the girls asking me to meet them upstairs. Then we fought and that night I found out about Arianna." I didn't realise I was gripping the sheets until after and slowly unclenched my fingers. That night appears will always haunt me.

"It seems we disagreed a lot about Billings. Is that why we broke up?" I was surprised that my voice sounded so calm when I really wanted to shout and demand why we broke up when we were so great together. Who was this Ivy girl anyway? Was she the reason? I started to really dislike this girl and I didn't even know her. Get a grip Reed clearly you and Josh are over each other. I let out a long breath trying to relax.

"Well not exactly it's a long stupid story. Look I better go," Josh rushed to say and then he hurried out of the room. What was with him leaving so quickly with me? Maybe we ended our relationship on bad terms.

I decided to put Josh out of my mind. Clearly whatever feelings I felt for him were in my head.

The next two days consisted of me catching up with my family and getting better. Taylor came to visit me and was a blubbering mess. I eventually forgave her for her involvement with Thomas. She was nothing more then a silent witness. I remember now how hard she took it when he was missing. This calmed her down but not before she insisted I stay with her here in St Barths for the rest of the break. Yet again another thing I didn't know, apparently I planned to stay here for my break.

"You don't even remember how beautiful it is so you have to see it again!" She insisted happily. I found it hard to say no so she was picking me up tomorrow when the hospital said I could leave.

My family on the other hand were headed home. I was going to miss them. Even my mother.